Is it possible to just stop....?
I didn't think about this until this morning. I remember sometime around January/February everything was really crazy and I was having wild experiences. It's like my life was in a tornado and then it just became quiet. I feel balanced, happy. Very content and full of love. Almost normal.
Also, the last time I had my aura checked they said it was a rainbow with flecks of gold. (I can't see auras, so I don't know.)