I am soooo mad .I dont get it anymore.A week everything goes great ,i feel good ,I know what I want,I am happy,good relationship..and then boom!Everything turns upside down.I feel stuck in a hole ,nothing goes right ,everybody is mad around me including me ,what i want always comes with delays and people start avoiding me ,i don't get calls anymore ,i feel alone its like they don't even notice i exist...whats rong ??I feel a lot of resistance and I am trying to let go and feel good but it seems so hard to tap in again in that happy moment.I put on a song start dancing but then something comes up like my mom comes screaming that i didnt do that or i see on the tv something that upsets me and I feel alone and mad and angry and sad and its like i cant control my emotions anymore((.
I read that maybe it can be part of this shift that is going on but why cant I have control over my life.I want to brake free like in the queen song just enjoy life be in balance and I have talents in me and I would like to use them but i feel stuck and stuck and stuck .WHY the F*** is this happening to me ??Does anybody have these feelings too ?
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