cindy (07-31-2010)
Has any other indigos out there been diagnosed with Schizophrenia?
I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia and BPD last year and am feeling much better since starting on my medications!
I am still incredibly spiritual and profound, but now I don't have all the sights and sounds bothering me anymore. Yeah I do miss some of my powers and visions.. but finally my head is out of the astral realm and in the physical realm with the rest of my body!
Anyone else receive this diagnosis?
For the record I think schizophrenia is a very mystical and psychic illness!
Tiffany
cindy (07-31-2010)
Define Schizophrenia.
I am clinically undiagnosed with schizophrenia.
The fact that you think schizophrenia is very mystical, is an awesome assertion. I can promise you most of our "mental disorder" is genetic, that these "disorders" ride the genetic train of evolution through "time". These "disorders" are all very "old" and highly misunderstood in industrialized nations today.
Do not fear, do not worry, it is all based on the wiring and firing of neurons, the way your brain is connected. Every mind is wired differently, just as every snowflake is different from the next -- yet you can still find similarities.
I can assure that in the future, mental disorder will be looked in a whole new way thanks to the development and current success of the Neanderthal Genome Project.
You see, we "Humans" are actually mixed species of different origins, Neanderthals and Cro-Magnons created the "Autistic" hybrid humans we have today.
A lot of this sounds like science fiction, unfortunately do enough googling and you will be shocked after you connect the dots.
Not many people believe my assertion, but everyday we come closer to this conclusion through science. I am sorry but the we refer to as "mental disorder" is far more "deeper" than what industrialized nations think.
Here is also a video with another perspective on this entire topic.
Shamanism is very important. This is where it becomes "mystical".
Take this comment as a thought to truly consider, this entire topic is an obsession of mine. I read and talk about it every day.
http://www.rdos.net/eng/asperger.htm
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...0719162645.htm
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...1016074703.htm
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases...0119121442.htm
http://blurts.wordpress.com/2010/05/...own-my-street/
http://pn.psychiatryonline.org/content/44/16/25.2.full
http://autoimmunedisease.suite101.co...d_autoimmunity
Autism and Schizophrenia both go hand in hand with autoimmune diseases.
These autoimmune diseases come from "different" bacterial strains.
You can test for Autism in the urine by finding one single metabolite connected to one single strain of bacteria that is prevalent in every Autistic. These implications show that these "beings" are not as "humans" as we define it. They're variant genes...
So the question remains: define Schizophrenia.
Has any other indigos out there been diagnosed with Schizophrenia?
This is the topic. The topic is not defining something you can only understand based on your interpretation.
Schizophrenia is generally defined by the DSM-IV.
http://www.behavenet.com/capsules/disorders/schiz.htm
Schizophrenia, schizophrenic disorder, schizophrenic psychosis, dementia praecox (any of several psychotic disorders characterized by distortions of reality and disturbances of thought and language and withdrawal from social contact)
a mental disorder characterized by abnormalities in the perception or expression of reality. It most commonly manifests as auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking with significant social or occupational dysfunction. ...
Well, no it actually matters very much if you're going to say something is wrong with someone.
According to the definition you provided all 2 billion of those Christians out there are f*cking nuts.
If there is something wrong with you, then every religious person in the world that takes their faith seriously should need to take medication - according to your definition.
cindy (07-31-2010)
And if there are 2 billion Christians not taking their medication, then all of our lives are in danger, right?
Thanks a lot Xen! Actually I heard that about the Neanderthals and the Cro-Magonons before!
Its a shame that people with our abilities have to be told they are a bad thing. If I go off my medications again I have to go to a mental institution!
Some of my abiltiies are gifts, off meds I can see and feel auras, see energy, see and hear entities and feel and see "shifts" in space and time (I dont know how to explain this with words). But what was crippling was all the thoughts in my head, some of which were bearable, many of which were malicious. Also I was open to possession and evil creatures taking over my mind and actions. These times it was scary. Other times it was annoying, LOUD banging sounds in my head noone else could hear, the strangest, high-pitched noises I could never replicate...And of course the social withdrawal was extreme for me (I spent 5 months in my apartment alone, only person I saw was my boyfriend who took care of me since I could not). I still astral project at night these days but off meds I have spontaneous OBEs while awake.
I always wonder what my purpose is and why I was given these abilities... everyone is scared of me now!![]()
cindy (07-31-2010)
Xenzaka,
My solution would be to move away from anyone who knows you who is willing to lock you away - these people are your enemies.
And otherworld entities can only harm you if you fear them. And if they can harm you, you can harm them.
Thus your next logical step would be to figure out how to harm those who are harming you across realms.
Just read a little carefully in the replies I have above.
I am talking about the perception of what is "fucking nuts"...
This is all according to the definition industrialized worlds/civilizations have created on the "mentally ill".
The "mentally ill" are not as "mentally ill" as we should really think. We should consider the "mentally ill" simply different based on genes, DNA and neurological wiring. This "difference" should be held in a neutral state, meaning there is no separation only differences and similarities both holding a neutral connotation.
A lot of the times we consider those different with these "disorders" to be lower than the majority. In this case, we could call this social standard. Those that do not follow the "social standards" in industrialized worlds are made into an outcast and labeled as "mentally ill" or "disorder". The truth is, there is no real disorder, it's all collective perception based on memes we have made through time. These sociological memes define our ideals, these memes are created by the way we shape out world.
Currently this is how we shaped our world, specifically speaking "western worlds" or "first world nations", we shaped ourselves with these standards.
These standards include money, war, victimization and killing, etcetera...this is the world we have made. This current world holds a lot of incompatibility for those that have genes and DNA similar to the collective...the masses.
There needs to be a balance to sustain, it starts with recognizing differences, understanding and tolerating. There is a lot more to the topic of "disorder".
People with "severe schizophrenia" think family is out to get them or government psyops are sending them things in the mail with secret messages to decode...it could be anything, but just imagine that if every soul on this planet was a mirror of our global dysfunction. If there never was such a strict way of living, this "mentally ill" wouldn't have themselves in such "crazy" situations. The bigger picture and root of the issue is dysfunction and dis-ease of industrialized nations that have created false standards and incompatibilities for those with different minds.
leila (07-31-2010)
the thing of it is that there are no "one description" for these disorders....the pros cant seem to come together on this yet.....mmmmm wonder why ....seriously though....this is a subject that requires n is getting...a lot of attention....due to the numbers growing....mmmmm wonder why.
tacedhyse im so happy that you have found a place of balance...well done n bless you xxxx
and btw...those that shun the different ones ...go home...take off their social masks..n show their different side too...we all have problems of some kind or other...its what happens when you separated from your true self...disconnected from source...its what being human is all about...till you wake up n realise its all an illusion...not that thats a cure...just makes it so much more bearable...xxxx
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****Reach out and touch someone - Freespeak****
MChelle (08-04-2010)
Do you mean me?
Yes I have tried hurting them but I haven't any success doing that yet! They just get a lot angrier at me for trying >_< I try not to be scared of them but these creatures have put me through hell (I wrote a post about it!) for the past couple of years so I'm terrified of them now even though I try not to be!
And I can't really move away from my family and psychiatrist. I've gone off my medications 5 times in the past year and spent 5 different months in the hosipital. So now I have no more chances and if I even decide to come off my medications I go to an institution for "my safety".![]()
cindy (07-31-2010)
well T...you sound great...huge insight n ability...n being here is going to help you tremendously...*takes Tacedhyses mask off...pours a cold one n pulls out a comfortable armchair* sit drink relax...be yourself...we love you as you are...hug xxxx
****Reach out and touch someone - Freespeak****
Hi, what exactly would you hear or see before the mess calmed it down,
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With The Light Always
Balance, balance ya can't have the head in the clouds all day, or you,ll go crazy, maybe someday when all our heads are up there, but not in these times as not everyone believes in the other side, balance, balance
we generate our demons and heaven, we just don't think we do, or that we have that amount of energy to create such things, and that's where people get caught out, we do have the power, some don't believe that demons excist and are never harmed by them, but the same people believe in something else, which is very true for their lives, we create our worlds,
cindy (07-31-2010)
I've been diagnosed pschizoaffective disorder.
I had really beautiful experiences with telepathy and my 3rd eye with the illuminatie as well as with aliens. I've been blessed with the ability of seeing multidimensionally. All the leading beeings of the world presidents, queens, priests, bankers are present in the higher energy fields of Density 2. I had contact with them unwillingly as well as with a grouph of female zeta reticuli, who contacted me in NY. I had a real fight with some of the Illuminatie in Density 2, because i didn't know how to protect me. I got short on sleep because i felt uncormfortable in letting me fall into the unconsciosness, because i was attacked by the illuminatie several times on my astral body. Thus i went "insane" and got into hospital (4 times). With medication my 3rd eye closed and telepathy didn't occur anymore. You have to know that pharma industrie is deeply illuminatie affected and knows what to do. I believe that i'm an indigo 3 where a nephilim soul is joined with a healer soul to proceed integration, what i didn't know then.
I think some illuminatie folks have really an eye on me since i'm a part of them and i'm not sharing their agenda. I'm going to end medication soon and hope my DNA isn't to disrupted.
short video: schizophrenia recovery without medication http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyL0jjI93OI
!soil first! every garden is an experiment no experiment is a failure
I hear and see all sorts of shit all the freaking time, so sign me up. =P
If enough people stop having bank accounts, stop driving cars everywhere, stop supporting big buisness and major corporations, stop consuming useless crap stolen out of the earth and shipped all over the god damned place to be processed here, stored here, sold there, eaten somewhere else, just gennerally stop FEEDING THE BEAST... It will die.
There's no such thing as schizophrenia. It is a concept meant to make you feel bad about who you are.
If the medical industry can convince you that there's something wrong with you, then they can convince you to stop ascending into higher realms.
This is the goal of the medical industry, to prevent you and other humans from ascending into higher realms.
Don't listen to them, there's nothing wrong with you.
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