i am new here, just wanted to say hello and note that i am very much new to all of this... i am 30 years old, but i've always felt 'different' from everyone- have been able to read what a person's demeanor is like from the moment i meet them and have had strange experiences with bad feelings in a room, certain smells no one else can smell, etc etc. Growing up no one in my family believed me. I have had intense feelings of joy and deep deep sorrows. Right now I just feel lost without any guidance and don't know what my purpose is. The description of indigo fits me to a tee... but where do I go from here? What should I read? Look into? Thanks for taking the time.