Recently i was in contact with a circle of healers at an anthroposohy school.
I had a meeting with the woman that lead it, for aout 3 hours.
Her main interest is support indigo children at school , becouse she did notice the children ar not respected at all.
I did try to explain some things to her, she was open, even for the context of her education, but she came always with Rudolf Steiner explanations and concepts, not with perception of what i told her and even when she did perceive she judged alot.
we agree to meet later.
Recently one common friend told me as follows:
this woman met finally an inidgo child, and did realize by herslef that in her words" indigos were so powerfull that did kill alot of people in past lifes"
and that is why they are very carefull now, and are afraid of their own power.
This woman repeated same information i gave to her before, also in the following way: THat indigos heal and activate other beings capacity and awarenesa round them, and sometimes that mans to produce changes in the collective and other individuals karma or patterns. then interaction is needed, but sometimes, most part of the time this interaction is not comfortable for inidgos.
She, the healer, did add to the explanation as follows" she said: "indigos atract other beings to mop them, to abuse them, becouse actually they trannsform thsi energy and spiritual qualities of them"
I was explaining my friend as follows:
The idea of power is right, but the judgement of "indigos are killers", do not match with my perception.
I experienc ethat the first step of polarization of teh light, creates a state of mind beyond duality, in which indigos can access the most dense patterns of mind and energy and redirect them or use them in a correct direction or purpose.
That is some how what we do in this ascencion process. now on earth. even expressing hard and complex emotions, the process is like making compost! transforming it and all it context into light.
Then, probably in another time, or place, in past or future, inidgos were confronted with situations had to act with agression. Maybe desctruction with a high purpose, with love.
My access to a collective memory said also that ones ina while indigo were betrayed, and there for, they were forced to act in thatw ay that seems to be instinctive, and that was very uncomfortable for indigos, but without any judgement was correct. The only poblem now is the feeling of Guilty, and fear of own power.
then, if inidgos do so, like teh scorpion, the power gets against themselves.
I would like to ask you please to feedback this letter and tell me how you think, feel or remember about these past, experiences, light polariaztion, action in no duality state, and others.
and also how do you think the anthroposophy theories of steiner match really or can helpo indigos.
my expeirence with them is that the anthroposophy people touch with the inner eyes closed, and use a book written by steiner, to describe what they touch, what does it mean and its function.
there for they put ina box indigos in a very concrte way.
Then, they mean, this life, inidgos need to do the opposite, becouse before they were killers.
thsi dualistic opposition, and perspective,is used by them to explain behavior, just add to any behavior the opposite and you have teh reason why is in taht way now, we mean, what they did before: karma. but i find this thinking pocess very limited and not real, actually ilusory.
how is that for you?