The problem is due to trying to be what you are not.
You cannot be what you arent, a dog cant be a cat no matter what.
You need to understand your qualities and use them, they are huge. But also respect qualities of others you dont have.
Its give and take, the social confusion is thinking that you are like most others and you try to see yourself in others but to connect you must acknowledge the difference.
You have alot to give that any pother loves, but you also have problems if you try to deny your nature. High awareness can be used to in a positive way where you
are creative and thinking in ways others dont, but also it can be negative if you deny it, fear it coz you dont see it everywhere.
Dont try to be others, be yourself and you can start loving others even for how they are different from you, dont obsess in the thought of meeting
people that are just like you. You cant see another person and succesfully help them by thinking how you would get better, understand and love booth
you and others, have understanding for their weaknesses and dont fight yours. Dont heat them or you. Its to easy to hate others for being so unaware there have been massacres.Where they lack there is also a part where you lack and others see clearly.
Im 20 years old, my life started recently coz i drove myself crazy trying to understand how i could just be like everybody else it thought i was sick, thought i was a defect, scared me with bullshit like "adhd" "aspergers" bla bla youre not social incompetent if you where you wouldnt give a shit you wouldnt be on this forum. You cant focus coz youre boored you dont use your energy you become a zoombie.
Now i think back with another perspective i see how i won at times i thought i was the one with a problem, the exploring, i dont regret doing stuff that was my nature i regret everything else. if you'd die right now how would you feel bout your life?
You are already complete theres nothing to seek.
I cant recommend meditation enough.
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