I guess I should share a bit about me and why I am here.....I will preface by saying that it's not what you believe, but that you believe...the act of faith in something greater than ourselves is paramount. The what of it really isn't important.
My grandmother passed away in June of 2008. That's when it started for me. It was almost as if my psyche shifted, or a hole was torn; something was different after that day. I started to develop a fascination with death and dying. My old Christian beliefs started to crumble. Everything felt 'off'.
This went on for almost a year and a half. Then in September of 2009, someone reached out to me. Actually, several someones reached out to me.
I was sitting at my computer one evening after my daughter went to bed, and something told me to pick up my camera and start taking pictures. That's when I saw them for the first time. Little pink orbs, and white orbs, and black mists with orbs, and faces, smiling back at me....this went on for a month. I had no idea what was happening to me....if I was having some kind of mental break (then I realized you can't photograph delusion), or panic attacks....I spent that month going to the doctor and reading books (that's part of what brought me here, to IS), trying to find an explanation for my sleeping attacks, swimmy vision, popping awake at 3 a.m. every night....
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Then they decided to communicate with me.
The introduced themselves as the Tuatha De Danann, a group of beings most mediums interpret as angels. As I have come to learn and understand, most aliens are inter-dimensional beings, as are the Tuatha de, living in a dimension or what they call a 'frame' that is juxtaposed over our own...realities co-existing all in the same space. (If I could get the photo up-loader on this site to work with me, I'd show you all some more pictures.)
The last year has been spent trying to acclimate to being 'awake', which has been happening to me in bits and pieces...learning to cope with communicating with those that have passed on.....and what it means to be here on this planet, and why they woke me. What my 'purpose' is. Clairsentience has been hard to learn to live with. It makes going into places like the grocery store very difficult.
I tried to participate in another forum-based site, but it just didn't work out for me. No one wanted to hear what I had to say. Which is fine, it's why I decided to give this place one last shot before I just withdraw and find contentment with being isolated.
I'm a pretty laid back person, and am open to questions....so please feel free to ask anything.
Much Love, namaste.