Constant Non-Duality, Interior = Exterior

[Blindseeker]

to preface: within the following paragraph terms will be used such as "I", "me", "mine", "myself", "you", "your", "yourself", "we", "our", "ourselves", "they", "their", and possibly other dualistic references. this is something that is difficult to find a clean way around when coming from a perspective like the one about to be described. apologies for the following jumbled mess of pixels.

this experience i find myself in is very strange but very familiar. a term i enjoy using is fallen. familiar/alien. my interior processes are mirrored in every exterior phenomenon observed. as if every external sight, sound, or sensation is a living metaphor for all internal thoughts and feelings. at some times the synchronicities are far more dense than at other times. the world still looks the same as i remember it being in the past but the experience of it is completely different. when i choose to let go of a question i wish to ask of another, they bring up the topic on their own and volunteer the information i was thinking. if i desire for there to be a certain object in a drawer for example and i do not doubt if it will be there, it is always there. but the more specific the desire, the less often it is brought into existence. it is a combination of or cross between manifestation and precognition, but not one or the other. while in meditation or as sleep is coming on i hear familiar voices of family or friends, saying very specific things. but whether these are past, present, or future conversations, or their internal thoughts is still undetermined. i do not ask. when i seek direct confirmation of the validity of of these phenomena from external sources, there is always an element then presented to discredit them. and when i attempt to demonstrate the phenomena for others, they are never realized. when i am fully present in this state of awareness and appreciative of it or happy about it while in public, beautiful women and sometimes men with big beautiful eyes pass in cars or turn there heads in restaurants and look at me. if i smile they smile in return. on the other hand if i am confused while in this state, or thinking a lot about what is happening or trying to manifest these beautiful things, sickly, ugly or angry faced people with small tight eyes are to be found and my smiles are never returned. other than people, these external phenomena take the form of birds, dogs, bells, laughter, sirens, alarms, screams or loud bangs, pops, or crashes. while in closed eye meditation there are sometimes forms which can be felt or seen, as if something is passing in front of the light source in the room which is falling on my eyelids. in the interior space there can be seen circles of color radiating from the peripheral to a central point. there are often as well 4, 6, and 8 pointed crossings, (X, *) which at times rotate counter clockwise.

well there it is, for the most part.

[Skyclad]

Cool. I call that "being in the middle" or being "centered".

Being able to turn inward and outward are important, because both mirror the other. It's really a sprectrum of sorts, because it gets to the point where I cannot tell if I am projecting or introjecting. Even dreams and spirit journeys are laden with symbology which represent our own interpretation of things.

[citta]

Yes, I can relate to what you are experiencing,

It happens to me all the time, do not know what to think of it, manifestation comes at a price I guess!

On the most part, I will accept that which resonates with me, experiences that don't I am now learning to let it go.
Most challenging to say the least.

citta

[pebble]

You are tuned in. The group consciousness to yourself...it is like hearing clearly the whisper in the wind. I believe the more aware, the possibility of influence grows exponentially. You've done alot of background work, meaning you have peeled alot of layers. This 'ability', is deep, primal not a higher ideal that we have to strive for. Before recorded history many believe that state of being was the norm, the way people communicated.

[Blindseeker]

Namaste Namaste Namaste

[Skyclad]

Interesting. I received neg rep for my response. Care to share why? Feedback without words is useless; like beliefs without observation / reason.

[Blindseeker]

i must have mistaken reputation for a good thing. i saw niether a positive nor negative. my apologies.

[Skyclad]

No problem. I think there is an "I approve" and an "I disapprove" option. It happens. I'm kind of new to it, but I've been on other forums, so I kind of get it. It's different everywhere. Or maybe I am mistaken. Thanks are green dots on teh setting page, and I have a grey dot, which I figured is the one that takes away reputation. I won't read too much into it. lol.

I like your thread though. I hope to see more. Take care.

[Blindseeker]

thank you for the kind words of understanding and support. what i am finding most difficult at this time is to "decide" at what point to maintain the balance. i do more often than not see the perfection and purpose inherent in what was previously perceived as the pain or confusion within/without, but the wish is not to stand by and watch the dance be perfectly awful. is this conflict a residual effect of the transition? something that will lessen perhaps or that one must come to terms with?

[pebble]

Skyclap...what you got was not a negative rep...it is a thank you by a member too new to have atta boy points.

Interesting. I received neg rep for my response. Care to share why? Feedback without words is useless; like beliefs without observation / reason.

[Skyclad]

Blindseeker,

I get stuck here too. I will observe from as many angles as I can, learn as much as I can, and when I am done observing a particular thing, I move on to the next--so this creates inaction on my part. I am working on finding balance between insight and action, because one without the other is no good.

Thanks Pebble for clearing that up.

[Psychic Child]

Cool. I call that "being in the middle" or being "centered".

Being able to turn inward and outward are important, because both mirror the other. It's really a sprectrum of sorts, because it gets to the point where I cannot tell if I am projecting or introjecting. Even dreams and spirit journeys are laden with symbology which represent our own interpretation of things.

Skyclad
In the older days there were three planes of existents.
upper world [where the gods live]
Limbo, [where we live]
underworld [where we came from]

Sometimes to maintain:
my balance,
my center . . . .
I detach and become neutral
and then I find . . . .
that balance just becomes.
be in harmony,
walk in beauty
psychic child

[Skyclad]

Psychic Child,

Does it get worse before it gets better?

I feel pretty neutral about everything; I see light and dark as two perspectives of the same thing; Physical and spiritual are different manifestations of the same thing, etc. But I find myself wanting to just meditate and watch how things unfold, more so than actually doing something about what goes on.

Maybe I am at peace with where I am and how I see the world, but at the same time, I think there's more to it than that.

[Psychic Child]

Psychic Child,

Does it get worse before it gets better?

I feel pretty neutral about everything; I see light and dark as two perspectives of the same thing; Physical and spiritual are different manifestations of the same thing, etc. But I find myself wanting to just meditate and watch how things unfold, more so than actually doing something about what goes on.
Maybe I am at peace with where I am and how I see the world, but at the same time, I think there's more to it than that.

Skyclad,
The waiting and watching is mainly what we do now.
Practicing our mental flexability and our ability control
as our development accellerates.
Some physical prepairing, but the method of ascending
is [i think] revealed.

It will not be easy seeing those "sleeping" still resisting
wakefullness. But accepting change has to be done by
themselves. They need to "want" to accept the changes.
Many will be unable to.

Many of the unrest within society that we anticipate will happen.
The angry greedy lost people fighting and destroying, the 'we
are saved' people who only wait. Some cries of witch craft and
devil hunts.
There will be non-logical local weather and Geo-physical happenings.
Floods, Blizzards, volcanic acitivity, earthquakes, tornados,
and non-stable tempetures; untill we learn to control them
in our regional realities.
It will be a mess, for a while.
Then progression of growth will gain momentum. Changes will take
hold as realities are created in our multi-dimensional society.
Be in harmony,
walk in beauty
psychic child
note:
You will be fine with the changing,
as many in _IS_ will be.
harmony
pc

[Skyclad]

Weather-working. I've heard many stories of that.

Supposedly it is only done for the greater good. I

know there are legends of warriors and shaman alike, who could make fog roll in during a battle that they were losing, so as many as possible could escape unharmed.

[Astara]

I'm so thankful you made this post, Blindseeker.

I experience this quite often. It is one of my more great philosophical/metaphysical questions in this life. Anyone ever play Apples to Apples, the game? It is somewhat freaky if you are tuned in while playing it. I actually got a little unpleasantly freaked out last time I was playing it but I was also in my "unconfident, ungrounded" energy of this state. I felt like an open book to all of the others who were playing the game. One of my animal guides even came up during it. *shakes her head*

I am a weather worker and so is my boyfriend. I work with wind and rain primarily; he works with fog and wind. The hilariousness of all of this synchronicity business it that The Last Airbender came out on my birthday (July 2nd) and The Sorcerer's Apprentice came out on his birthday (July 14th), yay for magical movies coming on on magical people's birthdays!!

My brother and I were having a discussion this topic the other night and his question to me was "how do you know I'm not just performing (a projection of your mind) for you because the only perception you have is coming from you?"

I thrive from balance, from the deep understood primal energies that used to be a norm amongst tribes. I enjoy finding my center and watching it all spin around me in a circle/spiral.

[Blindseeker]

the wind always seems to pick up when i am frustrated and lost in the seperateness. i often wish i could see the cause for the wind and the frustration, because i know from heart knowledge that neither one is causing the other. but mystery is what keeps us going i suppose.

[Psychic Child]

Hi All,
More than 43 people in _IS_
control, cause, change, adapt,
move matter as a basic kinetic ability.

Changing the tempature and/or the
velocity of wind, causing a flame, or rain.
Move a rock, levitate, stopping the rain,
shooting a 3 pointer, stirring coffee.
Hitting a golf ball 400 yards.
Cause things to weigh less, or weigh more.
All of these things involve changing matter.
be in harmony,
be in beauty
psychic child
To be responcible with these abilities,
is part of the agreement to keep them.
Yes they are dangerous if used foolishly;
like anything can be dangerous. Yes you
can drop a big rock on your head. Yes they
can cause people to die.
Some countries have used psychic kinetic-assasins.
but the assasions took their own life or went catatonic.
be in harmony
pc

[Astara]

My gifts are meant to be shared, to be taught to others who are entrusted by me....I choose to use my "gifts" only for the greater good of this world, not even for the greater good for myself. Granted, I use my healing abilities on myself to heal my body but that's just a given, imo. Mind over matter...it's powerful and yet such a simple tool to wield. You have to know what switches to flip on and off though and that takes some mastery.

[Psychic Child]

My gifts are meant to be shared, to be taught to others who are entrusted by me....I choose to use my "gifts" only for the greater good of this world, not even for the greater good for myself. Granted, I use my healing abilities on myself to heal my body but that's just a given, imo. Mind over matter...it's powerful and yet such a simple tool to wield. You have to know what switches to flip on and off though and that takes some mastery.

Astera,
most excellent post.
To insure the benevelent use
of abilities through my teaching;
I attach a protective intention to
the masteries information. I don't control
who uses them for what . . .the intention does.
To me "mastery" is:
Understanding how and why it works.
Finding where your switches are.
Practice with small uses of abilities
several times a day.
be in harmony,
be in beauty
psychic child

note:
Recently I started to discribe
the kinetic ability as a joining of
"mind with matter". . . . . ;-)
harmony
pc


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