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Wow,what an introdution!Originally Posted by Braveheart
Hi everybody
I found a link to your lovely space on the google group "The Indigo World"...I don't really know why I started playing around with a google account the other day but I just go with the flow...
I'm Sharron...I'm 31...too old to be an indigo person? I don't know, I still don't know for sure who or what I am.
Isn't it amazing for a start how indigo people are the first to doubt and question themselves? I have always had this characteristic...over everything, but particularly over aspects of my spirituality. I was interested in spirituality from an extremely early age and was a loner as a child, very introspective, didn't dare tell anyone anything that was going on in my head for fear of ridicule - things like I remember hearing angels singing when I was only about four years old, I remember seeing fire letters written on my bedroom wall in front of me when I was about eight, but didn't dare tell anybody. My mum was interested in the same kinds of things, I eventually found out, but she hid all that when I was a child for fear of ridicule herself. So it's kind of, I knew I was different in that sense, and when I got older, over the years I struggled and struggled to find explanations for my experiences and to categorise my spirituality.
I studied Religion and Philosophy at A-level and while this helped, it led to a lot of confusion, as I found characteristics of many religions that fit with me and for a long time it was like I was looking for the right religion for me, until I came to a realisation that all religions merely hold strands of the same truth, and that was why I felt I fit with so many, that I didn't need to belong to a religion, but just to be.
From then on I made my own spiritual path, but hit more confusion over why I was different, what made me the way I am. I am still unsure but the way I am fits very well with various descriptions of indigo people I have found. I have taken the colours test before, and come out with blue the highest and violet the highest, but with indigo following close behind. In recent years I have worked on a lot of buried anger and expressing and exploring what I call my dark side - although in truth this is just an aspect of me that I need to be completely balanced as a person. When I took the test today, I came out with indigo at the top.
I still don't know if I'm truly an indigo (especially as I am 31 and perhaps not the most common age for indigo people) but I know I have a lot of those tendencies, and being around other indigo people helps me come to terms with myself and grow better, and that I tend to seek out other indigo as well as crystal people (who I always want to protect) and people of a spiritual nature in life. I still struggle with knowing who and what I am, but the best thing is to keep searching and keep exploring...it's like a puzzle, and bit by bit pieces drop into place, even if I can't remember the full picture. I see myself as a bit of a spiritual warrior. Other people have also described me as an earth angel, although I don't fit with what I have read about earth angels, I am not always gentle certainly not in my healing and spiritual work, I use my power with care and love but with its full force. But that's how I also feel the archangels work, and I resonate very much with their energies.
Something that helped me a few years back when I was even more confused than I am now, was this website: http://www.metagifted.org/
which is for all forms of gifted and talented people in whatever way, but has evolved to be predominantly a support site for metaphysically gifted and talented people, especially indigo and crystal children.There is a good section on adult indigo people and a checklist of characteristics which you guys might find useful as well. There's lots of interesting information to browse around.
I found it at a time when I really needed to find others I resonated with, shortly before I found another really great web community which helped me grow but is unfortunately now closed. It was the first time I read about indigo people and saw their story reflected in myself. In all honesty, though, I think it doesn't matter if you never truly know what you are, as long as you seek to understand yourself...as long as you ask the question.
I'll be away for a few days, but I'll be back and look forward to interesting discussions with you all.Where are you going to be off to for a few days?Hope you feel resonated here as well.Love to talk to you about all this in the near future!
Looking forward to hearing ALOT from you.
hear from you in a few days then!
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