My heart aches and yearns for him, it always has. It's as if I'm half alive without him, like I'm wandering empty through the world searching for him everywhere. How is it that I feel him all the time, like a faint memory or dream that never goes away. Life without him is a deeply painful experience. There is never a day that goes by when I do not feel that emptiness inside that emerges from our separation. I will find him... soon, possibly within the next 3 years. There will be a time when I finally give up on my search, probably after being heartbroken by someone I love. It will be a time when I feel happy and content with the who I am and the way my life is, that is when the reunion will occur.
I even know somehow what he looks like, and his mannerisms, and his voice, I can hear his voice. It's so clear and beautiful. I cry when I think of him, because he is so close and so real inside me, and I know he's here on earth somewhere and I cant be with him now, I cant touch him or kiss him, its so hard. I live because giving to him is the reason I'm alive, and without them I have no purpose, I have no reason. I need him. I know I sound like such a tragic romantic, but its just because I love this person so, so much, we've been together since the birth of our creation and we are forever connected, for all eternity.
I know how it will feel when we meet, it will be so powerful and my heart will open so wide it will seem to hurt. It will be as if for that one moment, the universe existed just for the purpose of bringing us together, I will be transformed in that moment and brought back to Source. It will feel as if every challenge I have ever had to conquer was completely and absolutely worth for just one moment of love with him.
True love does not just disappear with the amnesia, true love is too powerful to ever be forgotten, even in life. your soul mate remains alive within your heart no matter what realm you're in. You can be universes apart and still feel them inside you, waiting to be reunited again, waiting for that one, glorious, beautiful and ecstatic moment when you become alive in their arms, reborn in their love. I know with every part of my being that we will find each other, that I will find myself in him, and our love will transform the world and whomever we meet will be forever changed by our undying bliss. People are going to envy our love and I will be blessed, and I will know that the Creator exists and loves me , for granting me such amazing and ecstatic joy.