This means there is no random and a lot more to everything than you were able to notice up until now.
Just yesterday I closed my eyes for a bit and had like 50 points of light (dots, orbs, whatever) in my eyesight when I opened them.
There was nothing that could've made them appear, no source of light similar to the pattern, which btw. was moving and flashing 'randomly'
I don't know, open your eyes to the possibilities and try to figure things out
Sometimes what we see is the probable outcome of our actions or some marking and important moments in our lives that are yet to come
Sometimes it can resemble a feeling of where we should be at some point in our life
You can definitely feel that, just try figuring things out for yourself
Be open and feel it, no one will ever be able to do that for ya
And remember that sometimes you have to separate your psyche from the message, we tend to confuse ourselves with fears, insecurities etc.