Waking up every night between 3 and 4 am...

[Adri1974]

Janel, I went to the Doctor when all this first started happening to me because I thought I was having panic attacks. My father went through a similar experience when I was first born. They did all sorts of tests (blood and such) and came up with nothing. So he sent me to a psychologist who told me after 2 visits that I was normal and well-adjusted.

About a month after I started, the entities that woke me started talking to me, and I figured out it wasn't panic attacks I was having, I could feel them manifest. My father went through the same thing b/c they had come to visit me when I was first born here.

Going to the Doctor was a good thing (even though I'm sure he thought I was a hypochondriac) b/c it reassured me that there was nothing wrong with me, and that what I was experiencing wasn't something that he'd be able to measure or assess.


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These pictures are from the first night the lights came on, so to speak, and the following month before they introduced themselves to me as the Tuatha De Danann.

To me it sounds like you are in the process of waking up, there may or may not be anyone responsible for what is happening to you or waking you, but you are going through the same things that I did.

When I was first waking, I couldn't even bring myself to go to places like the grocery store (and I live in a tiny town, it's not like a huge store, either) for fear of being near other people. It gets better.

Hi. See Doreen Virtue´s book "Angel Therapy". She says there when angels come you can see some lights and sparkles near you. It is your clairvoyance being adjusted. You see only lights and sparkles because you need to get more to the vibration of these spirits. Perhaps the fact that you may wish to be away from many people is due to their vibration, which unfortunately nowadays is still heavy. To get into a better communication and to open your third eye better, follow a vegetarian diet, don´t smoke cigarettes, cigars or anything or use marijuana, don´t drink alcohol and don´t have sex next to the time of communication (unless perhaps it is tantric sex with a spiritualized partner who is also maintaining purity) and not too much sugar or chocolate. I´ve seen some lights but in the shape of people in the spiritual retreat I was and they said they are my guides. They said they are many. Well, I saw plenty. The colour of the light was this one you took a picture.

[Adri1974]

Well, this last time I was in the retreat, I saw incredible things and I saw sparkles at night, in white colour (there are no white fireflies in nature) and in the communication they said they were angels. I feel the presence of angels when they are close. When I first took ayahuasca, I saw wings in inca style. And I had pleiadian communication about the creation of the world.

The morning before this communication there appeared the most incredible sun rainbow that I took a picture of. The owner of the retreat says the climate of the place follows the success of the spiritual healings in there. This was a very special one. I saw in one site that once in a parade to Our Lady of Fatima a sun rainbow appeared.

This retreat is a place where many indigos discover their identity.

[Adri1974]

Another thing: Ayahuasca is named "Wine of Souls" and many people say they feel like as if they are going to die. And the DMT seems to be produced also in near death experiences, so if you are near your death, more of DMT is produced and perhaps more of the sensation of death occurs. DMT acts in the pineal gland, so this may be the process. In ayahuasca world, this sensation of death, however, is attributed to the death of the ego, so that you can go to the spiritual world. Shamans talk about this ego death and ancient tibetan sorcerers also talk about it. If this period of 2am to 4am seems to be full of fear and kidney function, that is because of this death feeling, probably due to the activity of the DMT in your pineal gland. All I can say is... Surrender, don´t be afraid of dying and whatever and let it come.

There are other ways to activate the pineal gland. Yoga for example (through Kundalini awakening - I am in De Rose yoga method and I know from De Rose himself and a friend of mine that they achieved Samadhi and even 10th chakra experiences). And a position of the tongue in meditation, the Kechari Mudra. It concentrates the DMT in your pineal gland, by pressing the soft palate with your tongue. This is the meditation they make in De Rose method.

Crystal clearing of the chakras also function. Read Doreen Virtue´s "Angel Therapy".

[Hamoth]

It concentrates the DMT in your pineal gland, by pressing the soft palate with your tongue. This is the meditation they make in De Rose method.

Ah. I see. I follow a practice that also uses this bit. We also do it while practicing Aikido...that explains a few things

Do some people have like, a massive DMT load naturally? I sometimes think I might be like that. What people describe as the DMT experience is like what happens when I sleep...and what people describe as the drinkable stuff's experience sounds a lot like my day to day, lol.

I have been doing a lot of work on repolarizing my pineal responses...and have been sleeping better. One thing that was suggested to me by a very profound spiritual leader was meditation just like this - meditation that brings on the sense of death! I was shocked...and felt like for sure I was the only one on the mat feeling these things, because they were all sitting there calmly, breathing - with tongue against soft palate in a minute-long exhale. After, I asked about this and was told "no Hamoth-san, that's how it's supposed to feel. That's why we do it." I was repelled for quite some time, and confused by this.

Of course it's been a constant practice these days...and it is greatly rewarding to face it calmly...

After that, I can sleep.

[Adri1974]

Ah. I see. I follow a practice that also uses this bit. We also do it while practicing Aikido...that explains a few things

Do some people have like, a massive DMT load naturally? I sometimes think I might be like that. What people describe as the DMT experience is like what happens when I sleep...and what people describe as the drinkable stuff's experience sounds a lot like my day to day, lol.

I have been doing a lot of work on repolarizing my pineal responses...and have been sleeping better. One thing that was suggested to me by a very profound spiritual leader was meditation just like this - meditation that brings on the sense of death! I was shocked...and felt like for sure I was the only one on the mat feeling these things, because they were all sitting there calmly, breathing - with tongue against soft palate in a minute-long exhale. After, I asked about this and was told "no Hamoth-san, that's how it's supposed to feel. That's why we do it." I was repelled for quite some time, and confused by this.

Of course it's been a constant practice these days...and it is greatly rewarding to face it calmly...

After that, I can sleep.

Sure! DMT is present in all multicellular living beings (I don´t know about unicellular ones), in some vegetables you find it more concetrated and other vegetables have one substance that stops the metabolization of DMT inside your body by a specific enzyme, so it can act in the pineal gland properly. Our organism has the capacity of producing it by itself, in meditation, near death experiences and other experiences (see videos of Rick Strassman in You Tube). But it is degradated by this enzyme that exists in our blood. When you produce ayahuasca and other sacred beverages (like Jurema or peyote or San Pedro), one vegetable has got the DMT and the other, usually a bush rope (like Tarzan´s) has got this substance that inhibits the degradation of the DMT. I could tell you all about the sacred beverages around the world and in ancient civilizations, from hindus to egyptians, celts, greeks, africans and so on. It is encrypted in their mythology. I will write plenty of these things and put it in a site, but unfortunately it will be in Portuguese (sorry) or maybe I can do this in English some other time.

Psychics are born with more DMT in their blood or a way to produce it more, I don´t know how it works. I had some psychedelic visions two weeks ago, still in the crisis of the break up with my boyfriend, at night, I recognized as my guides trying to talk to me so they said things to calm me down. It has been months I don´t take ayahuasca. There are several ways the higher beings have used to awaken the light workers and star people, some are born this way. I already had some clariaudience and some clairvoyance before ayahuasca, but with it it turns very strong. You have a very strong without anything. Some will awake when they take a sacred beverage. Others will awake when they have a near death experience or meditate or get into a spiritual practice.

You are probably huge fans of Star Wars as I am. After I got into ayahuasca world, I could understand a bit more on this jedi thing. There is a scene where Qui Gon Jin uses a machine to measure MIDI CHLORANS in Anakin´s blood. Perhaps they did know about this substance that exists in the blood of people.

And I believe the "force" is the ether that you feel when you open your third eye. I felt it when I first took ayahuasca in day light. I felt a force, one energy permeating everything, it was like universal love sustaining all life on Earth and permeating the Universe. It was a firm energy, a very strong energy, but still delicate like the butterfly wings. It is wonderful, divine to know love is around us and in everything. But you must know - you can manipulate this force. I did it once at least (but sometimes I think I do provoke some changes in the weather, at least in wind), when I was trying to focus in that 8 hour work, laid on the ground watching the tree above me. When I didn´t let the thoughts flow and tried to stop them struggling, the wind up the tree shook its branches like a storm. When I calmed down, it stopped. It was very clear. The owner of the retreat says there is one influence in the weather of the place according to the success of the works. I told him this time indigos have the power to control weather.

This is probably how the ancient native shamans controlled the weather, to make it rain or whatever. We don´t know if, not just by dancing but perhaps through a sacred beverage or some specific technique they could feel the force and control it. Dancing and chanting is exactly a process that shamans use to conduct the ayahuasca works. The vibration of music is very important for it. I´ve done a ritual without a candle or music, it is awful, it doesn´t work that well. Perhaps they had more DMT in their bodies in ancient days, it is possible, with a better nutrition, only contact with nature and the respect for it. Some say they could naturally communicate with animals also.

I could say much more on this and other movies like X-Men, Avatar, but I will save it for later.

May be Force be with you.

[Adri1974]

Pineal Gland Activator (in fact, you can see figures like these when you start to activate your pineal gland - later, you will see other kinds of images, much more beautiful, much more stronger from the spiritual realm, which are undescribable even with videos).

Pineal Gland Activator

[Indigoeyes]

I'm not sure I can give you any good advice, but my mom, who is a lightworker has been dealing with something similar for years.

[Adri1974]

Janel, I went to the Doctor when all this first started happening to me because I thought I was having panic attacks. My father went through a similar experience when I was first born. They did all sorts of tests (blood and such) and came up with nothing. So he sent me to a psychologist who told me after 2 visits that I was normal and well-adjusted.

About a month after I started, the entities that woke me started talking to me, and I figured out it wasn't panic attacks I was having, I could feel them manifest. My father went through the same thing b/c they had come to visit me when I was first born here.

Going to the Doctor was a good thing (even though I'm sure he thought I was a hypochondriac) b/c it reassured me that there was nothing wrong with me, and that what I was experiencing wasn't something that he'd be able to measure or assess.


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These pictures are from the first night the lights came on, so to speak, and the following month before they introduced themselves to me as the Tuatha De Danann.

To me it sounds like you are in the process of waking up, there may or may not be anyone responsible for what is happening to you or waking you, but you are going through the same things that I did.

When I was first waking, I couldn't even bring myself to go to places like the grocery store (and I live in a tiny town, it's not like a huge store, either) for fear of being near other people. It gets better.

Hi. This month came through my mail the books I bought from Doreen Virtue in Amazon. In "Realm of the Earth Angels" there is a chapter about the "Leprechauns", who are a mix of wise one with elemental. It is written there:

"One of the original peoples of Ireland were called The Thuatha de Danaans, which means "The Children of Dana" or "The People of Dana". Dana was a Celtic Creator Goddess. The Thuathas possessed magical abilities to shape-shift and time-travel and were considered demigods in some circles. They fought battles to maintain possession of Ireland, but eventually were defeated by the invading Gaels. Instead of leaving their island, though, the Tuathas shape-shifted into another dimension and became Leprechauns. Today, they still run Ireland, yet are only visible to those with open minds and hearts."

Perhaps this may help you.

BTW, this book is great. I discovered I am a mystic angel. But it seems I am having plenty of contact with the shamanic world, Mother Earth and the animal kingdom, the elementals, so I may also be evolving.

I also read in Pablo Amaringo´s book about his paintings that the shamans use the magic vegetables to contact spirits from the forest to teach them how to control weather.

Doreen Virtue in "The Lightworkers´Way" says one of the things the Lightworkers can do is to control weather through thought. I am almost linking this to Rainbow Warriors, the children who will fix nature and the weather patterns. I did receive messages from animals and Mother Nature about that. I saw animals of the future. They were beautiful and peaceful, bees without sting and much more beautiful than the ones we know (even the ones that already exist without sting), flies with pastel colors. Extremely beautiful and delicate spiders with iridescent colors. They told me even the animals are the product of our thoughts. If we are peaceful and good, the animals come peaceful and beautiful. If we are agressive and evil, they will come ugly, agressive and evil. They told me that if white men came to the Americas in a humble manner, if they learned the ways of the forest and nature with the natives, history would be very different. Instead of this, they thought they had a superior religion and devastated everything, they killed most natives. Then I felt the forests crying, in suffering, due to human activity. This is Mother Earth´s message.

This is a message for all indigos in here: Don´t think natives and the tribal people are ignorant. They are not. I´ve seen a native chief who takes ayahuasca who said his ancestors came from a spaceship. He said more than 30 people saw that spaceship coming and his ancestor came out to talk to them. In another ritual, with natives from Peru, Mexico and North American, it was a ritual for the "People of four hundred stars". 400 stars. There are star people out there from 4 hundred stars at least. And the natives are from them.

We must come closer to the ancient shamans from the native cultures to learn their ways and to help heal this world. They can even teach us in our psychic abilities.

Peace.

[Hamoth]

I told him this time indigos have the power to control weather.

Fascinating. Kochi mo.

Dr. Nievich?

As for some jedi-stuff, aint nothing like Shinto / Aikido. That is what the star wars myth was completely based on. We study psychic ability and practice with swords, lol. We talk about not fighting anything or anyone, but meeting them, blending them, directing them, grounding them, etc. I'm dead serious...even the "there is no try" is an aikido thing. I thought my sensei was joking first time he made that point. I was like:

Dude, Sensei, you are 3 feet tall, ancient, and can hop around and wield a sword like a friggin genius, and I heard you psychically call me to this remote location to train barefoot in a forest. Now you are going to bust a yoda quote on me? It was too much, I had to leave trying not to laugh. Turns out, laughter would have been just fine, but I was still very new then.

[Adri1974]

This is very cool. Yes, star wars is all oriental martial arts. BTW, are you a dude? I must control myself because my ex-boyfriend was a tae-kwon-do fighter, I love a kimono and these guys love japanese women like me. He was a Knight Paladin according to "Realm Of the Earth Angels", but still not aware of his indigo abilities. His energy was that of the angels, but like many Knight Paladins, he might have shut his mediunity a bit.

You are making me think again of getting into martial arts classes. I could find another Knight Paladin in a kimono. Oh.

[Hamoth]

This is very cool. Yes, star wars is all oriental martial arts. BTW, are you a dude? I must control myself because my ex-boyfriend was a tae-kwon-do fighter, I love a kimono and these guys love japanese women like me. He was a Knight Paladin according to "Realm Of the Earth Angels", but still not aware of his indigo abilities. His energy was that of the angels, but like many Knight Paladins, he might have shut his mediunity a bit.

You are making me think again of getting into martial arts classes. I could find another Knight Paladin in a kimono. Oh.

Ehhh?
Hei, Ore wa otoku desu. Yoroshiku onegeishimasu.
( Yeah, I'm a dude. Glad to meet ya / Please be nice to me, )

m(_ _)m




I dunno about no realms of earth angels...I do follow a personal code of mild chivalry, but I'm no knight. I bailed on the Christian mythos as it had little power in my realms and realities. I favor Japanese, ancient Norse, and other stone-aged systems for now. Easier for me to understand I suppose. When I WAS into the Christian systems, I believed myself to be some thing like that. I have since given that sword away for safekeeping, perhaps while I train, or perhaps forever. I leave that to Daimyojin to decide. Perhaps some terrible day I'll need to be something like that again. I hope to avoid such a fate.

It is better to be a thing of peace. Better work to do here, imho.

Or at least, that's the perspective I'm trying on these days.

Also, 'Fraid the only Kimono I own is my keiko gi :P But I train at a Shinto Shrine, so I do get an awesome all-white hakama outfit. Very attention-getting at seminars, lol. I like to go all meiji, but Sensei prefers edo-style.

Hey, if you feel the call, go get on the mat! I can't tell you how much I wish I could train more, and how much this would have helped me 20 years ago! Tai Chi, Aikido, Hopkido, Any Ryu, Qi Gong, even Yoga...these are all excellent practices imho. Vital for a person like me

Oh yeah, last note: Dudes like me are dime a dozen dojo-rats. You should totally scope the scene!

[Justin The Creator]

I remember going through this phase haha, it was this past winter during wrestling season, which didnt help at all because it made me exhausted for competitions XD anyway it should only last about a week tops, or at least for me it did(: good luck, namaste

[Adri1974]

HI, send me a message with your e-mail.

[Aeris]

I wake up at 3:13 every morning and have since I was a little kid. It's an abrupt waking as if I forced my eyes open and made myself return to consciousness. I then look around the room feeling uneasy like there's something about to happen, take some deep breaths, and fall back asleep.

[Adri1974]

A video of one indigo from Argentina talking about headaches he had before remembering who he was and his mission. This is like the activation of the pineal gland.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h64CJI54j8M

[Adri1974]

Another video with more things about spirituality (not about the education - btw, this is also important, due to the changes in children from nowadays - indigos are different to educate) of Matias G. De Estefano. He talks about the headache also in here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLW74...82F1AB0282BC42

[Aeris]

I am so tired (lol pun) of being restless between 3am and 4am every night. I'm wide awake, tossing and turning, and have out of control thoughts.


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[D a n e]

I am so tired (lol pun) of being restless between 3am and 4am every night. I'm wide awake, tossing and turning, and have out of control thoughts.

same here. So I just stay awake till like 8 AM

[Firefly Dancer]

My sleep patterns have changed also. I used to be a heavy sleeper, go to bed like at 10 PM and sleep all the way to 7 AM. Now I keep waking up between sleep cycles and I wake up very early morning.... I do not seem to need to sleep that much anymore...