some how ive gotten really nervous after doing a lot of meditation, now every noise around me irritates me, i can't bare the noise and people making just the smallest little noise, i get a fit in a second, i just realized that these noises never used to bother me before, so something is happening.
my walking pattern has changed to, sometimes i feel like i cant walk, and i get nervous if i walk in front of people, its like i get heavy in the feet, then it goes to my other feet. when i walk it feels like im not really walking, or walking on nothing.
ive have tried to hold my breath in when im walking and i use music to block out the foriegn noise people make, like the bumps, and claps, and snaps, and boom, bang, and all that stuff. thats about the only thing i can do. when i listen to my own music, it gives as twice much more noise then the people making them and i dont feel affected by it?????whats going on, whats going n with all of us.