Dark realms?

[reason]

Alright...
All my life, I have felt more of a connection to the "dark side", and i feel it within me...I feel like i have to sides to me...one is REALLY light, and other is EXTREMELY dark...to the point it even scares me sometimes...

I want to know, are there diff realms?
Is there a realm of demons?
Can a demon reform into an angel?
Is it ok to look in the mirror, look into your own eyes, and feel like you are looking at the devil himself? (thats what happens to me)
I am hyper sensitive to realm travelers/ghost as well...
But there also I strain 2 ways, I can be afraid of them, and try to get read of them through light, and I also can accept them, and not let them take over, but over power them to the pint they obey.

All this might sound a bit confusing, but if someone kind of understands where im coming from, i would love some feedback.

[Juice]

Peace.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

Alright...
All my life, I have felt more of a connection to the "dark side", and i feel it within me...I feel like i have to sides to me...one is REALLY light, and other is EXTREMELY dark...to the point it even scares me sometimes...

I want to know, are there diff realms?
Is there a realm of demons?
Can a demon reform into an angel?
Is it ok to look in the mirror, look into your own eyes, and feel like you are looking at the devil himself? (thats what happens to me)
I am hyper sensitive to realm travelers/ghost as well...
But there also I strain 2 ways, I can be afraid of them, and try to get read of them through light, and I also can accept them, and not let them take over, but over power them to the pint they obey.

All this might sound a bit confusing, but if someone kind of understands where im coming from, i would love some feedback.

Reason..
I do understand where you are coming from...when i began working wirh energies and otherworld traveling at around 15 years old, my teacher was of the dark ways...it wasn't until a couple years later he realized i could never be his pro toge, my core beamed of light/love....the world of dark energies is very enticing, very powerful...but beware, it never brings forth any good in the end...the only time now I deal with "demons" is when someone sends one out and i have to send it back...

i am a believer as well that they can be sent through the light...but only if that is their choosing and it usually isn't.....but honestly stay away if you can...i still remember that world, i have many paintings that remind me of it...but i do not return, that is not what i am here to do....we are here to move into light...to love...that i believe is the focus. the less one gives mind to darkness the less power it has.

[reason]

it's just so unstoppable...
you do not understand the power of my dark side....i know it sounds really Star Wars like, but its true... my light side is getting destroyed day by day...because its really hard to stay in the light at times, I have been born from someone TOTALLY pure and filled with light (mother), and someone who is absolute darkness and hate (my father)...
maybe thats 2 of their energies fighting in me...both are really strong...but decision is still mine...
I want to learn how to balance both...i will never step 100% into the light or dark...I rather be able to control both forces...and so far im doing alright with it...

[Rachel]

Cross over to the light side,I've been there,it's very over powering.You sound like an angel with horns.Try repeling the darkness,surrounding yourself in white light,praying or meditating,or grounding.Let your light shine,or as my daughter would say she 's the bright side of the dark side.Happy trails.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

reason it's just so unstoppable...
you do not understand the power of my dark side...

quite the contrary...i do understand...it can even seem so beautiful..sexual...ahhh ...yes my friend you are right, sometimes i am also unsure if i could ever be 100% light....i have past life bonds as well to the darker realms...very hard to break...i am reveared in that realm...but i do what's right in my heart...that is all one can do.....we all must live, knowledge is only attained through experience...

[UntoldGlory]

You don't know the power of the Dark Side

Did you see 'Revenge of the Sith?' Remember when Palpatine said something like "you must take a broader view of the Force and explore the Force in all of its aspects?" Well, he had a point. Both the light and the dark are simply 'tools' or 'resources' you have at your disposal. They are not opposites, but two 'poles' of one concept. An action or thought is never purely 'light' nor purely 'dark,' but simply 'more light' or 'more dark.' Think of it like a thermometer - where does 'hot' end and 'cold' begin? The two concepts simply describe a difference in degree.

Do keep in mind that the 'dark' is an absence and a negation; it can never create or serve you in a productive capacity. The 'dark' is powerful, but it will not make you rich or bring you happiness or personal power in the positive sense; it can only destroy and tear down. Sometimes, we *have* to destroy in order to build, but you must keep in mind that dark destroys and light builds and creates, and never confuse the two.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

i just thought i would put up a couple images that remind me of the world i used to visit all the time...the first one i have as a larger image with more ruins in the backround hanging from my wall....

the second reminds me what its like arriving on the shore...

[Juice]

Peace.

[reason]

Tear,

I am glad you feel like i do...
Thats how i see it, in order to master something you have to master ALL of the aspects of it...weather its negative, or positive, if you can apply dark destruction, and then recreate with light, THAT IS POWER. There is no need for light without darkness, and there is no need for darkness with no light.

i feel like i have ties to the dark from the past lives as well...
darkness attracts me, yet it scares me...

but i am a strong believer, that dark side is stronger then the light, you PAY for it, but darkness TRULY blinds, and binds with fear...once I loose all the fear, I will conquer it.

then...i will kill Chewy LOL

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

indeed...may the force be with you ...and i only wish you the best on your journeys...just please. beware of deceit and lust. that's just my two cents.

[Optimystic]

The Light within you CANNOT go out. If it did, you would cease to exist. Its that simple. It may appear to, but that is only an illusion. Even Darth Vader had good buried within him, and Luke was able to perceive that and help him to save himself through it. He did that through compassion, love, and forgiveness. You must do the same.

You are not being fair to your parents. No one is 100% pure in either direction. ALL PEOPLE have light and darkness within them - even ascended "masters". Your mother is not as pure as you think, and neither is your father completely evil. That's a polarized oversimplification that says far more about YOU than it does about them. It easier for you to idolize your mother and demonize your father than deal with the complexities of the truth.

Its ok to feel rage and anger and sadness and all those other supposedly "dark" emotions. That doesn't make you a bad person. Its how you act on your feelings that defines you. I don't think you give yourself enough credit, and I also think you need to realize that most of the crap your feeling is not your own: you've picked it up from others. You are not to blame for that.

[UntoldGlory]

I would dissagree in that the light can indeed destroy and break down things.
Light can have a disstructive force, but not in the way of evil.

many confuse evil with darkness, imo.
Love to All.

You're still thinking of Light and Darkness as opposite forces; they're not. Destruction and creation, light and darkness, are simply two sides of the same coin. Think of Shiva in the Hindu pantheon.... his dance destroys so that he may build anew.

[Juice]

Peace.

[reason]

you know...
i have this quality...
when i meet a girl, and she is "fucked up", i can heal their hearts...i can really make them feel again, and such...problem is that they get dependent on me, and start feeding off of my energy, cause they just cant get enough...thats when my dark side kicks in as a defense mechanism...it destroys them...but only to the point that they get away from me...
it's quiet amazing...

[Optimystic]

What you perceive as "darkness" within you is that which you have repressed, denied, and pushed away. That is why it feels extreme - because that is the direction it has been forced into. When you reclaim the whole spectrum of who you are and what you experience, then those things will no longer bother you. You'll also find there's no longer any temptation to do evil things, because there's no reason or draw anymore.

This planet and its people have a downright shitty track record of dealing with the hot emotions, and religion has for the most part only made things worse by teaching us to hate ourselves for being humans, mammals, and animals. Light and dark must be INTEGRATED. Otherwise, the evil rulers - archons - of ancient Gnostic myth continue to rule our world not from the depths of a tartarean hell, but from on high, in the seats of judgment, wrath, repression, and condemnation.

Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. - Ephesians 6:11-13

[lacey]

i know exactly what you mean..
it feels as if your being ripped apart at times, and yet held together.
the dark side is like the common denominator in this equation.
light dark
____ ____
dark dark


allthough the dark side is more frequently felt coming out, the light side is strong enough to create a balance.
but sometimes the light side is crippled by whats happening around you that you SNAP!
and bad things are likely to happen.


---lacey

[lacey]

i agree when you say you think that your parents energies are battleing inside you.
i feel the same way alot of times..
but we will talk about this further...call me

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

you know...
i have this quality...
when i meet a girl, and she is "fucked up", i can heal their hearts...i can really make them feel again, and such...problem is that they get dependent on me, and start feeding off of my energy, cause they just cant get enough...thats when my dark side kicks in as a defense mechanism...it destroys them...but only to the point that they get away from me...
it's quiet amazing...

and thats when it becomes troublesome...at least for me...the last time i messed with the psyche/spirit of a woman was the last...i met her spirit on the astral plane and we went to the abyss...in time space she began to desire me for reasons unbeknownst to her...she fed from my energy like a vampire...yet i created it... but at the same time i "fed" from her erotic energy...and then she walked out of my life....thank god.....never again, it freaked me....

im very happy with my girlfriend...we've been together 2 years, she is indigo and has such a wonderful pure energy of light...we love each other because we're two stars that have crossed paths and found exquisite beauty in one another......wow do i sound kinda cornball but hey, that's just how i feel now in my life. im very content

[ZZ23]

This is one of my sayings, From the dark bore the light, they are two opposites both existing ona level of perfect blalnce, without one the other cannot exist, thats why niether sides have been vanquished -to destroy one is to destroy the other

CJ-