It could be something in the air.
Sometimes people just get this random urge to kill selves as if something inside is telling them to do it(but of course many times it is premeditated) and I wonder if that is what is going on in that area.
So sad. My heart goes out to all those EVERYWHERE struggling with thoughts of suicide, actual suicide, losing someone to suicide, etc.
Love and light to them all <333
"..although I'd like to join the crowd, in their enthusiastic cloud, try as I may it doesn't last."-Sally's song.
"Stand up for what you believe is right, even if you're standing .ALONE."
i live in the south wales valleys and it is a weird place.
It is like living in a bowl. It can feel like there is no world beyond the hills literally 360 degrees around you. there are no jobs so no-one has any money and everyone bickers over fivers (£5) and fags (cigarettes).
There is hardly any new expressive forms of culture - the main music is just covers and tribute bands. Young people hang round in bustops in drizzly streets comparing trainers. Drugs are rife - you live for the weekends in your teens and you are hit with a massive comedown when you want to sort your life out - and then to top it all off you can't really improve your situation because there is nowehere to get a job. Just miles and miles of drab grey terraced streets and nosy neighbours.
It isn't all bad but when it's bad it is bad.
My sister attempted suicide, I attempted suicide, my band's guitarist has attempted suicide 3 times, my friends father committed sucuide when we were 15, my stepmothers grandfather did it whe she was 12 and she found him, one of the boys I was friends with as a teenager went that way, my half sisters grandfather, my friend in work found her boyfriend hanging when she was 15, a schoolfriend found her boyfriend hanging 2 years ago, my aunties friends brother - there is a history of it everywhere
yeah me too now! I sometimes feel like throwing myself off a cliff but most of the time I think 'fuck 'em!' and now I have discovered the moon and the sun who are always there for me I am much stronger.
Oh this is so sad...I live in a part of the country where a lot of people commit a suicide and know people who wanted to do it.
I'm helping depressed people as much as I can. If we help them, they may recover.
Never wanted to kill myself. I don't give a f*** what others think about me. Who loves me, fine. Who doesn't, not my problem
They kept saying there was nothing special about the area. Maybe that in itself was contributing to the problem.
The Way is always uncontrived. Yet there's nothing it doesn't do. -- Tao te Ching
I used to go through suicidal depression a lot as a kid, and a teen. Then, after my wake up call, I chose to look at things differently. I figured out what things I cared about, and defend them to the death. I did learn to defend myself, so it's not like I was all attitude. But I've saved a lot of peoples sh!t over the years, just because I wouldn't back down. Some equate a lack of a fear of death with bravery. But instead, it is just suicidal tendencies facing down cowardly lions.
Damn lyin' lions, they promised me death! Such a trail of disappointment.
sits down and makes a chocolate fountain for strawberries and thinks... If I commit suicide, it will be in the form of eating too much food! hehehe
yeah i realy dont care. im not sure that not caring is actualy something bad.
love, hatred... whatever. this world is a mess and everyone pretends to care but no one cleans it up. i at least admit it, i dont care. if i had the power i would make everyone stop and clean up. but i dont so i dont care.
i dont love, nor hate.
my only porpuse for my neutralness is my freedom, my liberty.