So I am back on I.S. because I have been interested in whether other people have had a similar dream experience as me.
I figured someone on I.S. may have something to say or may be interested.
I have been an insomniac type person for awhile. It is an on and off thing. I have allot of energy and am a busy person who finds it hard to let the mental wheels take a break.
When I do sleep I lucid dream most of the time so I don't even sleep restfully when I do sleep. My dream life is like a second life. Anyway I have been having this reoccuring dream or, more precisely, a reoccuring theme. I am in a house often a often a house from a previous dream, sometimes a house I recognize from waking life, sometimes it is a new house. Regardless of the house there is usually a malevolent spirit or ghost and I confront it and actually yell at it to leave sometimes I actually threaten it and tell it to die. In my last dream I was yelling," you are dead, get the fuck out of here, you don't belong here, you are dead so act dead and go towards the light, leave fucking leave, I will exorcise you, leave now we don't want you here". I used to be yelling in my dream so much that I would wake up all worked up and even kind of dizzy. Now I don't even get worked up I just yell and yell and yell and I remember what these ghosts look like. They are smokey in color, their clothes are wrinkled,dark and ripped. Before they are confronted they act very shifty. You hear them and follow the sound and they are leaving just as you arrive or ducking behind something. I usually just walk right after them and catch up to them and when I yell they cower and look afraid as if they want some sympathy but by the time I get them they have pissed me off or have scared someone I care about so I verbally beat them into submission. It sounds messed up but in the context I usually don't give a fuck. I will tell them that I would kill them if they weren't dead.
As a child I had similar dreams of being chased through houses by them or entering a room and feeling their presence and being very scarred. It seems pretty regular that as I get older the tables have turned and I chase them and my presence begins to torture them as they have tortured me. I know this all seems psycho and scary, but I have no problem with it. I should reinforce that these are not nightmares at least not anymore. I feel entitled to protect these spaces from their negative influence and have no issue with yelling at them. In fact now it has turned into a feeling of telling them the truth about how all the people who are around me feel. As if I am exposing them to their own reality so it stings from their perspective.
The thing is now I want to have different dreams but I get caught up in this theme. So I am starting to wonder what does this mean? I see this type of thing going on in the world today. These old negative systems are being purged. The sickness of slavery is being kicked the fuck out of our reality. Yet some people stick to the old way and they look so weak, wrinkled, and dead, but they still roam the earth. They cower and cling to their reality like Shmeigel and his precious.
I don't know it all sounds really intense and it is but it is a feeling down in my gut. I think it is a sign that the change will be so positive as if the humanity was possessed mother earth was haunted and has been exorcised and the truth about life will be told like a roar of a lion to a lamb.