i understand that right now,equality between good and evil must and does exist.it is very frustrating to have all your good deeds equalized by bad situations and people.I believe my purpose is to help bring heaven on earth.That means only good and no evil.i truly believe i have th epower to do this,right now i don't have the knowlege.i racked my brain last night andthis is what i came up with.grounding,meditating,praying to release the negative energy,and pain.for those people who are giving me the pain,i will forgive them understand and have patience and give them empathy,then forget what they have done.but not alow them the chance to keep doing it.uniting our energys,strenghs,gifts,should keep us all strong,and balance ourselves out by sharing the good and bad of each of us we should all come out evenly balanced,therefore none of us will become weak,and can continue to be positive.i refuse to stop shinning,(in fear that i will atract negativity,or evil)i can wipe the dirt off,that people are throwing on me,and i have all of you to help me,and i will help all of you.i am sharing all my everythings with all of you,i hope you share back and we can become a kick ass army.it feels like a chain of unbreakable hands across the world.