my light

[Rachel]

i am freaking out right now.i feel like i am being attacked by a negative force who is trying to blame all of you for what i am feeling and trying to make me feel like i have to choose between you guys and losing my kids again.it is really scary and i don't know what is happening to me.i called on all of you(sorry i was in the shower).you are all like long lost friends and family i lost when i left heaven and came to earth.i feel like something is trying to break the conection between me holding all of your hands.maybe i am losing my fuckin mind .it's happened before.i 'm trying to breathe meditate pray,it won't go away.i hope none else is feeling these it really sucks ass.Please help.i feel a little better already.it feels heavy and strong pushing me away from yall.????

[roseyaire]

Recently I was told during a healing that I need not fear the darkness. Sometimes I feel like the best way to repel fear is to laugh and/or sing and/or ring bells. Basically to make a joyful noise. "Evil" hates that. Watch a funny movie. Don't fear losing your mind. I had a nervous breakdown 1 or 2 years ago and I cut off all my hair w/o remembering it. I wound up with the cutest pixie cut. Sometimes you have to lose your mind so you can get built back up again from the ground up. Some thoughts when you are filled with fear are to 1) visualize yourself in a royal blue light. Ask AA Michael to remove whatever is in and around you that is not from the highest place of light and love. Stay still, breathe deeply and let him do his work. 2) Spray yourself with aura cleanser. I posted the recipe in another thread. It is 2 ounces water, 2 ounces vodka, 8 drops lavender oil, 6 drops sage oil and 1-2 drops rose oil. It can also be made with 1 ounce of witch hazel to every 7 ounces of water. Once you are "clear" you will know whether visiting IS is right for you or not. Blessings,
Kathy

[ZZ23]

i am freaking out right now.i feel like i am being attacked by a negative force who is trying to blame all of you for what i am feeling and trying to make me feel like i have to choose between you guys and losing my kids again.it is really scary and i don't know what is happening to me.i called on all of you(sorry i was in the shower).you are all like long lost friends and family i lost when i left heaven and came to earth.i feel like something is trying to break the conection between me holding all of your hands.maybe i am losing my fuckin mind .it's happened before.i 'm trying to breathe meditate pray,it won't go away.i hope none else is feeling these it really sucks ass.Please help.i feel a little better already.it feels heavy and strong pushing me away from yall.????

I knew this would eventually happen there are forces in this world who like to hide in the shadows but like to alter things, htey are our oppoistes,

Then only thing i can say is focus on love, and other emotions,
eventully this will too pass,

CJ-

[Artist]

good words... only the light alters things too, there can only be ONE present out of many possible futures. And the light hides in the shadow of disbelief, perhaps unintentionally but almost no one believes in these things anymore...

the only difference as I see it, is in our intentions...

[Artist]

and trust me no one has 100% evil or 100% good intentions all the time. People with bad intentions are often deeply troubled...

[Artist]

take me for example when I was little I found the dark intolerable so strange and foreign that I had to understand it... only to understand the darkness too well, one risks falling in... which of course happend... some evil is not meant to be understood to the point of becoming it... anyway... now I intend to return to the light... well at least partially... perhaps... someday... when I am stronger... surely no angels and no demons exist that change the world other than us human beings...