Ok I hope my story makes some sence.
When I was young I used to have these strange troubles on school that no teacher or psychologist could ever solve, because no one new what was 'wrong' with me. I had trouble paying attention in almost every situation and I was mostly doing my own thing instead of what the teacher told me to do. When I was forced to do what the teacher was telling me to do. I failed the task because of a lack of interest from me, but the few times that I did pay attention, I did very well and I even surprised the teachers. I can also remember situations when I could sence unsafety and dangerous surroundings when no one else could and I panicked at those times and refused to go 'in there', these circumstanses ensured me; no one would ever understand me because I just couldn't explain my feelings, for I was to young to explain my feelings, this made me feel very lonely and unsafe in the world (and still does). I'm resently diagnosed with ADD (Atention Deficit Disorder), something they couldn't do when I was a kid because they didn't have the knowledge they have now. So now I know the problems I had then are coming from ADD, but I know there's more then just a lack of attention. My attention is mostly very present, in the moment and accurate, but only when needed in my point of view (and no one else's). I rather believe that I'm highly sensitive, paranormal, especially on a collective level and thereby I'm very aware of the influences of the worldly energies and the changes that are going on right now. Sometimes these changes make me feel out of balance and make me dis-function(al) in my life and that's where the ADD makes it hard for me and for others in my surroundings to comprehend. That is the reason I really hope and need the world to become a more better place than it has been. I find it very difficult to explain everything that I go through to my psychologist, because I realize that the problems coming from the ADD are basically limited to the physical reality alone by the medical standarts, but there is so much more to it then just that. I don't know how I can even explain it to the experts. Anybody out there who knows how to handle this?
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