I have problems solving the segregation between AD(H)D and Indigo influences

[Satara]

Ok I hope my story makes some sence.
When I was young I used to have these strange troubles on school that no teacher or psychologist could ever solve, because no one new what was 'wrong' with me. I had trouble paying attention in almost every situation and I was mostly doing my own thing instead of what the teacher told me to do. When I was forced to do what the teacher was telling me to do. I failed the task because of a lack of interest from me, but the few times that I did pay attention, I did very well and I even surprised the teachers. I can also remember situations when I could sence unsafety and dangerous surroundings when no one else could and I panicked at those times and refused to go 'in there', these circumstanses ensured me; no one would ever understand me because I just couldn't explain my feelings, for I was to young to explain my feelings, this made me feel very lonely and unsafe in the world (and still does). I'm resently diagnosed with ADD (Atention Deficit Disorder), something they couldn't do when I was a kid because they didn't have the knowledge they have now. So now I know the problems I had then are coming from ADD, but I know there's more then just a lack of attention. My attention is mostly very present, in the moment and accurate, but only when needed in my point of view (and no one else's). I rather believe that I'm highly sensitive, paranormal, especially on a collective level and thereby I'm very aware of the influences of the worldly energies and the changes that are going on right now. Sometimes these changes make me feel out of balance and make me dis-function(al) in my life and that's where the ADD makes it hard for me and for others in my surroundings to comprehend. That is the reason I really hope and need the world to become a more better place than it has been. I find it very difficult to explain everything that I go through to my psychologist, because I realize that the problems coming from the ADD are basically limited to the physical reality alone by the medical standarts, but there is so much more to it then just that. I don't know how I can even explain it to the experts. Anybody out there who knows how to handle this?


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[looking]

umm im not trying to be a sarcastic bitch but.. my "add" ('m sure you'll understand) its hard for me to read all this.. my mind keeps doing other things and ive come to realize why.. add is just a way to show people what kind of brain they are dealing with .. there is nothing wrong with it... its just that the add (aka indigo/star seed/ bran muffin) mind needs to be able to focus on many things at once. add adhd is basically a way of saying my brain and heart and self expression need to be behind the task or else im going to find a way to make it so even if that mean dragging it out and making it fun.
sorry if this makes no sense... i hear I rarely do lol

[LH919]

Do they have you on pills?

[Satara]

No pills for me...Please! Im just trying to make sence out of myself without the pills. I know I am all over the place at times. I can process so much info in one moment that I easily scare people in my surrounding making them feel I'm going too far for them to keep up...I know no limits, ya know

[Satara]

BTW sorry for my spelling. I'm from the Netherlands and my English is not that well. I meant: THE add, not MY add as it is a specification for a condition I'm in, but it's not what or who I am!

[fred aus indo]

First of all... Hi!! nice to meet you and welcome to IndigoSociety

I was diagnosed with ADHD myself and my 6th sense isn't particularly strong either ( i mean like able to astral travel, see spirits or hear sounds... only feel)

but you have to get your mind straight... and OMG LOL XD it was hard to read your post because it just jumbled into one

anyways what i'm trying to say is that. First if you haven't already aware of this, you must know that you cannot change the world without changing self for the better, after that only then you can change people... and ultimately change the world in the long run. I think I was lucky as a child, there's people who always supported me even though not in a conventional ways. But i came to learn about their world and understand their point of view. For one to engage in change, one must understand another...

now the biggest difference between the awakened and AD(H)D people are empathies.... understand people's point of view and how their "state" is

I guess you have every reason of becoming scared of people's energetical or whatever presence, but you must remember, we don't come to this planet to live comfortably... no one is truly comfortable no matter how spoiled the person is... they will always want more of something whether it is positive or negative... once you have think about these things logically this should help you overcome your anxiety. Also people in here will help and support you. So if there's any questions that you still need to ask, feel free to do so

ADD = Attention Deficit Disorder
ADHD = Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder

[Satara]

Wow..thanks. I will keep that in mind. I know I can be a blur in my writing and talk, but that is because of all the information coming at once with me...

[fred aus indo]

the way i kinda overcome the tendencies to act AD(H)D is to constantly try to think about everyone else rather than self... this way at least you'll able to effectively connect with another individual or animals and plants or anything, better

Yes i know the sensation of receiving so many information at once, thus why i learned to make most of my posts simple even though not necessarily structured but at least it's organised... still learning to and is progressing really well... and for sure, school system is designed to connect with another individual other than the awakened more effectively and organised. If your true passion is to change for the better, then it is a must for one to listen and progress good in current education system. It is the only way we can connect with them. For example, My english teacher helped us with writing essay skills. They taught us how to organise and plan our information. I learn to effectively prioritise information depending on the context. As the purpose of any language based subject: to help better communicate with one and another.

Just because it's boring, doesn't mean the skills are useless.... but that doesnt mean you have to stay passive and don't do anything. You move on when you feel you're ready. But always make sure you know the strategies that will not cause huge chaos into the system... Thats how I overcome mine for most part of it

[druanne13]

Interesting Satara and your comment, Looking, seems to be what is the root cause of my problems too. Of course I too have add, am supposedly bipolar and it is ironic that my psychiatrist of 10 years said "Have you heard of the term indigo"? I replied something to the tune of "isn't it a color"? He just looked at me and smiled and said , "Well, I am not an expert, but I think you should google it". I did and it led me here. It seems to me (and I am no expert, lol ) that all of us have a hard wiring in our brains that causes us to be different. We think differently, we process information in unusual ways, I can only speak for myself. Also there is a definitive empathy we feel and I know mine is goes deep,yes some people get me but it is rare . I feel not so much that I am different, but my sense of reality and the world we live in is secondary to my primary goal. That I know is to learn and experience all I can in this lifetime and this body. I have always believed that we are spirits who choose our lives and reside in yes, a physical body. The body is a tool. I will because of this feeing of no fear, also i am not especially cautious and I will pull all the stops just to learn what my soul needs. I have suffered unpleasant and pleasant consequences. I am determined, I am almost always very open and well I could go on. Lol. But I don't think I need to. And I often misinterpret what others say to me. They also will not understand what my intent was when i communicate with them. Some people find me funny and sweet, others are frightened of my openness it seems. Oh , yes it is hard to explain it.

[fred aus indo]

just to point it out having been here for a long time now... the concept and your dillemma is quite old

[Satara]

Hey Fred,

In your earlier comment on my post you tell me we can only change people to adjust into the system that exists, so we can learn to understand others and therefor they can understand us. But what if I tell you there are more ways to change the world. Hey we're all different people even if we all have AD(H)D. Your point of few is beautifull and true for you, my policy is, the less knowledge about existing systems serving to suppress, the better it is for me being a example of being different. I'm also gifted with a lack of attantion from me on supressive systems, it just doesn't linger with me. So I think there must be a reason or cause for my natural refusal to let the system linger with me. It's a hard way, but hey as you described before: 'we don't live on this earth to get comfortable' I sure never thought I was here to get comfortable because thats not the state of earth yet, so why would I be comfortable when there is so much work to be done by.... just being me (you dont know what 'just being me' is doing to others). Someone once said: BE THE EXAMPLE TO CREATE CHANGE. Maybe there are others who recognise this and I hope I make some sence here...

[fred aus indo]

all i'm saying is... when the time is right and appropriate... when you have sufficiently gain enough for your purpose, thats when you make the move and i don't make that call... didn't u see my second post??

understanding the norms of the society shouldn't be too hard... if your fancy on the outside without a context... your a rubbish... you have to have something to offer before you make the move.....

as lao tzu/buddha/confuscious (forgot which whom quoted)

"one must go back, to go forward"........

you know... that it is easier said than done... personally i have to learn these for many years and many reminders during my childhood.... good intention isn't enough, be what the change is without people understanding is just too odd for them... it's like for example... jokes reference about some pop fiction stuff... if people doesnt know about the show... the jokes don't make sense....

[Satara]

I didn't mean to offend you, sorry if it sounded like I was, but Hey I listen (read) what you say. I just wanted to comment on how we are all different and I respect just that, infact that is the best we can do without offending eachother. I do not 'fancy on the outside without a context'' I have a lot of meaningfull things to say, and I don't necessarily say scills of the old world are useless and we should forget about them. But some things go beyond words and the unspoken can transcend all what apeared to be true, that is all I am saying, there are many ways to go to truth. I know you must know that. The question is are we willing to work together or are we wasting time defending our own ways...We can learn well from eachother. I'm listening to others and their view on life and then I'm doing with it what ever I will...

[fred aus indo]

I didn't mean to offend you, sorry if it sounded like I was, but Hey I listen (read) what you say. I just wanted to comment on how we are all different and I respect just that, infact that is the best we can do without offending eachother. I do not 'fancy on the outside without a context'' I have a lot of meaningfull things to say, and I don't necessarily say scills of the old world are useless and we should forget about them. But some things go beyond words and the unspeakable can transcend all what apeared to be true, that is all I am saying, there are many ways to go to truth. I know you must know that. The question is are we willing to work together or are we wasting time defending our own ways...We can learn well from eachother. I'm listening to others and their view on life and then I'm doing with it what ever I will...

what would be a logical response?

everything has its worth... i know were on the same page here but why are we diregarding the old world and how come we jump on to that it's a different thing (not totally however)

if you want them to listen to you, you must also listen to them... in the way they understand... now you understand where i'm coming a bit more clearly?... truths are infinite... in higher dimensions.. anything IS POSSIBLE with instant gratification... in our reality... well you got to make it possible but none the less good on you, for making a good initiative to yourself

[Satara]

You think I'm ignorant or not reading correct. What if good intentions and understanding both can be enough.

[fred aus indo]

You think I'm ignorant or not reading correct. What if good intentions and understanding both can be enough.

all i'm saying is... when the time is right and appropriate... when you have sufficiently gain enough for your purpose, thats when you make the move and i don't make that call... didn't u see my second post??

i have to insert 10 characters to make this quote

[Satara]

Ok I can do that

anyways what i'm trying to say is that. First if you haven't already aware of this, you must know that you cannot change the world without changing self for the better, after that only then you can change people... and ultimately change the world in the long run.

Did you really change yourself or did you just conform to riligious or other existing standards to survive in the world or make things easier for yourself?...because that is exactly what i've been writing about this whole time and it is something different from not being able to understand what those standards are about, 'being' something differs from 'understanding' something that comes from outside of yourself....

I will never change who I really am to adjust to supressive systems, that does not mean I do not understand what those systems are about. I was just referring to it in a different manner.

[LH919]

No pills for me...Please! Im just trying to make sence out of myself without the pills. I know I am all over the place at times. I can process so much info in one moment that I easily scare people in my surrounding making them feel I'm going too far for them to keep up...I know no limits, ya know

Glad to hear

Just as you have instinct not to swallow pills~
Use the same instinct not to swallow, well, other things, like false energy~
Your spelling and communication is fine by the way.

[LH919]

Ok I can do that



Did you really change yourself or did you just conform to riligious or other existing standards to survive in the world or make things easier for yourself?...because that is exactly what i've been writing about this whole time and it is something different from not being able to understand what those standards are about, 'being' something differs from 'understanding' something that comes from outside of yourself....

I will never change who I really am to adjust to supressive systems, that does not mean I do not understand what those systems are about. I was just referring to it in a different manner.

You really do have good instincts by the way~

[Satara]

You really do have good instincts by the way~

Thank you!