In my internal world things evolve very fast. I got insights that change everything completely in a minute, new worlds open instantly, sudden changes. I become more and more ready, yet the external world doesn't seem to follow it at all. I'm always ready for something more than 'reality' can give me at the time. I feel detached from the timeline of my life, like I could come and go throughout it, because it doesn't depend on me.
I feel like I'm walking here, but my life is not walking beside me, it's far behind.
Does anyone experience this? Will it always be like this? How to deal with it?
I'll appreciate your comments..