Visions and automatic writings that I need help Interpreting

[TheMecum]

A few months ago I just got the sudden urge to meditate, and suddenly I felt a moment of euphoria and have opened my world to many things I never thought to be real until now.
Now I see auras pretty easily (sometimes I have no choice but to see someone's aura) but I don't know what they mean. and I have seen some things... mostly a hawk(recent) and triangles...
other times during meditation after seeing the visions I end up finding myself in this vast place. the whole place seems to rush past me. If I greet it with fear I don't stay long, but if I take direct advice from an automatic writing, "let go and do not be afraid." I stay longer. I have had no further experience than that.
but

I do have some automatic writing that I cant seem to decipher all of the way.
It all seems connected. I thought they were small separate sessions, but it seems it has a lot of things linked
Me: Why am I here?
~Seek the truth that is within all living beings, the beauty of life, and "the gifts of nature"
Me: Gifts of nature?
~within the soul of all living things
Me: Will I ever live a life free from hate?
~Love is the essence of life
Me: Where does hate come from?
~Confusion and chaos
Me:How would I eliminate hate in my life?
~let go
Me:Let go?
~Let go, do not be afraid of the future. Do not worry about what others do or think. Just focus on love and all will be happy
Me: is love a gift of nature?
~Love is the essence of life
Me: how will I learn to let go?
~Go through the window of your dreams with love in your heart
Me: Window of my dreams?
~True Desire
Me: ?
~Desire that is pure
Me: What is my gift of nature?
~Your gift comes from the time you were and infant.
Me: How will I learn to use it?
~To find it, you must forget that you are human.
Me: What does that mean?
~Do not dwell on things that you shouldn't concern
Me:What am I then?
~Spirit
Me: not human... but a spirit?
~To be human means to be in worry and fear. to be spirit is to be free. Live without fear and be whole.

-Poems-
Session 3
There once was a king a prince and a queen
who lived in the time of man
the king could not hear the cries of his land
for he just did not understand
so the queen took his throne with the cast of a stone
and devoured all the gold in the land
but the prince wanted peace so he took on this beast
without a sword in his hand
The battle went on and no victor was claimed
for that was the time of man
-
The cancer of hate
the absence of love
in the window of dreams
a message above
the chaos of life
the fear of uncertain
masks the freedom and joy
Behind a massive black curtain
-
(More to be added. as soon as I get a bit of time
thankyou for your help if you reply. )


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[TheMecum]

(At this time I have had more success in asking for poems to add to the pieces of the puzzle some don't seem channeled by the same entity, or may have some more to do with me writing them by accident)
~
In eyes you will see
what may be
twisting around the air, land and sea
for he rests now at the base of the tree
calling forth things that just can not be
speaking tongues that all men may hear
shattering the earth in his campaign of fear
and in this confusion he spoke unto me
speaking of beasts that come from the sea
I tossed and I turned for the pain was too great
he said, "blacken your heart, it is too late."
as I was paralyzed in my fear
his rotten black breath lay thick in my ear
just as I thought I could no longer fight
it pierced my soul, a blinding bright light
the tongue of the snake ripped from my ear
and I no longer heard his message of fear
"I am the one who planted the tree"
an echoing voice said unto me
and in my mind it allowed me to see
how things were, are, and someday will be
and for that moment I knew only the truth
but that was then, and not now
wisdom lost in my youth
~
From the sky they came like a storm
a rain of fire I forecast
In the eye of the thick black swarm
I left you to be my last
bare witness to the siege of your kind
for they have brought nothing but death
seek shelter deep in your mind
and save for me your last breath
~
In three you will see
many things of me
in three you shall be
and all will be free
In three you shall live
one third I will give
In three you will be
many things with me
~
Stripped to nothing
with feet so bare
walking the moon
feel every cut and tare
the moon will turn red
from the blood of your feet
the price you will pay
for taking a seat
turn your back on the chains
of illusion and doubt
For they are crawling the earth
blindly stirring about
~
There once was a scorpion
who lived under a rock
that dreamt every night
that he was a hawk
he'd soar every night
through the night's skies
searching the seas
for his most wanted prize

There was always a scorpion
who was truly a hawk
but at the end of each night
he'd crawl under his rock
he'd continue to do this
till he got his true wish
that someday he'd catch
a lightning like fish

There will be a bird
who once was a hawk
that lived as a scorpion
under a rock
a bird so colorful
because he got his true wish
that someday he'd catch
that bright and quick fish
~
In the window of dreams
I showed you a sword
to wield as a peasant
but not as a lord
a sword, not a weapon
a sword as a tool
to empower the wise
but burn the hand of a fool
In a time not so distant
when you open your eyes
wield the sword as a gift
but not as a prize
for this great sword
that I trusted to you
will guide you to light
and save what is true
~
Deep within a forbidden forest
past a crystalline tree
there is a lake that reflects the sun
where you will someday meet me
dive deep within the lake
Its waters are pure and clean
there is a cave that holds a treasure
that no man has ever seen
for deep within the forest
past the crystalline tree
there is a lake that reflects the sun
where darkness may never be
dive deep within the water
for it will make you pure
and when you find the treasure
I'll rest with you on the shore

((that is all I have right now, does anyone wanna give it a shot with their insight? it would help me a lot
I use insight as a tool to ask myself more questions and help with the process))

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

it may be trying to tell you that how humans are stuck in their own bondage of fear hate and violence.
and may be also trying to say you break this prison and find the ultimate treasure ,the enlightenment through farther meditation.

[AmonRa]

Good autowriting People usually think it's a huge psy-gift, but all it takes is to start a conversation with oneself

good poetry too. Some of the passages are personal and will only ring to your ears, but some other parts evoke interesting echos in my heart. Thanks for sharing


edit: btw, some of mysterious parts don't necessarily need to be "understood". They may just resonate inside, and their job is done

[TheMecum]

AmonRa, which ones resonate with you?
Jishanu, Thank you for that insight I had thought that because of the way some of the things are... but then I once wrote a poem:
A knife in the dark is a walk in the park, when the park is the river styx.
and the knife is a friend, but not in the end when the clock strikes a quarter till six.
Well I thought: Man this might be a warning that I need to pay attention to...
Then while I was at work, a co-worked walked up to me, and said that I was a jerk for telling the boss that he had gone too far in his "practical joking" he threatened me to watch my back when I was out of work.
needless to say, nothing bad happened but at the time he said that: 5:45.. freaked me out, and I thought I would meet my end, but it was more of a death of a friendship.

~~~
I dont even see it as a psy gift,
I truly believe anyone can do this.
It's so easy once you learn how to not embellish your own word in there.
I actually enjoy it.
What I really hope to do is open that darned 3rd eye
but not for "power"
I kind of realized something last night

The hawk can see the very big picture, but also the smallest opportunity.
not sure what that lightning like fish is

all I now is one time,
a homeless man walked up to me when I was walking home once
He put his hand on my shoulder and said my name....
I freaked out there "How did you know my name?"
"Brian... Just listen. Some day, you will die because of an idea."
and all I could say was
"what ind of idea?"
lol
I have played that day over and over in my head.... I still don't get that.... it may be unrelated, but I hope to find the idea in my writing...
I' not wising to die or anything, but what if it is an important idea...
I am not even sure I am capable of such a great idea... but I don't want to fight destiny....
I dont know why I believe this so much
but it's almost as if my bones were shaken when he said this.
I have never seen this man before or ever again.

[AmonRa]

Yes, that's what I meant: everyone can do it

[silvercharm]

OMG!! You're so cool TheMecum!!!

[TheMecum]

I have not written anything today or yesterday... but I was meditating and was allowed to see an image... "a bird and a bell"
not sure what that is going to write out like, but I'm hoping it's a good one. lol

Silver: not really sure what your PM was, but I don't have enough posts yet to reply

I would like some of you to try some auto writing and post on here.

I am really into it... and the meditation on the writings is the biggest reward.

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

AmonRa, which ones resonate with you?
Jishanu, Thank you for that insight I had thought that because of the way some of the things are... but then I once wrote a poem:
A knife in the dark is a walk in the park, when the park is the river styx.
and the knife is a friend, but not in the end when the clock strikes a quarter till six.
Well I thought: Man this might be a warning that I need to pay attention to...
Then while I was at work, a co-worked walked up to me, and said that I was a jerk for telling the boss that he had gone too far in his "practical joking" he threatened me to watch my back when I was out of work.
needless to say, nothing bad happened but at the time he said that: 5:45.. freaked me out, and I thought I would meet my end, but it was more of a death of a friendship.

~~~
I dont even see it as a psy gift,
I truly believe anyone can do this.
It's so easy once you learn how to not embellish your own word in there.
I actually enjoy it.
What I really hope to do is open that darned 3rd eye
but not for "power"
I kind of realized something last night

The hawk can see the very big picture, but also the smallest opportunity.
not sure what that lightning like fish is

all I now is one time,
a homeless man walked up to me when I was walking home once
He put his hand on my shoulder and said my name....
I freaked out there "How did you know my name?"
"Brian... Just listen. Some day, you will die because of an idea."
and all I could say was
"what ind of idea?"
lol
I have played that day over and over in my head.... I still don't get that.... it may be unrelated, but I hope to find the idea in my writing...
I' not wising to die or anything, but what if it is an important idea...
I am not even sure I am capable of such a great idea... but I don't want to fight destiny....
I dont know why I believe this so much
but it's almost as if my bones were shaken when he said this.
I have never seen this man before or ever again.

i think you have already opened your third eye. you just need to farther develop it.

[silvercharm]

Silver: not really sure what your PM was, but I don't have enough posts yet to reply

I would like some of you to try some auto writing and post on here.

I am really into it... and the meditation on the writings is the biggest reward.

why don't you reply my PM in here with your auto writing skill?

[TheMecum]

I will try the automatic writing
I have never tried to write on someone.
I have never put to test the validity of my writing before
give me a bit and I will try.
I have to get the bird and the bell out first, just because it seems how it is to me, I get an image, and I work through that. I ask what it means.
and then I write...

[TheMecum]

Silver:

email me I have some questions for the writing

themecum
@
yahoo.com

anything important you wanna tell me

dont give too much information, but just enough for me to find the image to write on

probably like your name
birthdate would help... or not even that if you dont want

even a question you have
I dont know.
just anything

it'd be interesting to try

but since I cant see your aura over a computer it's hard to get a good lock in

[iamme]

Cool things are happening to us all. I'm not going to attempt to interpret. I think that if you don't over think anything and listen to your gut you will know exactly what it all means.

[TheMecum]

well silver
without information, I still was able to write something
in fact, I was only able to write yours first

~
A shuttering mountain
whispering trees
go to a secret place
to listen to these
at night there's a fire
in the morning there's peace
a new will be born
but the old shall decease
you'll find in your hand
a momento of love
hold this one proudly
the peace bearing dove
where there once was a mountain
there will soon be a hill
and the trees that were restless
will one day be still

[TheMecum]

okay so this one is long

and again
I do not know the validity of the writings
also I will post this in 4 parts so I don't get tired
~
part 1

on top of the tree
between heaven and hell
was a beautiful bird
and its magical bell
when man came to be
the bird rang its bell
and from the great tree
many gifts fell
and for many years
when man was in need
the bird rang its bell
so that they could be freed
but then came a day
man called to the bird
but was not in need
so his calls were not heard
so man made a plan
in their blind rage
to steal the great bell
and put the bird in a cage

[silvercharm]

Silver:

email me I have some questions for the writing

themecum
@
yahoo.com

anything important you wanna tell me

dont give too much information, but just enough for me to find the image to write on

probably like your name
birthdate would help... or not even that if you dont want

even a question you have
I dont know.
just anything

it'd be interesting to try

but since I cant see your aura over a computer it's hard to get a good lock in

birthdate October 17

[silvercharm]

well silver
without information, I still was able to write something
in fact, I was only able to write yours first

~
A shuttering mountain
whispering trees
go to a secret place
to listen to these
at night there's a fire
in the morning there's peace
a new will be born
but the old shall decease
you'll find in your hand
a momento of love
hold this one proudly
the peace bearing dove
where there once was a mountain
there will soon be a hill
and the trees that were restless
will one day be still

have no idea what you write
but maybe you're right
all i see is the dark
all i hear is dog's bark
maybe this is my path
but i'm not sure it's right
maybe it's just a myth
or only a piece of shit
i want to light the dark
and make this place spark

[TheMecum]

and yet you still leave me wondering if I am being trolled.

nothing it says is literal.... It means something... or it means nothing lol

I am sorry that I waisted my time writing you that...

pt 2

on top of the tree
between heaven and hell
Man sought to steal
A bird's magic bell
when man got to the top
Of this mighty tree
they stole the bird's bell
but the bird had broke free
and when they climbed down
they rang the magic bell
but the tree gave no gifts
instead the tree fell
and then came a day
where no man could be saved
by the bird and its bell
and the gifts that it gave
so man built a city
from the remains of the tree
where they hid the magic bell
so the bird could not see

[Preston t]

Is it going to affect your ability or meditation to do drug if you don't have an addiction. Like my guide told me that I have no goal. I can do what I think I need to do. I have been meditating and spreading love. I just want to breath feel know I'm alive. No partly but fully in this life. Besides I'm a old soul I feel I need to do this. list of drugs I will do or have done weed, heroine, musrooms, cat trampoliner, well that's it.

[TheMecum]

...well
I am in no authority of other's. from my understanding is that you go into each life with an outline, and goal in mind. Each person has a journey that they must take and there is not much you can do to stop yourself from this... though it may still be possible.
I dont have an opinion on drugs really either way

I know that they can become a problem, but I also know that people will use them no matter what

my opinion on drugs is that I stick to strictly natural substance.

I let my self experiment with the substances that I felt safe with, and eventually grew out of them.

I have used marijuana for meditation, and I don't like to think that I could have went out of body "messed up" in case that I met some kind of important event in my life.

I dont believe you spoke to your "spirit guide" (if they are real) because you would have been met with encouragement and a sense of importance.... but who am I? I'm just some guy from Ohio that has only started to really meditate in january.

The answer is in you, and not me...

everyone has a journey, and I believe you will find your path no matter what you do.
so make your decision based on how you feel, okay?

((really feel like I'm getting trolled in here..... which is a sucky feeling....))