I have to work today, I usually write them there when I go hide from my 40 year old bully of a co-worker, and tell my boss I have to do important work stuff so she wont see me for an hour.
I have to work today, I usually write them there when I go hide from my 40 year old bully of a co-worker, and tell my boss I have to do important work stuff so she wont see me for an hour.
heart, thought
eye and crown
the others are there
to hold you down
to love and speak
see and know
seek the truth
and help you grow
~
The man who crawls with his face in the dirt will only come to know mud
~
(to someone not sure who)
through pain in breath
of things in past
know in time
this will not last
are they friends or enemies
or a mixture of the two
the ones that will not leave
will be the ones for you
(to someone i'm sure who)Originally Posted by TheMecum
take a deep breath
cool your mind
warm your heart
of things in past
leave all those behind
are they friends or enemies
or a mixture of the two
the ones that will not leave
willing to comfort you
just cry as hard as you want
you know where to go
to find a shoulder
the one who wants to help you
never wants to change you
never wants to manipulate you
only wants to touch you
assist you to release pains in you
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
who are you sure it is?
lol
silver your eye open the day mine is foggy?
(actually I wrote like 20 things that specifically said to give to my friend mike, and no one else, so I didn't have much to put up here)
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a friend of mine
dude, i've already awaken...of course my eyes are openlol
silver your eye open the day mine is foggy?
(actually I wrote like 20 things that specifically said to give to my friend mike, and no one else, so I didn't have much to put up here)
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
it means kill your ego and seek for the truth, things which are beyond this illusion ( physical reality is an illusion).
All is One. One is All
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
agree, but i guess it's somewhat about true friends too.
didn't get anything for a bit that wasn't highly personal, but I would like to share a strange thing in a dream.
I was laying in bed and I felt a tug at my hair. Then I sat up, and kind of freaked and looked around, and I noticed a large black frog on the wall, he reached at me and tugged on my arm, but then I sent fired a wave of my aura at him, and he got smaller. Then I chased him around the room pinging him with my aura, till he got really small and shiny. then he kinda just let out a few frog chirps and jumped through my window, and went into the sky. So I went back to bed. right when I put my head on the pillow, my fiancee shook me awake, saying I was making all kinds of noise in my sleep.
weird dream.
hahaha you're supposed to kiss the frog prince
i don't know, i think you should post that in a new thread, so that some people will try to interpret it for you
i was talking about the first part. i was too lazy to read the 2nd part.
All is One. One is All
cool. can you fire aura in the real life?
All is One. One is All
yes but it's not as amazing... it's equivalent to yelling "HEY!" in the back of people's heads far away. (Meaning that I get reactions whee people stop what they are doing and look around for a second.) I've tried to heal someone with it too. It seemed to work a bit but the nature of the things like this I cant really tell if it's working or coincidental. there are a few tricks I've picked up but still have no time to master...
I'm in a great time of frustration right now and I'm trying to break myself free of that and forget about the things that worry me... but it is hard.
foggy.... I really hate it.... I'm at a point in my life where it's time to start receiving something great and I don't know what it is, if I already have received it, how to use it properly if I did... of if I'm just crazy and everything I wrote means nothing.....
almost in tears.... I feel lost and hopeless... it really sucks....
I had a writing that specifically told me that I would be given gifts and trials to use them.... and would have to learn to use them correctly..
but I feel like I have failed today... there seemed to be noting I could do at all....
I think that I might not have been automatic writing... what if it's just BS... what if this is just the regular plain ass world nothing special and no hope at all.... I'm so sick and tired of watching terrible stuff happening... I hate this plane of existence more than anything... why cant people just stop being the way they are?
no matter how bad is the situation, we have to deal with it, face it, and solve it.
life is never ending learning, we can learn a lot even from the little thing that happen in our daily life.
every pain and hurt that happen to us, make us stronger if we can deal with it..
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
I think I am processing it.....
will lead to an intense meditation session...
some learning if I'm not too dull to get it...
I really need to get myself to "get it"
don't push yourself too hard, it will be harder to learn anything.
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
yes! I just ended up falling asleep. I had the same dream in loop, but it had nothing to do with what I was concentrating on.
I was in this house (one I lived in as a child) and they were filming a commercial or something. The director says "Lets get out of here before someone gets hepatitis." making offensive jokes about how much money the owner of the house didn't have. Most left. I was there with some punk girl (well dark dress-code wearing spikes and what not) and she was looking around. I asked her what she was looking for. She just shrugged. We walked over to the elementary school together, and we began to get younger. Then before I knew it we were in the playground and going to classes. Then someone said lunch would be soon.
Then it reset. I was in the house again. The director insulted everything and left, and the place looked darker and all decayed. There I walked outside and went to have a dinner. I just seemed to not get any food. before it was all gone. all kinds of people were just scrambling for food. I let them go first. I realized I was really really hungry when there was no food left. and I wanted to just groan in pain but I didn't want anyone to worry about be so I just smiled and went over to some wall. And some girl came up to me(same one just not all punk looking. This time she was just like a normal girl wearing a summer dress with longer hair.), and we ran off into the woods and became kids. We were pretending we were defending some castle. She was hitting monsters with a bow and I had some kind of flaming sword of the sun or something. It began to actually look like we were not pretending this but it was actually happening.
Then it reset for the third time. The house was all burnt down. and nothing but rubble. The guy filming wasn't there just me and some girl... that girl(dressed all colorful and kind of glowing). But before anything could be said, I woke up.
Not sure about that one. Really the looping was weird I didn't think there would be any progress.
I hope you had observed that as the place gets darker and more decayed the girls get more bright and colorful.
Experiencing Darkness and negativity and sufferings are important for one's soul's evolution.
May thats what the dream is trying to say.
You are saying that you are sick and tired of this plane. May be the dream is trying to say you that your soul is evolving into a more beautiful spirit as you suffer more mental sufferings.
i think ultimately you soul will get much more evolved and all the negativity you are suffering will come to an end.
All is One. One is All
TheMecum (04-12-2012)
I think that since it's a week day I will have time to write while at work, so I will be posting more.
Ideas and things are great to share. I hope that my experiences will help people grow.
we can exchange ideas to help each other grow through a collective experience.
Again, I invite anyone to also share some writings and visions here on this thread, because it will help me and you. we can all grow together.
as I read more and more I realize that many people in this forum are very wise and accepting. it is really refreshing to find something like this in the world. something so simple as a man made network can be such a good tool.
Jishnu Ray Chowdhury (04-12-2012)
There is a golden chalice
far beyond the pale
where you may drink of all your dreams
If you can lift the veil
there is a palace of time untouched
where unkind blade will never meet you
tread a path of blinding light
to find a place so pure and true
There is a fire of untold heat
to lead you on your sacred quest
cast your body upon its flames
they consume the body but leave the rest.
~
Spirits in animal skin
blind of what you truly are
tearing apart what once was kin
leaving in wake an open scar
Spirit, shed your animal skin
remember what you truly are
the time has come to join your kin
and mend a deep and open scar
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