Visions and automatic writings that I need help Interpreting

[TheMecum]

everything is practice


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[silvercharm]

naturally i can't write something called poem or whatever with rhyme or haiku of F = ML/T^2
so, that was somewhat autowriting too.

what do you think about my autowriting, TheMecum?

[TheMecum]

well, it's just what my auto writing comes out in poetry because I told this entity to use poetry. The thing is, I am not good at auto writing. I have to use poetry so that I dont have any say in the poem. I tend to get to excited on direct automatic writing. because I am impatient sometimes, and I start to pay way too much attention to what is being written.

I'm afraid that I cant directly tap into my intuition or that divine source without my mechanism. I have opened the artistic expression when I was a child. It comes natural. It's not bad, it's a tool.

I actually am still in a transformation period. I am not yet enlightened, yet I aspire to be. I am not yet gifted, yet I hope to be (though this desire might wash away from enlightenment. Will I become enlightened in this lifetime? Will I help people in ways I never thought possible? Will I discover who I am? Will I be who I should? WIll I ever just "know?"

ife is to answer these questions and nothing else.

[TheMecum]

no good at directly auto writing

I grew up in this life as a dreamer. Everything is indirect things mean other things. feelings described in pictures and imagery. Means in my non artistic expression I have blockages, so the poetry is a way to express without inhibition

it happens when your mother hits you cause your voice sounds feminine and you decide it works better to not speak from 7-13.

[TheMecum]

haha I only wish to be who I am, so it's okay.

I dont need a direct automatic writing when I write the way I do. I understand it. It may take longer, but it is in fact automatic. Since I don't know the imagery it is given to me.

you'd just have to take my word for it, and it's okay if you think I am just writing poems. I know what I am doing.

[TheMecum]

well I working tonight, so I will probably get some down time to write. (I'm an escapist that hates his job so I do my best work while at work.)

I want your name and age, and a question. if you want to send me some info my email is themecum @ yahoo.com

not too much information is needed I just need a feel of who I'm asking the question for.

and remember no thanks is to me, just my good friend Eachyr (pronounced Eoch e air)


Realized that your name is in your... name

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

well I working tonight, so I will probably get some down time to write. (I'm an escapist that hates his job so I do my best work while at work.)

I want your name and age, and a question. if you want to send me some info my email is themecum @ yahoo.com

not too much information is needed I just need a feel of who I'm asking the question for.

and remember no thanks is to me, just my good friend Eachyr (pronounced Eoch e air)

can you write something for me as well. All my infos are in my profile ( age , name , all)

[TheMecum]

do you have a specific question Chowder?

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

do you have a specific question Chowder?

my mission in life?
how to gain enlightenment?

[TheMecum]

chowder, I dont see a name. Unless your name is jishnu?
lol
it just helps faster.

My friend mike had a writing come in not from my contact, but from one of his demonic entities that he gets his stuff from. the writing was really dark, and scary, and forceful. But referred to him as M it took me all day to extract clues to who M was.

lol pluss silvers was hard and hard to understand because I called her silver. I feel like it makes it harder. I need to get clean intent and direction with my questions.

PS I leave for work at 5pm (eastern)

also, troll. I respect your right to waste people's time, I really do. SO please respect this forum and move on to troll something else. I am very comfortable with what I look like by the way, I use to wear makeup too... but it doesn't bother me. I am who I am, and many people feel very comfortable approaching me. I wish you best of luck, and if you decide to take something seriously, I will do a reading for you too, just give me your name age, and anything else you would feel important.

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

chowder, I dont see a name. Unless your name is jishnu?
lol
it just helps faster.

My friend mike had a writing come in not from my contact, but from one of his demonic entities that he gets his stuff from. the writing was really dark, and scary, and forceful. But referred to him as M it took me all day to extract clues to who M was.

lol pluss silvers was hard and hard to understand because I called her silver. I feel like it makes it harder. I need to get clean intent and direction with my questions.

PS I leave for work at 5pm (eastern)

My name is "Jishnu Ray Chowdhury".

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

also, troll. I respect your right to waste people's time, I really do. SO please respect this forum and move on to troll something else. I am very comfortable with what I look like by the way, I use to wear makeup too... but it doesn't bother me. I am who I am, and many people feel very comfortable approaching me. I wish you best of luck, and if you decide to take something seriously, I will do a reading for you too, just give me your name age, and anything else you would feel important.

forget about the troll. i removed him from my path.

[TheMecum]

alright I will write.

PS I hope I dont make you mad calling you chowder, It's just a way to remember who I am talking about.

I dont mean it in offensive manors.

[Jishnu Ray Chowdhury]

alright I will write.

PS I hope I dont make you mad calling you chowder, It's just a way to remember who I am talking about.

I dont mean it in offensive manors.

dont worry.
i can sense who call me chowder in the offensive way and who call me chowder in the non-offensive way.
nothing makes me mad.
i am habituated to such behaviours.
But such negative energy needs to be rooted out.

[TheMecum]

It's oaky, I do also look kind of girly.

Alright so 2 personal writings today, this should be fun.

I will post then as soon as possible.

[KMBMCRmy]

Hey Mecum So I seriously just read through this entire thread, it caught my interest. The bird and the bell story seems to speak to me , but I'm not exactly sure what it is right now.
Your automatic readings (poems) are really interesting! I like the deep meaning behind them.

[silvercharm]

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[Eris]

Mecum, sometimes I can contact people and speak with them so I will try to do this sometime tonight if it's okay with you. I have many things to share with you about your writings, I just don't have time to share them all on here. I think you have many gifts that you need to fully take control of. It seems like they're all coming very fast with little time for you to process them. My name is Rebecca by the way, and I am 23. If I'm not successful at contacting you, maybe you can try to contact me? I only get online about once a month but hopefully I can log in sooner than that. Good luck on your spiritual journey. I think you will find what you are looking for.

[TheMecum]

aright I have a lot to reply to

Silver:
I am sorry that it seemed like I blew off your question, but my answer was basically; "I do like it, but try using what feels good to you. If poetry isn't your way of writing, then don't use it. You have to write in a way that gains 'flow.' I am not judging your writing as bad at all however. I liked it."
Dont feel shy when you say something on here, it's open. No one but a silly troll is going to say or think anything wrong, and trolls aren't real people. They are just characters created by the internet.

KMB:
I am very glad this caught your interest. please share your thoughts if you would like, or just read on. I hope this thread can bring some light in your life.

Daniel:
How to gain your voice:

A golden crab
at the bottom of the sea
is just a shadow
where no light can be
The crab knew his color
for he once he basked in the sun
but a crab who doubts his value
lives where there is none

~ more comes directly~

On the 8th year of your 5th cycle, there was something known only to you. This made you hide in the darkness, so that no one would see. That event that made you feel so alone, and without value, only has as much control over you as you are allowing it.You must come out of hiding, and leave your worries behind in the depths of the sea where you are hiding.


Jishnu:
Your mission, and path to enlightenment.... Well this one is complex. It made me think a lot. I hope you see it, but it seems as though Eachyr knows how to talk to you in a way that you can understand... hopefully

Illusions of man
past present and future
there is no here nor there
man, neither sleeping
nor is man awake
man, not here
nor is man there
Things that exist
also do not

a blade of grass
not alive, not dead
all things are one
but are also none

Do eyes see? Or do eyes create?
Has stone forever remained stone? Or is there even stone in the first place?
Why do schoolyards have playgrounds? Are the playgrounds not the true schools?
Why consult an elder? Is an infant not more wise?
You ask why you are dreaming of this world.
Instead, ask why this world is also dreaming of you.
truth can only come from where the two questions meet.
Are you, or are you not?

Mirrors reflecting upon mirrors create windows in windows. Young victor, which window are you truly in?

Here folds upon there.
past folds upon future.
Dreams fold upon reality.
All that is folds into one, but one is noting.
Nothing truly is.

And most of all,
Eris:
I do meditate at 2am (eastern time zone) and this may be a good time to try. I will be listening for you. Make sure to be subtle, I may get startled and lose connection.

[silvercharm]

is it like this
is it always the same
when the season begins
would you tell me

is it always the same
can you remember my name
why you play the game
would you stay the same