Hello master Sean
I have read about meerkats and about walrus. Those are the two things:
Uncovering the Hidden
For those to whom the Walrus is a totem,
there will come opportunities to uncover what is hidden,
to find hidden treasures in the things around us.
Walrus people have a need to be among likeminded people.
They feel safe and comfortable with their own kind (mental and spiritual not physical).
However, they must be careful not to become insolated and anti-social.
Walrus people often have a form of psychometry –
the ability to sense objects through touch.
However, instead of using their fingertips,
they should place the object against their cheek or forehead.
Trust in your inner senses.
A Meerkat totem teaches how to live within the dynamics of a group,
even to sacrifice oneself for the good of the group.
It teaches how to be alert and watchful.
Meerkats are a female dominate society; therefore the female is very important.
If you are a female, Meerkat will show how to find your strength;
if you are a man, this totem will show you how to honor your female partner
and support her endeavors for the good of the family.
I would suggest that meerkat is nearly completely wrong. I am watchful that is right, in some way very aware. But I am stronger alone than in the group. There was a time when I was isolated from other people for several years. So, most of my strength lies in lonliness and I also gained in isolation. I awakened in isolation. Nowadays, I have learned to live with other people that there could be a sharing of knowledge and of mutual help. Family? I like my family (parents and so on), but I need time on my own. Now, I am over 40 and I have decided to have children and to be unmarried. I have a partner, we live together at weekends and that for 22 years now. But marriage and always together? No! - because I love my own freedom too much. That are the main reasons what it could not be the meerkat.
Most people told me that I would have the dragon as spiritual animal. That explains the "walrus with wings"
But walrus is quite good and hits the nail on the head.
Yes, as I already mentioned, long time I was insolated/isolated as a child on my own free decision. I thought people around me (mainly mainstreamers) are stupid and I distinguish from them. I do not need them. I fled in meditation and OBEs and many other things. Usually I talk about them step by step. Talking about my mediumship concerning some things caused people to think that I am bragging. So I have learned first to listen what is talked about.
Yes, walrus is also right when it comes to the liking of being under likeminded. I would call it "people on the same level". But astrologers told me that it would be very difficult for me to find them in "normal" society, even in esoteric circle it could be difficult. And I noted that it is true. I have the impression that I can cope very good with some people here.
Of course, I trust in my inner senses. Those are my only means of real help. Concerning the psychometry thing by touching objects: I have never touched any objects of any person or something to find them. But I have another gift of which I do not know how it is really called and if it belongs to the psychometry field. I call it myself: "Feeling the history". It happens to me when I place my hands on old stones or ruins and close my eyes, pictures arise and show me what had happened there centuries or even thousands of years ago. I can see how the building was look like where I have placed my hands and what event took place just there. Some of my experiences I gathered in Tunesia/Carthage and other historical sites.