Feeling Dark

[Silverhaze]

Ever felt like the walls of your heart were caving in and your eyes are so clouded over you can't see past today?

I feel like that right now...

I'm so sad, my best friend is upset with me and won't talk to me or even tell me why.

I don't know what to do.

[Isabelle]

All I can offer is cliche quotes...they are true though...look past the chaos to see the underlying order (everything is in divine order)....step away from the pain (don't feed it), or alternatively scream and cry as load as you can and then just let it all go....sit somewhere quiet and cross legged, and meditate/pray/breathe, talk to someone you trust about the real sticky part of the situation (and feel you load lighten), exercise, allow the situation to be a storm in a teacup..let it blow over, forgive the other person for any anger/hurt resentment you may feel, and placing your hand in the middle of your chest where your spiritual heart is, ask Divine Source to clear the neg vibes from your heart....umm hope that helps

[Isabelle]

The positive to this situation is that you've created a beautiful line of poetry...transmuting...

[freedom]

aaaaawww. im so sorry. i know that feeling so well. i get it every time i have offended someone, which is so often. i have to accept that i will never be able to think before i speak. but its so hard to try and explain to others that you never ever ever wanted to hurt them. i think this is where the ego is a problem. if we could just realise that the person is full of love and so they hurt you but please let it go quickly because i am also hurting. cant put that across well but i think what i mean is forgiveness. yup, its a big word that can save so much pain. anyway, my heart is out there with you because i know that sadness and there is so little to take it away until things are smoothed over. i love you and think that you are a really beautiful person. millions of hugs to you *kisses silverhaze on brow* xxxxx

[OmoOshun]

BE PRESENT. those words echo the best advice i've had in a long time. take yourself out of YOUR HEAD and BE PRESENT.

[Silverhaze]

Thanks everyone.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

if you believe in it...things always just work out....just be ....and let it be...

all is well in God's time

[-LW]

I hope tonight you are feeling things lift as if you give it time it usually always gets better. Up and down process goes sometimes. I'm sorry you feel so lonely. It's good you can be in touch with your feelings and then release~

Big Hug

[-LW]

just love and it will come back perhaps in another form.

blessings to you.

wow that movie says it all, v. beautiful lavella just what she needed to hear, nothing else.

[lillies1978]

<<<cosmic hug>>>

~love
Sue

[Amur]

Try sending him/her? a rubber shrubbery and a quote from monthy python, that should lighten up

*Hugs* you seem very sensitive also and I'm also like that in situations like this so I can only wish you the best.

[raztaz12]

Sensitive indigo soul. I have one too sweety! Any little comment or look that isn't quite right will have us asking a million questions. What did I do wrong? etc. Let your friend cool off and yes you will still be beating yourself up over nothing but eventually you'll get to talk. BIG HUGS! It's impossible not to feel so deeply but try to stay positive or it'll just drag you down.

[adonis777]

Don´t identify with your emotions. Your true nature is clear, luminous.

Let go, don´t grasp.

[darkfire]

Ever felt like the walls of your heart were caving in and your eyes are so clouded over you can't see past today?

I feel like that right now...

I'm so sad, my best friend is upset with me and won't talk to me or even tell me why.

I don't know what to do.

The emotions come in waves, ther is going to be a great uplifiting, and this is at its head.

We hasve already expierence, joy, after that comes sadness, or depression, after that comes anger, after that comes love.

Even tho love will not hold for long, it acts as a bringer, of things to come-

Love light And peace-
Jacob-

[darkfire]

i dont know if this is where i should post this.
but when we discuss a balance of light verses dark,
i have a question.

in walking the path we all have to face dark times and as we struggle and walk through it we gain lessons.
the one lesson I know is no one is 100 percent light all the time,
and those moments when the light seems the brightest are followed by a relalzation that for the amount of light there is there is always a balance of dark.

Yes, your right, there must always be a balance. That is why there is a constant battle between the two, to destroy one is to destroy the other.

You must always have a balance in yourself, because if u lose this balance, u become either blinded by the light, or consumed by darkness.

To walk a path of gray, is protection in itself.

P.s. Many people say that light, is the only way, but in order to acsend u must have a balance of the two, and be expierenceing, some strong emotion, that will act as a catalyst.

Jacob-

[anomoly]

Ever felt like the walls of your heart were caving in and your eyes are so clouded over you can't see past today?

I feel like that right now...

I'm so sad, my best friend is upset with me and won't talk to me or even tell me why.

I don't know what to do.

I have before once when my Twin soul quit talking to me. Still havent gotten over that yet been almoast 7 months too.

[UntoldGlory]

Ever felt like the walls of your heart were caving in and your eyes are so clouded over you can't see past today?
I feel like that right now...
I'm so sad, my best friend is upset with me and won't talk to me or even tell me why.
I don't know what to do.

Hey Silver, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough patch. If things get really bad, you can always join me on my pirate ship

On a more serious note, may I suggest that you consider the level of control you are allowing your friend to have over your emotional state? I've been trying to teach myself to draw a distinction between emotional states rising from my own internal feelings and emotional states that are "inflicted" on me by others. If your friend is upset, you don't need to become upset yourself. Granted, that can be a very trite thing to hear when you're going through a rough time, and it's one of those ideas that's easier said than done sometimes

[Silverhaze]

I have before once when my Twin soul quit talking to me. Still havent gotten over that yet been almoast 7 months too.

sucks when they aren't awake and can't understand the connection...

[Silverhaze]

Hey Silver, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough patch. If things get really bad, you can always join me on my pirate ship

On a more serious note, may I suggest that you consider the level of control you are allowing your friend to have over your emotional state? I've been trying to teach myself to draw a distinction between emotional states rising from my own internal feelings and emotional states that are "inflicted" on me by others. If your friend is upset, you don't need to become upset yourself. Granted, that can be a very trite thing to hear when you're going through a rough time, and it's one of those ideas that's easier said than done sometimes

yes I know what you mean... honestly that was what started the whole mess in the first place... he was angry and depressed and had all this negative energy he wouldn't let go of and it effected me... it was because of his own negativity that it rebounded on to him ... it just happened through me which gave him an easy reason to blame me...
but we are working on it now... but I was honestly upset too... I didn't know what to do since he wouldn't listen to me
he finally made me so angry that I just did exactly what he did but on a larger scale and so he realized what he was doing and stopped

thanks everyone for the support
we are getting along again and for the first time in a while I think maybe he finally gets it... the problem isn't in me it's in him I'm just a mirror...

[Jocelyn]

do you feel there is an unnatural push that maybe doing damage to our universe?
our freewill choices are being fasttacked by too fast of an awakening for the planet?

I think there is something big coming...but unsure what, it seems that way...somethings changing and coming to ahead..