For the past 36 or so hours, something has had a hold on me. I need some information or ideas because I am not seeming to be able to figure this out or combat it.
I suddenly have no energy...I mean none, I cannot stay on schedule and think ahead...I find myself staring out into space often and hours will go by before I realize this...I haven't been effective in my personal life for my family as far as chores or dinner or anything else i do here. I have not been able to do my job and have canceled my voice students before their lessons. I cry for no reason and feel very bad about me and what I am not able to rise above. There are too many people who depend on me daily for me to let down like this.
I MISSED MY SON'S FIRST SOCCER GAME OF THE YEAR TODAY BECAUSE I COULDN'T FUNCTION!!!!!! GOD!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT!!!!!
This is not me...This was not me a few days ago...I feel like I am trapped by something or someone.
Could someone be doing this to me....am I doing this to myself? I am starting to feel despair about this because I don't seem to be able to rise about it.
What is happening?
I am posting this on both IC and IS...Is someone doing this? I have never felt the presence of energy interference before in an evil way....Is this what it is??
I am quite confused and upset can anyone give me a clue?