As This is first post I'm a little unsure about what to write so I apologise in advance for the waffle... I'm 33 almost 34 and my life is literally evolving in front of my eyes in the past week. I should mention that a year ago i went to a psychic fair and decided on getting a picture of my aura can't remember what colour it is as i was more interested in being told that i was an indigo child/adult. I have read up on it but not really taking anything in until today (don't know why). I have been going through a lot in the past few years and have been very lonely even though i have been in a relationship for 10 yrs I know its not right for me but have not ended it for reasons I don't believe in any more. Just last week I met someone that I know think was my soulmate and i'm afraid i've lost him because I still haven't ended this relationship. Why is there this intense fear of hurting someone else's feelings when they have little or no regard for yours. I see this seems to be a trait with indigo's but now I suddenly don't care and want out. Does anyone know if you have pushed away your soulmate will they come back to you?? And can someone explain to me what this transit is?