I believe that you could help many on this site as a Mod - but I ask you to please remember that the greatest help any of us can give to others is to be absolutely committed to being all that we can be as spiritual beings. Many "helpers" on the Way can get caught up in "helping" others to the detriment of their own inner development. I have a friend who was really into Reiki and then started noticing that most of the practitioners were all suffering from some kind of illness themselves. Even though they had been carefully taught in their practice, they really did not know what they were doing and were actually being "infected" with the negativity of those they were sincerely trying to help. That negativity made them ill in just their weakest physical components. I can see this happening to you I'm afraid. "Healer, heal thyself first" is always good advice. Then go save the world.
Blessings dear one. Again, good luck on your application.