Back to the dream now.... I recognized his voice but in front of my eyes there was a sparkling white glowing angel wearing a robe to the same colors as his energy. The light almost blinded me, I instantly kneeled in front of him with my face looking on the ground. I told him "I missed you so much, your teaching, your advice, your humor" and while talking I tried to touch his robe. "DON'T touch me" he replied in a warning but calm voice at the same time, so he continued by saying "I came to you to give you blessings sent by God".
I felt a beautiful powerful energy around me, I didn't know what to say.... almost numb but before I understand what is happening I saw him opening the door of the altar and disappeared. When I woke up, I was feeling so complete, full of "new" energy.... I keep thinking of it the whole day.