Welcome to IS
English is not even my second language, i tend to edit my posts to correcting my grammars :p
Are you still living with your parents or now with your relatives?
Dude, maybe it's better for you to be an undercover indigo in your family.
If i'm not mistaken, from your story...your parents abuse you because they don't like your indigo identity and spiritual things.
I live in a country with 88% Muslim, some fanatics people tend to see indigo as negativity, superstitious, satanist, etc.
Well, i hope you're not disappointed because i'm not an indigo. :p