For some reason, ever since the world-wide miracle I've been under attack by alot of different entities. The worst of them have been reptilians who have actually taken over my whole consciousness and emotions and body, they threathen me constantly with things to keep me in a state of submission and fear and then they feed me with 'rewards' if I do as they want and equally punish if I go against them.
They have put my whole spine column full with their controlling devices and are using my traumas against myself in a form of submission. Whenever I get a positive thing from God or from someone who is with God, they start attacking me and telling me that "I don't deserve that" and that I'm "Destined for very large suffering". I had another instant when I got a helper that made a shield around me, and after a couple minutes of having that shield they got notified about this shield and that I wasn't working with their 'agenda' or their 'controlling' and then they came to my consciousness and started reading it from what had happened and went through every little detail of what had happened and asked the consciousness parts that were taken over what had happened and it answered to it. They started questioning about all small details and so forth.
Because of this takeover I'm wondering if I should take my life or not. It's quite horrible to be exposed to this shit, and it's even more horrible that they abuse my own consciousness and body and emotions and energetical body to do what they wish to other people and to the collective and so forth. So if you know anyone that could help please tell me. I would really just like to die. Even this post is full of THEIR energetical imprints and what not. Feels like they are taking over my DNA and replacing it with their own and so forth. The situation is quite critical
What I see is happening is that they try to conquer as much as possible from all dimensions that they can touch and then they pervert it and corrupt it to their own benefits and so forth. I was in touch with somekind of Being and agreed that no children come to this planet that aren't protected by God against this.