Aight, i'll bite. Let's explore my star stuff?

[Hamoth]

Where's this starseed business come from and what's the skinny on this business? I found this forum through google search for certain keywords that I monitor regularly. I had given up on ever seeing anyone report some of what I'd experienced, but a few of you on here have. I'm curious because I'm trying to reconcile some things that are probably just random crap I've picked up - but so much of my life has been dedicated to learning about the people I've shared memories with, that I still want to know more. So while the whole starseed thing looks like a bit of a trap of some kind to me, I must confess that I'll willingly test the strength of my neck for this bit of cheese.

How do people generally involve "Atlantis" in all this? I've seen...something...regarding an atlantic ocean outpost on this planet. I'm very curious what people currently think went down there, and why they think that.

A very beutiful story has begun to emerge, and I would much like to know how much of what I've discovered is already being said, who is saying it - and how they got their info.

Here's what I do believe here:

I have seen things that I am fairly certain did actually happen.
I experienced them as if they happened to me.
It involves people from a star north by ~25 light years (Assumed to be Vega). Rocky system. Nordic looking giant people, blah blah blah. All that has been commonly talked about since the Meyer's hoax. These were not enlightened beings as I understand the term. Warlike. During a great war, maybe the first of its kind. Destroyed star systems. I hear people talk about this - never met anyone else with vivid memories of fighting the damn thing and running from the result. I know a lot of stuff about these people...I keep most of it private now.

For a while I conflated my personal identity with these things and was really drawn into it. I am not that way anymore.

Something unusual happens with me, and I have abilities that people aren't supposed to have. My nervous system tests differently, conducts like copper, the neurologist tells me. How strange...they had the same thing. For interfacing with machines.

Real, this-world, human beings frequently come up to me and begin doing strange things until they realize I don't recognize them, then they hurry away.

In 2004, I woke up in a parking garage in what I think was California, disoriented and scared, wearing a hospital gown. Men were chasing me, I had finally escaped. They were going to give me a shot. Some cholos started saying "hey aint that the guy?" and started trying to calm me down. EVentually one of em sprang on me and a fight ensued. I found myself fully clothed in my bedroom. My bedroom had been cleaned and the sheets removed from my bed. WTF. The transition was so seemless to me that I 'woke' fighting mid-air against my assailants. This happened similarly, but in a university building, when I was 14 - just before my changes began.

Now that's a very small bit of what's been going on with me...Despite these things, I stayed really skeptical and atheistic and medical about all this. I'm done with that. I can't prove it to the world, but I have proven it to the people in my life. Nobody who knows me doubts this. Nobody wants to explore it - because it's kinda fucked up in the implications.

SO now I find a nice spiritual path, but these old things still beg to be answered or I must surrender to them with resignation. I'm not quite ready to do that just yet...I'm told to think about other things...to focus on grounding and this earth. I do my best...but...

Then, after all that, somebody posts online something that only I should know...details about the language and the war are emerging. Somebody out here is seeing what I'm seeing. I'm looking to find such people and to learn about them.

So there's my first post...any thoughts?

[pie]

i think it's more like finding who you are instead of finding your star.

[Hamoth]

i think it's more like finding who you are instead of finding your star.

I am who I am.

(shrug)

[soveriegnslade]

i have premonitions that are like that. i experience rather than see.

i used to always have a dream or running from a shot....had a lot of em till i killed em all and destroyed all their basses of operation.needless to say no more intruders in my dreams.

so your saying you did not have a dream but rather a black out from franticly running for your life to in your room as it was ( not) left?
i would electrocuted have them to death. no lie. but then again it seems we have what we need a little to late. wonder when thats gunna change?

the last couple of bad dreams i had where ones where "my kind" needed to be sacrificed to give power to a group.
at that point id possess some one and go to sleep and then id wake up like WTF!

these are all dreams....or are they?
aint life just fun like that?

that story just adds a new layer of f%ucktitude to team dark.....dont you ever wanna just track em down and

[pie]

I am who I am.

(shrug)

no, you ARE not a STAR.

[Link]

hahaha pie, u crazy

[D a n e]

no, you ARE not a STAR.

I am a superstar.

[Hamoth]

Aint we all in our mother's eyes?

:P

[D a n e]

Not in my mother's eyes... lol jk

[Noir]

these are all dreams....or are they?
aint life just fun like that?

:-D Good question.


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[Hamoth]

For the record, probably not dreams in my case. I went so far as to have this done in a lab to find out for myself which was the case. Their verdict: You aren't dreaming. You are awake, but in some kind of trance state, like meditation.

[Noir]

Yes, i know Hamot.
You told us already in some other post. I was just asking ironically because i think in my case arent dreams either, more like a trance state.
Still i allways call it "i had another of these crazy dreams" when i talk about it with somebody else, because i dont know how else to call it.

Oh!! And i looked in youtube what the heck "Klingon" was: and i was surprised to find out has a similarity to the language i heard my "family"/people from my dreams talking to me. Or the things i sing when i m alone. (And no i wont sing it out loud, but you can do it if u want, i ll be very happy to hear it :-) )
Just like you said... A chorus of voices singin an opera in a klingon-similar language...

nice day