Did anyone Have a hard Childhood?

[peacefullwarrior1992]

em hotep!

i read somewhere that becasue indigo's and crystals have such a high vibration, alot of us tend to have a hard childhood (i.e. neglection, bullied, social outcast, ect.) i know i had a hard time in gradeschool at least, when it came to friends. most of my peers i instinctively knew i would not like, and a couple of my friends even turned on me at one point. i was certainly a social outcast.

so if you like, you may share your experiances on this thread, and maybe some of us could come to terms with our pasts. thank you!

blessed be

[TheRavenMother]

aha... but not many of us are prepared to tell in details of their past... me included... just little snippets here and there.

[Calibas]

From what I've read nearly everyone here has had a difficult childhood.
Me? I thought about suicide at times. Thank God that phase is over.

[raztaz12]

there are quite a few posts that already deal with these issues. They come out in snippets like ravenmother said. Look around and you'll find pieces of everyone.

[Cyberstoned]

I had a very difficult childhood, teenage time into my adulthood.. I won't tell all to the public, but I could probably admit to a few things.

[UntoldGlory]

Yeah, I had a lousy childhood, too. I got over it, and I'm in the process of getting my act together and moving on with life.

They say our souls pick out our families prior to incarnation. Methinks my soul was drunk

[Rue]

my childhood was predestined, so i just went with the flow of the universe.
that pretty much speaks for all, whether they know it or not.
And if you didn't go with the flow, you were rerouted to, since thats the way it works, resist the flow and get pulled under to understand the flow and go with it, rather than stay pulled under.
love allways
Rue

[Amur]

For some odd reason my whole family hated me on some levels, which I found very odd, almost like I didn't belong into that family from start, later on people in kindergarden started to pick on me for some weird reasons also. Got so many traumas that I exploded into Christhood, but got alot of good techniques and methods to cure them (fortunately)

[Cyberstoned]

They say our souls pick out our families prior to incarnation.

Haha, mine must have been on some REALLY heavy drugs :P

[anomoly]

Yes.....

[dude]

i read somewhere that becasue indigo's and crystals have such a high vibration, alot of us tend to have a hard childhood (i.e. neglection, bullied, social outcast, ect.)

Kids in general have a lot of life force and add the high vibe and typically low defense of children and you have the perfect target for psychic vampires. I attracted bloodsucker after bloodsucker and still do today. I'm sure a lot of people on this board have the same problem.

[Amur]

Kids are protected up till the age of 12-13 as their pineal gland produces tryptamins which in turn causes an 'inner light' to appear. Might not protect against everything but it is quite good. (Though psychological cases for traumatic events and so forth can disturb this kind of protection).

[Cyberstoned]

I must have been skipped out on that. I didn't have anyone protecting my sorry ass... lol

[kineto]

all what i can say.. my childhood was terrible too :\ my parents conflicted almost all the time.. they did bawl loudly and i could not cope with that pressure, always putted my ears shut so i dont hear their blaming at each other.. and in school(in 2nd school because in 1st school was all right) where i did started to go at grade of three. classmates didnt treated to me good.. they lied very often(unfortunately i didnt have a skill to detect lies, and so believed almost all what other said because i some kind thinked all is possible).
Also they acted like they are my friends.. but when we went out.. they did run away and hided from me :\ etc
also with food and other stuff - many times other didnt give me what did give their friends.. like cookies etc.. (its not something very big but i was easly hurtable/vulnerable).
also i almost started to cry if something in school wasnt going for me(like if i didnt understand the subject and class did go further with this subject)

now all that i past.. and i have overcome it.. i think i was pretty weak being that times :\ because i was so exhausted with all that.. and there did show these little fragments from other planet where all lived in peace etc and had no conflicts.

[Lord Vader]

My childhood was very good till the age of 5 i think. BUT after I entered the educational system, it turned into a horror movie...

[kineto]

yep.. that was for me, too. didnt mention it. until age of 5 or 6 parents didnt conflict was nice, like played games with me etc(playing games with him is specially left in memory ) hmm but if i look it closer i didnt have much meeting with people in that age either..

[Lord Vader]

yep.. that was for me, too. didnt mention it. until age of 5 or 6 parents didnt conflict was nice, like played games with me etc(playing games with him is specially left in memory ) hmm but if i look it closer i didnt have much meeting with people in that age either..

My parents were not a problem.. I was raised by my mother and grandparents, so there were no big problems. Sometimes I got a beating from my grandma when I got bad marks at school but that was it.

School turned me into a wreck... When I came out of primary school, I was almost destroyed.. no confidence, low self-esteem... was afraid of people and so on. Fortunalty high-school has helped me heal my "wounds" by some degree...

[dude]

I must have been skipped out on that. I didn't have anyone protecting my sorry ass... lol

lol I was think the exact same thing for myself.

[raztaz12]

Everything was beautiful until Grade 4. Teacher was heinous.

[kineto]

hm yep teachers was heinous for me from 3rd grade..,too

i did overcome these - no confidence, low self-esteem... when found about indigo thing.. until i found it .. i was really like a wreck, like Lord Vader you mention about yourself