Enlightenment seemed much more tangible to me a few years ago, because I was much more egotistical. The ego is exentuated by awakening, it causes us to see what othetrs don't; consequent interactions giveway to an us and them despite the knowledge that everything is connected and we are one with moment and all it holds.The awake are close but just as far...we fortify false beliefs and distructive ways in others as much as show some the light.Enlightenment is a tricky concept be cause it can only be conceptualized by the ego concept and there is no self to be enlightened so it is not an ascended state. It is not that the ego all of the sudden has no vulnerability to offenses, or has the ability to control the self, the ego does not become the center of the human forms conscious or bodily functions. The ego does not gain moe control and gain the ability to make others see.My experience of awakening/enlightenment has become like another dream state from whuich I need to wake up, and what I now see as enlightenment/awakening is more like what I would've thought of as sacrafice back when I thought of enlightenment as an ascended ego state.An enlightened ego is still another disposition, one more relative perception, and still subjective."The devil acts quick for he knows he has little time" (rev.).The ego exist as an object in a box altho its host does not. The ego is fundamentaly a relative reflection of a perception, a reflection of the moments immidiate past relative to the disposition of the host who exist in the relative future/true moment. The ego thus exist in a percieved static universe where things exist in a space, and it percieves that things are seperated, that it can independintly go this way or that. To dwell in the ego is to live in the contrived past in a relative but alternate universe, where things like desperation arise and the ego feels like it can do something to change the universe of action taking place around it; it doesnt realize that its host is a gear in the cosmose everpresent around it, nomore taking action then any other gear the force is moving. Satori is to become a blessing to the ones around you and utter relief to the soul within you.Like a runner in a marathon, tho the runner loves to run, relief is in collapsing when the 26th mile is finished and they know that to finish is to win and that to run another mile would be agony and futile conerning the point.Satori is salvation.Salvation is no connection to the past and not trying to determine the future, it is experience of the present with no past dictating a predisposition, without holding anything immidiately indicating a defined desired out come.It is to then love without personal interest and to expererience that and be aware of it. Being personaly disintersted, no ego ascends, but it is love that ascends and becomes compassion.Salvation is the evolution of love within you and the expression of compassion to that which is around you.Being personaly disinterested a souls intentions are no more and the energic force returns to a state of intent, and compassion regains direction of the vehicle of intent.Existing within the univeral moment with compassion and its intent with no such thought of self, personaly disinterested, a soul does nothing in particular and its actions return to a state of utility.Compassion (the evolved state of love)regains utility. Salvation is not a thing experienced by ego but by its host whos attention returns to the moment having no more consciousness of self. It is livving in love by compassion and becomming useful to allthings.The ego being in the past is the cause of intent becomming intentions and intentions becomming desire. It is to desire an alteration in the future in order that the satisfaction of acomplishing desire can be felt in the egos present which is reflection. When time unfolds in a way that is not ones desires, emotional energies become disturbed and the ego reflects it.Salvation being an egoless state, is a state of personal disinterest and love for all things where in compassion and counterpartment having regained intent and utility take care of any immidiate need, having no desire of self, no particular thing the soul wants to gain a feelin of acomplishment from, doing everybodies dishes has the same outcome, the same sense of accomplishment as having done all things.Being egoless is being unvunerable to offenses and even when alone the feeling of being in mutal reciprical love, ever in a state of satisfactin and compassion with no desires or obligations to acomplishment, acompishment is the result of every action, every action being a result of compassion-thus the soul, the host's original sense of being, ever dwells in acompished state, with every breath the original sense of being experiences ever expressing invulnerable incoruptable love.


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