The True Goddess (MY truth)

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

I begin to write this and I have a wonderful stirring feeling in my naval/solar plexus.....

I believe I almost lost Her (the True Goddess) once again, and this time it had nothing to do with drugs. As many of you are aware, I visited Crestone a couple weeks ago. I'm not going to lie, it was a plether of energy coursing through my spirit...exhilirating. nothing like i had ever experienced on a waking level. And the human beings and people that are there are really wonderful people within...although I'm afraid they too might be loosin it. But really i can only speak for myself...

I was going to let go....leave everything of my home...because i wanted to stay drunk in energy....really its quite comparable to a drug....but I'm getting off topic.


There was a moment of clarity, I saw my girlfriend's eyes....and why would I leave her? Why? Because I want to stay and play in "the kingdom of heaven"...be with someone proclaimed to be me twin flame before i got there...(oh and don't argue this with me guys, because that was NOT my conclusion i allowed myself to fall into it because i thought maybe it would fit)...i thought "maybe they're right"..and felt it yes. but i don't want to leave my girlfriend and no its NOT because im feeding ego or a codependency....its because i love her...and when you love someone you just don't leave them...even if the worlds gonna end and u need to stop it ur damn right they're going to be right beside you or damn close.

I'm starting to rant...*breathes*...

Yall have seemed to have entered a realm where a lot of who you are or was or whatever is forgotten or lost....and that's what i realized with myself...My whole life I've known my truth...I sing with the wind, and move the spirits of the forests...I see life and I fall in love...Goddess reveals herself to me in every waking moment...She is all....and i know her aspects, i speak to her like i speak to a friend...I've walked this planet for eons...u know this. and the whole time it has always been the same truth those which i pray to, those which walk beside me..........Lia, maybe you were who we spoke of ...I do find there truth...and I do love you....but all encompassing Lia? no...your not...I'm not speaking to you as I speak to the moon and Hekate speaks back.
That is truth.

I am blessed to be again Gaia's arms...although its safe to say she never dropped me to begin with ...it has always been I to stray...My work with Gaia is here, with my home..my girl...my kitties..my job...my life. I am just as "powerful" right here as I was in Crestone....Blessed be in the Name of The Goddess, The God, The Sun(Son), The Moon, The Stars....GAIA....I love you all, I truly do....and may your journey be a happy road...

Much love,

Kaitlin
Wolf

[sshenry]

Kaitlin, that was beautiful! The faith in your goddess is true breath-taking, thank you so much for sharing - and for being who you are.

Namaste

[Charity]

That was a beautiful post. Your faith is nothing anyone can take from you unless you let them to. Your Goddess gives you strength and happiness.
April 21st is Arbor Day.

[spiritzzz]

Very nice, thank you.

Doug

[Charity]

I think I might have asked this before, but do you believe all goddesses are part of a Goddess like Wicca, or seperate panthenons, or something else?

[robertsoleil]

Awesome post! Thank you Kaitlin.

[SteveThePirate]

God/Goddess bless you Kaitlin! I wish there were others who could have known what you know before they made their choices.

[Calibas]

Straight from the heart.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

Charity...all Goddess aspects are one Goddess...just like all of us are one just different personalities..but we are still individual in some way.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

and thank you everyone here....i love you and your energy makes me feel so at home..so family

[Annette]

Wow...What a powerful post!!! Truly!! I have goosebumps on my goosebumps! You have been there and back and still have your head and your truth intact! You are such and inspiration...such a beacon of hope!

Much love to you, Kaitlin!
Annette

[Charity]

I think I understand now. I was always interested in this stuff. Do you know anything about the Norse panthenon?
I always loved the stories about Frigga.

[Charity]

Yeah...I hope Tear shares more about her faith in the Goddess. I love the positive energy in these posts.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

Goddess....

was there at my last and first breathe of all my lives....even in my most blood thirsty murdering lives....She loved me.

She stood beside me as kingdoms fell and lands were washed to sea...She was always and is always the speaker in the winds...She is my strength when I have none....and shows me Truth when I ask of it....NEVER has she failed me in all this time..time..time.

She kisses me when there is no one there....and i am "alone", to say that i am not...and never was, never will be.....

Blessed be,

Kaitlin
Wolf

[Charity]

That is wonderful to be so connected with your Goddess. It's great to hear your devotion to Her. She's Life to you; if I am reading your posts correctly.

I can picture a statue of Pallas Athena when you speak of her.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

I can picture a statue of Pallas Athena when you speak of her.

lol i love you..

you know me TOO well...she IS my closest goddess...

i love you so much

[Charity]

I think Athena would believe that you have made the right decisions. A goddess of wisedom would definantly tell you to think before you act. That said, in Greco-Roman mythology the six Olympians each had something different yet they were a part of the same family. All part of your Goddess if I am not mistaken. So you can have both Aphrodite & Athena in your life.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

I have all and then some

[Charity]

I feel like a singer in Grease. I have a bit of time to kill. Tell me more, tell me more,tell me more...