Okay so I just joined forums other day and posted a ridiculous amount of stuff since then, and it's fair to say I've had a chance to stick out like a sore thumb.
Since last night, I've been under attack pinpointed straight to my heart. I subsided it a while (I am capable of doing it again if I have to). It's my most vulnerable time (since I just made contact with my spirit guide) and someone's most definitely watching the forums.(combination of gut/logic/reasoning, all aligned).
I know everyone has their own methods but I really feel like I have a different way of doing things than anyone. I know there's psychic protection posts but it's crazy hard to focus and read anything right now, and I feel like my case is pretty specific anyways.
So it's trying to attack my heart (physically feels like someone is squeezing it in attempt to crush), and it came across like daggers last night. It hurts the front of my chest and my back, and feels like it hurts outside of my body(energy body?) as well. On top of this, it feels like they're creating a void here with a (other dimensional?) energy that I've never felt before. It's trying to drain my energy and my heart of my will to live. Thankfully, this is my strong suit . They're also trying to scramble my thought's but they really suck at that compared to me, so it's almost negligible(except my mind feels foggy). I saw a shadow figure last night(during/after attack), but I think it was the energy body of an astral projector. So I think I'm being spied on as well. It's forcing me to progress quickly (lol that's probably what I need anyways). One more thing, that void sort of feels like it's trying to use my own energy against myself, on top of theirs. (I know in about a week I'll think that they're very weak, my attacker.) :P
I defended the attack before I went to bed last night, and slept well (though weird dreams). It left me alone most of the day until about an hour ago and is the same as last night again.
I'm capable of stopping this when I ask my spirit guide to help, using love energy, and have a safe connection to her(but I can only contact for a really short period).
I really strongly feel like there is another way which is more effective that someone can show me, however. More than just a shield, I need more than that.
I've been allowing it to happen at current time, because it's revealing my mental/spiritual weaknesses and I'm learning from them. I'm also trying to figure out that type of energy, but it's weird. My spirit guide wants me to try to figure it out because I'm fully capable (apparently, lol).
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So I'm turning the whole thing into a learning experience. I'm pretty calm, I'm comfortable in pain, so it's not a huge deal. But I still qualify this as extreme. Phroz3n helped me cover some ways, but I want to hear from the site, any help is MUCH appreciated.
I intend to use crystals, but for this technique that I'm looking for, it can be used in a time caught completely off guard(that's when it matters most!). My perspective is that I should make my most weak and fragile time (when?, but off guard,) to be my strong suit. Just realllllllly feel like someone out there knows. Thanks!!! I do want to clarify that I'm less interested in preventive measures for now(shields), but feel free to drop those by because they'll still help. If it is the topic of shields, I tried a tight weave shield and it works okay for me but I feel like there is a weird way specific to me, possibly geometric(333).
I'm definitely fine, whoever is attacking me is more practiced, but weaker than me. I'm still having fun with this ;O cause I'm weird like that. It feels exhilarating in a way, because I feel like I've done this before.
I would like to point out that I'm a very tactical person, with a fiery heart that can't be matched, if this aids in pinpointing help to me. If there's a method(s) that's not usually recommended, that's the one's I'm looking for.
Thanks again ahead of time.
PS: New psychics take heed of this, you're not like me, you'll want preventive measures. Learn psychic defense first and foremost. I know I'm different. And I know my soul is experienced with this.
Also to everyone: be careful of the lurkers, we're being watched. I know I'm not the first to say so.