Extreme Psychic Attack, defensive method help.

[SurrogateSpark]

Okay so I just joined forums other day and posted a ridiculous amount of stuff since then, and it's fair to say I've had a chance to stick out like a sore thumb.

Since last night, I've been under attack pinpointed straight to my heart. I subsided it a while (I am capable of doing it again if I have to). It's my most vulnerable time (since I just made contact with my spirit guide) and someone's most definitely watching the forums.(combination of gut/logic/reasoning, all aligned).

I know everyone has their own methods but I really feel like I have a different way of doing things than anyone. I know there's psychic protection posts but it's crazy hard to focus and read anything right now, and I feel like my case is pretty specific anyways.

So it's trying to attack my heart (physically feels like someone is squeezing it in attempt to crush), and it came across like daggers last night. It hurts the front of my chest and my back, and feels like it hurts outside of my body(energy body?) as well. On top of this, it feels like they're creating a void here with a (other dimensional?) energy that I've never felt before. It's trying to drain my energy and my heart of my will to live. Thankfully, this is my strong suit . They're also trying to scramble my thought's but they really suck at that compared to me, so it's almost negligible(except my mind feels foggy). I saw a shadow figure last night(during/after attack), but I think it was the energy body of an astral projector. So I think I'm being spied on as well. It's forcing me to progress quickly (lol that's probably what I need anyways). One more thing, that void sort of feels like it's trying to use my own energy against myself, on top of theirs. (I know in about a week I'll think that they're very weak, my attacker.) :P

I defended the attack before I went to bed last night, and slept well (though weird dreams). It left me alone most of the day until about an hour ago and is the same as last night again.

I'm capable of stopping this when I ask my spirit guide to help, using love energy, and have a safe connection to her(but I can only contact for a really short period).

I really strongly feel like there is another way which is more effective that someone can show me, however. More than just a shield, I need more than that.

I've been allowing it to happen at current time, because it's revealing my mental/spiritual weaknesses and I'm learning from them. I'm also trying to figure out that type of energy, but it's weird. My spirit guide wants me to try to figure it out because I'm fully capable (apparently, lol).


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So I'm turning the whole thing into a learning experience. I'm pretty calm, I'm comfortable in pain, so it's not a huge deal. But I still qualify this as extreme. Phroz3n helped me cover some ways, but I want to hear from the site, any help is MUCH appreciated.

I intend to use crystals, but for this technique that I'm looking for, it can be used in a time caught completely off guard(that's when it matters most!). My perspective is that I should make my most weak and fragile time (when?, but off guard,) to be my strong suit. Just realllllllly feel like someone out there knows. Thanks!!! I do want to clarify that I'm less interested in preventive measures for now(shields), but feel free to drop those by because they'll still help. If it is the topic of shields, I tried a tight weave shield and it works okay for me but I feel like there is a weird way specific to me, possibly geometric(333).

I'm definitely fine, whoever is attacking me is more practiced, but weaker than me. I'm still having fun with this ;O cause I'm weird like that. It feels exhilarating in a way, because I feel like I've done this before.

I would like to point out that I'm a very tactical person, with a fiery heart that can't be matched, if this aids in pinpointing help to me. If there's a method(s) that's not usually recommended, that's the one's I'm looking for.

Thanks again ahead of time.

PS: New psychics take heed of this, you're not like me, you'll want preventive measures. Learn psychic defense first and foremost. I know I'm different. And I know my soul is experienced with this.

Also to everyone: be careful of the lurkers, we're being watched. I know I'm not the first to say so.

[soveriegnslade]

its a basic attack...leave a psi arrow or ball in some ones chakra system and as it tries to purge the object does not budge.
like sticking a potato in an exuast pipe...its hard to explain but iv been attacked this way...its more of a curse.

remove the curse. knowing that you are feeling off is the key if you did not catch it only god knows how much neck pain/nuasua/overload could happen.
the mere thought should be sufficient.

im stumped as to who or what...but then again only god knows what kinda stuff went down yesterday ( not just us)

[SurrogateSpark]

^ feels much like this, thanks

i'd still appreciate help to deal with spies/visitors i dont want.

[soveriegnslade]

i used this method to heal myself up after yesterday...

as above as below this should work on your energy field also.

bio response in the healing process.

pain is good. when you are healing something like say a bee bite this is a good example. first you have to deal with the problem. the problem will present itself as pain the body is programmed to tell the soul where it hurts so it CAN be healed. if you put your finger to the spot you understand vaguely what is going on. this is why when most normal ppl bump a knee they rubb the spot.

i take this one step further. i use my enhanced empathy to speak to the cells. they understand whats going on most ppl ignore the agony that they create in their bodies but with empathy you can understand much much more.

step one

empathy use it to feel what is wrong. this one step alone can make you less vulnerable to sickness.

use energy to push into the bee sting. at this point you will feel pain...WHERE ever you feel pain send a mixture of female and male energy into it with your finger. you will feel the pain get stronger but you will also feel the flesh move...follow the flesh let it LEAD you. as you do this you neutralize the poison.

visualize removing discord and chaos fron the cells...the body is programmed to have a sense of homeostasis it will naturally go back to where it should be functional all over.

if you visualize say? i wanna be 20 again your body will do its best. you get a new body every 7 years so every 7 years you would want to try and finalize and optimize the way it works as you have totally new cells and structure has inevitably broken down...think like rebuilding roads.

this is step 2.

so far there is

1. Liston using empathy
2. let your body lead your to where it "hurts" this will give you teh clues to reducing the damage.

at this point you realize there is more at work. there are damaged cells to be cleaned up....blood need to be able to circulate and such....so repeat steps 1, 2

for an open wound.

you want to go one step further....you want to reverse time here...this takes a very good understanding of your body or faverable conditions.

liston..
let your body lead.

then pull in all of your energy to yourself....you want to SPEED up the natural process the whole time nonstop b/c you are reversing SOOOOO much damage....the cells will feel scared at this point b/c it is like a canyon to fill in tell them its okay they have this and try and access and create a map of what the cell structure was before. at this point you are.

1.empathy feel the cells
2. send energy and follow their lead
3 for an open wound you have to allow them to set up a game plan with a map of what it was to speed up recovery.

so step 3 has too parts.

1. manual energy you lead the cells now and think of what the skin SHOULD look like. your memory is their memory.
2. when not in manual healing you must feed them energy which means bringing energy into you belly and chest to digest good food and feed them more efficiently.


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this method should be okay for restoring normal flow after an attack meanwhile shields up somtimes the only way to beat em is to suck the life out of the attack ( some are fueled by conflict)...adjust your vibration until YOU feel comfortable and wait out the attack or eat all their energy....thats all i have learned on it.

[SurrogateSpark]

Thank you very much, doing this.

[Psychic Child]

A mirror shield should protect you
from energy barbs
be in harmony,
be in beauty

[SurrogateSpark]

A mirror shield should protect you
from energy barbs
be in harmony,
be in beauty

Perfect! TY
That feels right, and fits me.

Lol obviously I'm out of the know. >.> oh well, progress, progress.

[sentienne]

I don't use "typical" methods for anything. I am well protected. That having been said, I'm an empath - cubed. I have direct connections with people all over the world (not bragging) and so I am often feeling what another is feeling at the moment that they're feeling it. It's not at all uncommon when there's a burgeoning "link" or an existing link, sometimes to feel almost attacked by that person's desire to have respite or be calmed or have me share/feel their emotions. When I first started experiencing this, it felt a lot like you described.
*breathe*
chances are whatever/whomever is contacting you is not malicious.. desperate perhaps, but not malicious. Most entities/people just want to be acknowledged and there's no reason to feel defensive or like you need to throw up defenses.
It might be beneficial to just acknowledge it.. sit with it and try to figure out where it's coming from and go from there.

[soveriegnslade]

good point....it has come to that level for lots of folks here. im not taken by surprise.
im being real. that has happend to me. you must find out who though if not seal up.
then again i trust few so there are rules for me.
see if you can set some lines between you and it....but dont suffer it for long as i did with a ghost that was gnawing on my soul like beer nuts.

you can aslo rewire your system to interp this as visions ( via some other mind ask pschic child)not emotions of feelings also to gleam more information from the sit.

[phroz3n]

ill post on this edit later

[LucidDreams]

you must find out who though

yep........

[SurrogateSpark]

Thanks sentienne, for that outlook. I really don't know what to think about this right now, and it's really just weird.

I'll try to just explain what's happened so far the best I can:

So the initial problem was basically an "energy barb" (i like that term) about the size of an ice pick, through my heart center. I removed this yesterday with my guide's help, and got a second one of about the same today, and did so again (except by myself mostly). Right after I got rid of that one and started to cleanse, the barb seemed to break off into needle sized barbs, and I had to pull out a bunch(condensed them then pulled), but I got rid of the huge one. Some of these barbs, were like medium sized and seemed to have two different energetic sources(in the least)(one barb was from A, the other from B), and hurt pretty bad. I liken it to your aura being turned into an iron maiden(though mostly the torso). A lot of these pains have been targeting my back, after I protected my heart. I've been dousing myself with love energy for the past while and feel a lot better now overall. I think the remnants are still everywhere, like it might have caused some damage that still needs healing: but the main points are all out. It's weird because it's a total combination of physical and energetic. Feels like my cells got split apart by the barbs (the needle ones). It's a lot better, however. The crappy part, is I still feel the big remnant from the "ice pick" in my heart. Like it was there and now it's ghost was there?(lol prolly not literally). I think it's like deep rooted energetic/physical damage on a very small level, like damage within the cell. I feel like I need a special sort of healing or just time now, idk. I'm very amateur at this so far, so basically winging all of it on what my soul knows. Best thing about today: learned a lot. Worst part: this crap hurts! lol.

But I'm over the hill for today(lol i hope), who knows about tomorrow.

I'm just not worrying about what's causing it(only cause I cant know right now), but honestly I stand by that it felt like an attack from more than one source if I had to answer. It definitely came from elsewhere. Doesn't matter for now, ultimately.

Pretty fantastic learning experience to say the least. Micro damage sucks tho! It's on multiple levels. I'll learn how to heal that eventually (lol who knows, soon?).

One thing I'd like to add: is that it's been a struggle to act like myself today, a big struggle. It's taken all of my willpower to maintain composure throughout(and personally not as good as I hoped to be), and not relay the distress being sent at me. It's been like a 75% veil of distraction(I've been REALLY spacy, like I'm impaired, in a way). Been really hard to focus on even helping myself. Anyways, I've been doing the best I could.

Thanks for the care and help, everyone.

Okay adding this: my spirit guide says I got ganged up on by a bunch of people. not spirits.

ps: slade clear out your messages.

pps: everyone attacking me: YOU'RE WEAK!

[LucidDreams]

Interesting. I've never been attacked/cursed by another person, that I know of anyway. Then again I have some charms, and a good book in my possession that are supposed to ward off such things. And I believe in their effectiveness. My problems are self-imposed... I, for some reason, at certain times, attract energy/emotions from others like a lightning rod. Anxiety seems to be the main ingredient, or maybe that's just what's brought on by being overwhelmed by the emotions. If it's possible to shield from it, I haven't figured out how. No need to attack me... I do that just fine on my own. I guess I'm a spiritual masochist.

[yeberion]

I had panic attacks from prolonged exposure to a psychic vampire, found mindfulness techniques helped a lot... Might be different for everyone but worth looking into.

http://mindfulness.org.au/

[SurrogateSpark]

^ haha that was me until I broke myself down. I won . Just being completely honest, my soul has known for a VERY long time that I would be a massive target from the start. Felt like it's what I'm supposed to do. I have an incredible sense of duty that I have to fill. I incarnated here knowing that everyone would want to kill me, even. I think it could be about me. I'm pretty sure I'm a guardian(don't know much else, or who I'm associated with). Just what my soul knows and who I embody. My soul likes putting the world on my shoulders. Also I think there's other guardians (not many).

My spirit guide says I've been reincarnating on Earth for the last 8000 years, creating the chance we have now. I'm pretty sure I was part of the Atlantis failure before this. (I just don't even like looking that topic up, makes me feel weird and emotional.), and I feel like I was coming here before that even. I feel I've been scientists, warriors, poets, writers, explorers, magicians, alchemists, and more. I know that this could be my last incarnation here if I do what I'm supposed to do right(that's intuition). I might be a star seed, I was abducted by greys at 5 for a night. I really have no idea who I am, though. If my guide's already allowed to tell me this now, there's got to be a lot ahead. I feel like there's a major war going on and I'm smack dab in the middle of it, as always. It's funny, cause I'm damn comfortable in this position. Been doing it a while. I'm fighting what keeps people trapped. I'll learn more as the days pass. Anyone who feels drawn to me at all, speak freely. My modesty has withheld this till now. I'm not afraid of repercussion. I want to be open.

That's why I really want to rally everybody, in a way. An alarm? of sorts. I might be. Everyone step it up and keep going, love you all. I'm already getting attacked (probably trolls, idk) so I really don't care about my privacy anymore. I've already died for this world more than a few times, got no problems doing it again (lol I don't give up though, I like winning, and I'm good at it).

It's 2012, expect weird shit like this, lol. The perspective in these times about life is so damn limiting.

I'm pretty sure my success ends with death, also. I feel like a self-sacrifice in waiting.

All of this mostly just makes me want to cry.

I don't care. I already know I'm incredibly tough. I'll do it again and again and again and again if I have to. I never give up.

Love.

I don't want to sleep tonight.

Anyone reading just know that I'm speaking from my heart of hearts, and tears are streaming down my cheeks. I'm telling my truth. This shit's been real tough.

I know it will all be alright in the end

I chose this, and I know it's worth it.

In some ways I feel the hard part's over, in other way's it's just begun.

My mind has an incredibly hard time accepting this, still, I'll say it.

This is a weird time for this to come out (plus irrelevant(ish)), I'm almost not sending this message but my mind can suck it. Agatha- "send the message, Austin, it's doing you and the world good." Pretty much have to.

My full name means Great Beloved Protector

I can't look at life as anything but a dream now really. Doesn't make it any less beautiful, though.

I view myself as equal to everyone, every part of the whole is just as important as each other part. Or else it's not the same whole. I know a lot of you incarnated here from all over, because it's the most important time in human history (this go around). I'm pretty sure it will be incredible. Much love.

Haha I can't believe I'm 19, I feel friggin ancient. lol @ perspectives. I can only imagine how any would respond to this XD, myself included ;P

PEACE!

[D a n e]

tin foil hats protect against aliens. but i'm not sure if they protect against extreme psychic attacks. Might try it

[phroz3n]

There is a difference between a spiritual attack and a psychic attack.

How is a shield supposed to work, if the energy used to make it is the same energy thats attacking you. Skill perhaps??

Now most these attacks are actually from spirits and there directed from members on this forum. So members dont even know what the hell is going on, yet the spirits around them carry out an attack, and guess who gets blamed that member. I can list names right now.

The fucked up thing is these members as mentioned above are not directly responsible. Or should i say their lack of knowledge should make them responsible.
Hmm.

So now those being faced with an attack given two options, take the damage and learn more, or retaliate, and destroy that other person, knowing or unknowning lively hood. Some people live in a fantasy world. Some spirits do too. Just like the post about vultures, they watch you then attack. What they are attacking are not always weak points. Some times these "weak points are traps"

When i pick up a energy it always comes with a name. Hello Indigo Dog. I have seen you, but this is not about you, this is an example. :-)
So take this as a warning. I dont follow rules that go in the direction of right and wrong. I have been warned by other members that they have been approached spiritually by other weaker members, in order to attack certain members that speak the truth.

As soon as some one speaks the truth, they get attacked. As soon as you disagree with some one they want to attack you. Go firgure. Dark age morons.

So my advise is lets stop the bullshit.
This post and thread take it as a warning.
From now on, if any attacks anyone(me). Prepare for blood to be shed.
Forget the shields and all the crap. I never play fair,
:-) yes it is possible to bring a spiritual attack into the physical. So dont get it twisted.

[AishaStar]

This is interesting because I have not been to these forums in a long time and the other day I decide to log in and post a couple things. Within 5 minutes of posting I started feeling lightheaded and anxious followed by a strange feeling. I realized it was not me. It felt more like an inquisitive attack then hurtful but all the same unwanted and weird. I shut myself down til the feeling subsided and haven't felt anything since. Did I experience something like what you are talking about?

[phroz3n]

Yes. This forum has its issues. Its like a crazy haunted house, filled with dumb people in clown costumes, because they got the wrong memo.

[SurrogateSpark]

To clarify what's happened: Most until today has been a spiritual attack via energy barbs, along with pretty weak psychic attack to the thoughts.

Now what's happened: as soon as I woke up, and I thought about the attack, it started again. (completely protected in sleep). So the case being: I've got psychic seeds(in head) (from 7 different sources, 5 now(rid it)) which keep trying to replenish themselves to being seeded. These bypass any shields I put up, because it involves the invitation of the victim(myself) to a degree. The effect of this, is yet again, an attack to heart/will to live(lol, pretty much immune). Last night Agatha said I'll get attacked by 8 different sources before the end of today. All of the elements are represented in this, and it's an attacked design to maximize the attackers' weak abilities by spreading the board and giving too much to handle(lol very weak, still). At least one of them is keeping tabs on me at all times to maintain the attack.

So this is where my helpful dreams of last night come in (thanks guides), though it's pretty obvious to the more experienced(lol not me, this life) and easily explained: Since I've got a lot of different energetic sources, some of these are exact opposites. Water beats fire. So I pretty much play spirit aikido, and throw my attackers into one another. Every energy has an exact opposite (in the world of dualities, it's all the same in truth), so I just use one's strength against the others' weakness. This can help deal with a bunch of attackers, using them against each other. A few of these seeds, however, are tricky.

8 sources doesn't necessarily mean 8 people(i think 3 seeds are one person's doing, making it more difficult to use against itself), but I feel like they're different types of energy still. And it's a possibility that it's from spirits sourced from a person (Agatha only said it's other people's doing, ultimately). But I think they drop by to say "hello" at times.

Anyways, I hope they continue attacking mostly me, not anyone else. It's the easiest trial by fire I've ever had to do lol.

I called that I'll consider them all petty attacks by the end of the week and I stand by that. Perhaps my observation about the opposites of energy is false/illusion, but I'm still messing around with that idea, anyhow. It's still a bunch of different sources.

Lol, so this will be my life this week, I s'pose. >.>

At least I get to listen to After the Burial to it. lol.

Oh and Aisha, yes I think it was someone checking you out like you think. Trust your gut on those things, you're right.

Careful all, phroz3n's got the right idea. Now's the time to get more serious.