i got sick the day before actually, and it carried over into the night, it was horrible my frontal lobe was in pain, i felt like throwing up, and i felt like i was dead. woke up it was a full monn and the first of july. IDK whats this means, the whole night i thought it was a message from my higher self, maybe im starting off the month on a bad start, and i need to be more atune to myself.
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for one thing, im not taking this as ok im sick, it normal, to my undertsanding, the world is not linear, we are just stuck in a illusinary mundane reality where everything, in day in and day out, and continue to the next, well that the best way i can describe it, so i can only that if someone gets sick theres usually a spiritual connection behind it, i allowed myself to become sick, i can heal this sick by confronting the cause of the sickness, i dont know if its a outside source or anything.
All this happen you could say 11, 1,1, first of august 1, first full. i heard about how its better to stay centered and positive so riding the waves this month wont be of a negative affect.
wow it just came back to me.
now i remember, the intial start of this sickness, wow, i was doing just fine earlier until i went in the library, i was sitting next to other people, and some how my energies were effecting them, they were comming down with coughs, and snorting, and just totally acting strange. when i left i was fine, but when i went back home i ended up the same way as those 2 boys sitting by me.