Protectors

[sentienne]

this is EXTREMELY interesting.. and I wish that I had the time to devote to this RIGHT NOW to explore.

When he was created, it was by both of us - I think... And I don't think that I could have purposefully created him at the time - not having a clue what was coming - except that I didn't want to be with someone that wasn't worthy of me.

The only "emotion" he has is disdain (judgment) and protectiveness.

I can say, that so far he has yet to fail - I'm still single. LOL.

yeah.

also...they really dont have emotions. to form emotions they need experience....they are very different emotional even still tho they seem to really transfix on a role once created and all emotions stim from the success or failure of that assigned role.

im being serious. the only reason me and them get along is b/c i use them as an extension of myself to learn to grow and to be able to not spend all MY energy watching my back.

once you understand what the relationship is its okay but if you created it without knowing than it could be connected to a fear complex in the back of your head over somthing.

something created out of fear knows nothing but fear i based mine on the elements and thirst for knowledge. at some point in time they/it needs to be able to say
job done...

literally...you will only hear a few words in monotone when they comunicate.
i also have a doppelganger of me.....or...is it....oh who knows what it is all i know is that she fixes headaches and backaches like a dream and can draw in all loose spirits created by me to her form to be the kinda...moral backbone for em.

so i gots lots of rules for invocation

if i need a job done ill just call the 8
if i need a weapon ill call oracle and merge the 8 with her
if i need healing/defense without intent to harm intruders ill call ere to merge with the 8

you need to set rules for this stuff personally any mental energy strong enough to take form did so for a reason good or bad it can still be usefull...
plus the second you think about it it comes back anyway its like once you learn how to swim...

i think all of em have died atleast 3 times.
no joke.

[sentienne]

It seems the Protector has struck again. Last night he intervened in a situation for me - kept something from happening. The tricky thing is, that he left the room he's always been confined to, to do it. This is blowing my mind.

[LunarLotus]

Are you settled that this being is a Tupla or are you still unsure of his origins?

[sentienne]

no, that seems to fit the best.....he surprised me last night though...leaving his normal confines

[joel]

Interesting. When to think about it, then I should have tons of them. I always thought of them or whatever they are my own some sort of intuition or higher senses. But I do feel someone and someones are always at present. Giving me thoughts, tons of thoughts, one weirder than the other. But I some kind of make myself God to them. If they want to be with ME, to deal with ME, then please, I don't mind, anyway I can be useful I just consider them, I take them as thoughts. I am not my thoughts, I am the watcher of "my" thoughts. My pure essence is goodness, God is good, God is love. I want good to other people, to me and to the world and everyone in the whole Universe. This is what I concentrate. If some weird thought comes, I try to laugh, because it is not me. My essence is pure goodness and that is just a fact.

Thinking of that. Maybe our fear comes from thinking ourselves as our thoughts. We are not our thoughts. And I remember what Krishnamurti said:
There are two types of fears - bodily fears and mental fears. Bodily fears are simple, if some kind of bodily harm is possible, fear comes along. It is natural.
But mental fears are what is tormenting people 24/7. Those are these demons, thoughts. The only way to our mind be out of fears is being in a state of an observer. Then the mind is in a secure place. The only way. The observer is pure love itself. Nothingness, non-doing, non-wanting, meditation, God.. as existence itself.

[LucidDreams]

I first noticed him after a relationship a few years ago.. That relationship involved sacred sex/sex magick and during one of the acts we liberated a lot of "stuff". I felt like he was the by-product of that.

I made a post about this awhile back. I believe this is possible as well. Like when we're "cleansing" ourselves, or doing relaxation techniques and letting go of that stress/anxiety/anger... where is it all going? Is it like a skin you're sloughing off? Can it manifest into a very tangible thing/entity?

[sentienne]

I've speculated since the originating event and since the re-occurrence of "the protector" that it might be 2 separate entities. I guarantee that the above, Lucid, happened. During the act there was an EXTREME release of energy and entity. It had almost been like my partner was possessed prior to the experience - except that the possession was of all of the bad energy, unrequited love, failed dreams, etc from all of his prior experiences. And at the same time, that energy was so protective of me. I can't say equivocally whether it is the same entity. He certainly has morphed into something else entirely. He's much more compassionate now - towards me. Or perhaps I don't fear him anymore like I did before - even though he'd never harmed me, personally.

the debate at this point is whether the "skin" is my partner's or whether it was a creation of my own - to prevent me from spending considerable time with someone that was not my match. That's the thought that I'm exploring. Since I'm no longer with that lover, I can't approach "him" from that perspective - I can only explore things from my own.

I've been in group meditations where people "off-gas" a LOT of baggage. As an empath it was overwhelming but also put me in a prime position to help. I can assure you that this does occur. I've seen and experienced things in those settings that I'd rather wish I hadn't.
<3

[Alludor]

Hello This is such an interesting post... The idea of Tuplas seems to fit best, although I dont believe that ideas, feelings and thoughts agglomerate in such a way in ordinary situations. I think that it would be more probable that something or someone "grasps" and "solidifies" such energies, making them more likely to accumulate and gain form. The practice of magick that you mentioned previously could be one of the reasons. It could also be due to the repetition of thought-patterns, or even a traumatic experience that triggered part of your energy to act as your guardian. But the best person to judge that would be you, of course xD. Hugs and Light for you all.

[sentienne]

I've been exploring these concepts for a while. I can say with certainty that I did not purposefully create it back then.. 4 years ago..it's possible that I have perpetuated him.. I admit that.. he's come to represent an ideal.. but I feel that he might be weakening.. I'm observing him day by day and seeing that sometimes he is there and sometimes he is not... I'm not sure whether it's due to my circumstances or not. That seems to be it leading up to this point. But now that I am "aware" of him, he may dissipate. I am in love with the Divine Masculine, and he represents it for me. He disregards anyone that does not represent him (divine masculine) and that's how he reacts. <3

[Alludor]

Maybe you no longer need him to look after you. At least not that way.


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