I am going to start working soon. I am in the process of getting a job through B.V.R. (bureau of vocational rehabilitation) because I have not worked in years. I wan't to work and earn my own money like everyone else and I don't. I don't mind working but why should I get up bright and early every day go out and bust my ass so that I can contribute to a society that has always rejected me. In my opinion if I'm not good enough for society than I'm not good enough to work for society. Someone might say yea but your good enough to accept social security checks which come from societys tax dollars, but my monthly social security check is the least that society can do for me after all of the hell that society has put me through throughout my life.
Im a little nervous about working and I better get in shape because I'll brobably be getting into some fights with common assholes who feel the need to bully me, degrade me, and belittle me to lift themselves up. I probably won't be making much more than I already recieve on social security because I don't have a college diploma or much work experience. When I was a foster kid I was a slave and I learned how to do all kinds of stuff but that doesn't count on a reseme. I don't want to work not because I'm lazy but because society has rejected me, alienated me, shunned me, and ostrisized me, so why should I work for society to get a pay check that is just enough to survive on and keep me alive to work another day like a slave?