I've been discussing a lot of this phenomena experiences etc with my granma who is very much into these subjects of spirituality and out of the blue she sent me a letter asking if I remember when I would complain about my 'wings'.
Being the secretary that she is, she wrote down in a diary all of my strange comments I made as a child but her most disturbing (to her anyways in a sense that she really came to understand that I was not of the "normal breed") was when she'd put me to bed (I was about four or five) I would complain about my wings bothering me in bed. I couldn't (and to this day cannot) stand laying on my back intentionally to go to sleep. Sure I'll wake up on my back at times but I'm not at all comfortable. For years (I had forgotten that whole wing thing) I just chalked my uncomfortable feeling to perhaps I had died tragically or horrifically on my back and that was something my soul couldn't stand in this life. Well, recently, in the last five years or so, I get this sensation on my back in two distinct spots: just on my shoulder blades. It's as if I'm carrying something, an extra weight, that I cannot see. Sitting straight up in a chair is no problem for me because it feels like there is something on my back. I always thought I had an active imagination but this is something that I've carried for years and would like an explanation. I lost a lot of my memories in several head injuries as a child, however, they are returning bit by bit. She also said that I used to say they were brown (to be more descriptive, a darker version of my hair color, which I've been labeled as a blonde brunette, or a very dark blonde)
Anyone else have this sort of phenomena? Or am I literally just nuts?