Question

**Trittico** · 08-23-2012

I've been discussing a lot of this phenomena experiences etc with my granma who is very much into these subjects of spirituality and out of the blue she sent me a letter asking if I remember when I would complain about my 'wings'.

Being the secretary that she is, she wrote down in a diary all of my strange comments I made as a child but her most disturbing (to her anyways in a sense that she really came to understand that I was not of the "normal breed") was when she'd put me to bed (I was about four or five) I would complain about my wings bothering me in bed. I couldn't (and to this day cannot) stand laying on my back intentionally to go to sleep. Sure I'll wake up on my back at times but I'm not at all comfortable. For years (I had forgotten that whole wing thing) I just chalked my uncomfortable feeling to perhaps I had died tragically or horrifically on my back and that was something my soul couldn't stand in this life. Well, recently, in the last five years or so, I get this sensation on my back in two distinct spots: just on my shoulder blades. It's as if I'm carrying something, an extra weight, that I cannot see. Sitting straight up in a chair is no problem for me because it feels like there is something on my back. I always thought I had an active imagination but this is something that I've carried for years and would like an explanation. I lost a lot of my memories in several head injuries as a child, however, they are returning bit by bit. She also said that I used to say they were brown (to be more descriptive, a darker version of my hair color, which I've been labeled as a blonde brunette, or a very dark blonde)

Anyone else have this sort of phenomena? Or am I literally just nuts?

**Seed** · 08-23-2012

while i can relate on the sleeping part but i've kinda had insomnia lately. hopefully it goes away someday. i don't really like that feeling of being tired thats why.

**Aerostone85** · 08-23-2012

Originally Posted by Trittico

I've been discussing a lot of this phenomena experiences etc with my granma who is very much into these subjects of spirituality and out of the blue she sent me a letter asking if I remember when I would complain about my 'wings'.

Being the secretary that she is, she wrote down in a diary all of my strange comments I made as a child but her most disturbing (to her anyways in a sense that she really came to understand that I was not of the "normal breed") was when she'd put me to bed (I was about four or five) I would complain about my wings bothering me in bed. I couldn't (and to this day cannot) stand laying on my back intentionally to go to sleep. Sure I'll wake up on my back at times but I'm not at all comfortable. For years (I had forgotten that whole wing thing) I just chalked my uncomfortable feeling to perhaps I had died tragically or horrifically on my back and that was something my soul couldn't stand in this life. Well, recently, in the last five years or so, I get this sensation on my back in two distinct spots: just on my shoulder blades. It's as if I'm carrying something, an extra weight, that I cannot see. Sitting straight up in a chair is no problem for me because it feels like there is something on my back. I always thought I had an active imagination but this is something that I've carried for years and would like an explanation. I lost a lot of my memories in several head injuries as a child, however, they are returning bit by bit. She also said that I used to say they were brown (to be more descriptive, a darker version of my hair color, which I've been labeled as a blonde brunette, or a very dark blonde)

Anyone else have this sort of phenomena? Or am I literally just nuts?

I have yes! That is were I get my back pain as well. I use to feel them esp when I meditate! If I were you I would look furthur into that. You could very well be an angel reincarnated. It is very possible there are a lot of us!

**sentienne** · 08-23-2012

I've been doing a lot of energy work on people's wings. It's been a big problem as of late. I've seen quite a few people having wing-itis (so to speak).

My mother also wrote down everything we used to say when we were kids - but I don't know if there was anything like this. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't say anything like that to her (even when I used to see ghosts etc) because she probably would've had me exorcised.. but there might be some record from when I was very very small.

**Trittico** · 08-24-2012

I just want to know what this is about...I've been called upon by God for something but I don't want to go as far as to even remotely think I'm an angel by any degree (seems a bit more than I can chew .-.) I have many memories of flying and feathers (hence my lifelong love of dream catchers) and I have memories of standing beside Death. The Golden Lion has spoken to me several times, each time his words becoming clearer but I'm not quite there to understanding what he says. It's just so interesting that my granma would bring this out of the blue like she did. And it's much food for thought when I have long hours of standing watch -.-

**sentienne** · 08-24-2012

let me ask you this question, Trittico: Does it matter if you're an angel or not? If you believe you've been called upon by god to do something, what does being an Angel or a Human or an Indigo or whatever have to do with it? Would you still not do what you were called upon to do?

**Link** · 08-24-2012

Different kind of experience. My son, he's 17 now, but when he was born he had newborn nightmares, something very rare, I always knew it some kind of memories he had from before. When he first started walking he went into climbing right away. He perched on the edge of a chair without moving it, I'm talking 1 years old when he first started doing this. He was always on the roofs at the edges, he'd climb onto people shoulders, and he was almost weightless. He'd jump from roof to roof, chair to floor, and we'd never hear him land. The day I brought him home from the hospital, sparrows flew in the house. His abilities put mine to shame, and mine are pretty extraordinary if I don't say so myself. He is an angel.
Sounds like you might be to. Some of us are.