12.07.03 Alone

Shockwaves, vibrations coming
going, going coming. Insanity, sanity,
flowing, growing, flowing, growing.
Circling, lifting, circling, lifting,
endless e-MOTIONs, moving,
softening.

12.07.03 Knowledge

Knowing everything, nothing new wherever
I look. Same patterns occurring, everywhere
I sneeze. Same corruptions everywhere I think.
History, repeating itself, errors being long lost,
redoing it again and again and again into the darkness
Forbidden knowledge for the wrong. A life
commitment to the better. Endless cries,
endless suffering because of the wrong.

Seeing through walls of corruption,
swallowing and eating their corruptions,
getting perverted by them. Getting used
by them, because I have no feelings,
my heart is lost, I am a living machine...

12.07.03 Era

A new dawn, a new sun, a new
life, a new peace, a new cloud,
a new star, a new child, a new life,
a new death, a new direction, a new
dimension, and still you are blind?

12.07.03 Heart

Where is my heart? Why doesn’t it beat?
What is the purpose without this rhythm?
Music showing me emotions.

A place of stone, a mechanism of the
unsolvable, infinite locks with no keys.
Endless traps with spikes, no one even
dares to enter. No joy, no love, only
death. Go away...

Cries of oceans, cries of clouds,
falling of stars. Rage of a sun,
dying of everything it touches,
swallowing myself, exploding
stars. Cold like nothingness,
endless winter. Where is
my warmth?

Going to the infinite for answers,
only to see that it was right there
in front of you all the time.
More cries, more oceans
more clouds, and the circle
begins again...

12.07.03 Hunter

Raising hell, raising fire, raising
toughness, raising egos,
flowing like water, killing like
fire. Killing you, giving you,
burning you, kicking you,
shouting:
“wake up! wake up! this is the end.”

Don’t shout, don’t think,
don’t move, don’t breathe,
don’t run, don’t blink, don’t
look, it is right behind you...

Run, and I will catch up,
blink and I will blink faster,
think and I will think faster,
shout and I will roar,
look and I will gaze,
because I am right in front of you...

13.07.03 Dimensions

Switching and swapping before
you even see, going
before you even feel.
Flying in between, flying above,
flying below, am everywhere
where I am not.

Where I am not I am.
Inverting, me to see,
light to dark,
red to water,
Changing without announcement,
moving you too, I am past, I am future,
I am not now but were now. Past is,
future was, so who are you?

13.07.03 Riddles

Riddle twiddle on the ball,
give me who is in at wall,
to who, give me, when, then,
now, never, react, deact...
Who am I?

13.07.03 My life

I am tree, I am plant, I am flower,
I give, I take nothing, I get burned,
I get killed, I get offered, I get hated,
I get kicked, I get used, I grow up,
I am immortal, I help you.

Tree to tree, plant to plant, flower
to flower, grass to grass, climate
to climate, everything to everyone,
everyone to everything,
here I stand.

13.07.03 Blackhole

Pitchblack, pitchwhite, one
in grey, only one, not too in
but tree in growth.

Hole to worms, worms to earth,
earth to fire, fire to black,
black to hole...

13.07.03 Future

Futures comes, futures goes,
who ever cares? I work for
tomorrow, but never for
yesterday. Constant
running, into the future,
unable to stop.

17.07.03 Nothingness

Go into the nothingness,
be forgotten, die, live alone
forever without joy, create
new worlds, create new
destructions, be cold and distant,
just destroy and create,
do what you want until you
get bored and decide to come
back to Everything...

17.07.03 The Ring(s)

The Ring Of Fire, Everburning,
Exploring, Helping, Teaching,
Purifying, Destroying, Burning,
Marking, Raging,
Eternal Knowledge

The Ring Of Water, Everflowing,
Cooling, Loving, Helping, Cleansing,
Feeding, Nurturing, Tranquility,
Eternal Love

The Ring Of Air, Everblowing,
Searching, Playing, Moving,
Transmitting, Transparent, Invisible,
Calming, Softening,
Eternal Wisdom

The Ring Of Earth, Evercycling,
Frightening, Death, Soil, Growing,
Gaia, Connecting, Building, Sacrificing,
Eternal Growth

01.08.2003 Something New

Cycle after cycle,
pattern after cycle,
same sorrow, same
cry, same burden,
same cycle...

29.09.03 Darkness

Come with me, to
the pitch black darkness,
if you lack direction,
look up and cast a
ball of light to guide
you through, the everlasting
darkness...

01.12.2003 Eternal love

The further I go, the more I can remember,
of who you are. A universe away and I die
from yearning because I see the whole
beauty of you.

Shadows and Illusions takeover
and I run away only to come crawling back
with remorse.

16.12.2003 K a o

Growing, croaking with wind,
senses without sight, blind, but
still with loving light, 331
years old, 164 feet tall, taller than
tallest, wiser than wisest, respect and heart
connects like work of art, reflecting a
star-chart inside your soul-part, fulfilling
two, giving you soil to grow in...

21.12.2003 Lumi

White bright coldness,
how beautiful you are, shine
in the moon light,
lighten the darkpaths at night,
every flake living its own life,
some fuse, some break, but tonight
you wake the daughter of ice,
the queen of winter

06.01.2004 Emptiness

I am none.
I am void.

25.01.2004 ...

My life, running through,
I am not present,
Drops of liquid, dripping
into the ocean. Web of time
going past me without noticing
anything. Withering away without
living, where am I?

18.03.2004 Lost

Wandering again in dust,
letting go of my lust,
alone, striving, wishing
for a long thriving,
thoughts of confusion,
material delusion, unknown intrusion,
immaterial fusion, whispers
of right and wrong, here and there,
commandments and cravings...

18.04.2004 Abused

Sometimes mind is abused,
the world gets diffused,
illusion takes over while binding in delusion,
huge invisible pain, controlling
whilst shadows reign, and hold you insane,
a battle is fought which makes
you sane, all the pain transmutes
to a spiritual gain, an invaluable
spark of beauty in the heavenly realm.