memory and blah

[Cicero]

I've never had anything close to a good memory. But lately I've noticed that I am unable to retain information. All other academic conceptualizations, texts--all factual based information that Ihad spent years learning are all suddenly inaccessible. And the very act of reading and research has become a tedious bore. also, my mental capacities are backwards and inside out, I can't understand what anyone says i.e. I ask them to repeat themselves because at first it sounds like gibberish or I myself cannot speak--the verbal potentials rest at the tip of my tongue and then quickly evaporate before they are able to audibly manifest. Along with bursts of rage and negativity, I find that I am no longer able to function at all, anywhere. I have not hit my head against a wall in months, so i'm gonna rule out bruises on the brain.

har.. so, just thought I'd ask if anyone else had similar experiences with memory loss, brain sprain etc..as a result of this whole awakening process.

*I do plan on getting a CAT scan and other scan-likestuffs done to rule out any physical brain damage.

[builderofcastles]

Good day

Forget the brain scans, they will find nothing.

I will try to explain why. This is a rather lengthy subject and will take me time to put into words.

You have reached a point... where, the old paradigm, the one you were taught in school, does not work. Their paradigm goes like this: The brain is a box and you put all your stuff into it. Sure the box may get full, but stuff will just leak out and you will be ok. Don't look at how old people's brains are functioning. Everything is just fine with our paradigm.

Well, that paradigm is bunk.
Here are some examples to break your brain (quite literally, if you haven't noticed)

• All the knowledge of the universe is available to you. Put the entire universe in your brain.
• You have memories of your life. There are quite a lot of memories, and you are still young, right? Well, you have memories of all your lives. All of them! And you can go and recall any one of them. If you try to chronographically categorize them (like the brain is a box people think to do this) your head will explode just on the dates alone. You won't even get to the information stored.
• You are connected to ever soul in this universe and many many others that are just touching into this universe. Just try to remember their names.

And this thing they call language? That is so much baloney. What goes on between the speaker and the listener is astounding.

I have personally had times when I look at a piece of paper, and although I know the words, and know they are written in English, I cannot read it.

I will try to explain all of this.

Right now, get centered, focused and grounded.
Your ability to work with the universe will rely almost solely with your ability to stay centered.

I suggest meditating. If you haven't, start.

More soon

BuilderOfCastles

[dude]

I've never had anything close to a good memory. But lately I've noticed that I am unable to retain information. All other academic conceptualizations, texts--all factual based information that Ihad spent years learning are all suddenly inaccessible. And the very act of reading and research has become a tedious bore. also, my mental capacities are backwards and inside out, I can't understand what anyone says i.e. I ask them to repeat themselves because at first it sounds like gibberish or I myself cannot speak--the verbal potentials rest at the tip of my tongue and then quickly evaporate before they are able to audibly manifest. Along with bursts of rage and negativity, I find that I am no longer able to function at all, anywhere. I have not hit my head against a wall in months, so i'm gonna rule out bruises on the brain.

har.. so, just thought I'd ask if anyone else had similar experiences with memory loss, brain sprain etc..as a result of this whole awakening process.

*I do plan on getting a CAT scan and other scan-likestuffs done to rule out any physical brain damage.

Yup, really bad for a while. I even had stuttering problem for a few months.

Things that helped:
bacopa (supplement) - buy it in bulk so it's cheap as dirt. Good for memory and the brain in general
fish oil - most fish oil brands that I've tried say about 3 caps a day, I bumped it to 5 and got great results
ginko biloba - another supplement for the brain
get exercise - both cardio and resistance
try to get a better diet
gotta let it pass. Hopefully you transition isn't too long or too hard but if it's severe, the transition calls the shots.

Regarding the burst of rage and negativity:
Sedona Method
eft http://www.emofree.com/
St. John's Wort
gotta let it pass again. Honestly, I don't think there's a great answer for this. The stuff I suggested helps but it really only softens it. If it's the really the awakening process, you got a let go of some denser stuff and the best you can do it is not resist too much and maybe help it along a bit with some of the suggestions listed or from someone else

Actually one thing I've playing around with lately and will get into more shortly:
http://indigosociety.com/links-need-...6248#post86248

I would recommend to any energy sensitive person to at least check out the freebie.

[Becca11:33]

Definitely! It's been a problem for a while now, but it comes and goes. It's definitely affected my work performance unfortunately, but luckily my assistant has helped me. I've had to just be blunt and tell my boss that I do not have a good memory (even though I know this is related to ascension/awakening stuff). I also opened my mouth to speak while training someone and I just could not speak, or what I wanted to say was just GONE. It was like I wanted to take everything I know and just instantly implant it into my assistant's brain! (I believe that's telepathy lol)

What I read about it was is that these things are happening because of living in the present moment (hence forgetting things) and obviously our desire to communicate is now finding words sluggish and our language unfit to truly describe our experiences.

There was a time at the beginning of this that I felt I was living in the past/present/future all at the same time! Remembering memories I haven't thought about for years, or kids I knew in school that I haven't remembered since the last time I saw them.

The important thing is to learn not to judge yourself harshly about all of this because it's completely part of the natural process.

[TheRavenMother]

In my personal experience I felt a CAT scan slice through the layers of my brain, and although the dr said i can stand up now and go home, I was too dizzy for upto 2 days to walk properly, and this kinda spurred on more visions for me, ironically!
Maybe coincidence, I dont know, I personally dont believe in coincidences, but since the CAT scan last July, my transition seems to be faster, and more deep!

[Cicero]

Good day

Forget the brain scans, they will find nothing.

I will try to explain why. This is a rather lengthy subject and will take me time to put into words.

You have reached a point... where, the old paradigm, the one you were taught in school, does not work. Their paradigm goes like this: The brain is a box and you put all your stuff into it. Sure the box may get full, but stuff will just leak out and you will be ok. Don't look at how old people's brains are functioning. Everything is just fine with our paradigm.

Well, that paradigm is bunk.
Here are some examples to break your brain (quite literally, if you haven't noticed)

• All the knowledge of the universe is available to you. Put the entire universe in your brain.
• You have memories of your life. There are quite a lot of memories, and you are still young, right? Well, you have memories of all your lives. All of them! And you can go and recall any one of them. If you try to chronographically categorize them (like the brain is a box people think to do this) your head will explode just on the dates alone. You won't even get to the information stored.
• You are connected to ever soul in this universe and many many others that are just touching into this universe. Just try to remember their names.

And this thing they call language? That is so much baloney. What goes on between the speaker and the listener is astounding.

I have personally had times when I look at a piece of paper, and although I know the words, and know they are written in English, I cannot read it.

I will try to explain all of this.

Right now, get centered, focused and grounded.
Your ability to work with the universe will rely almost solely with your ability to stay centered.

I suggest meditating. If you haven't, start.

More soon

BuilderOfCastles

I am working on it. I look forward to any other information you might have.

[Cicero]

TheRavenMother, I was diagnosed at 15 with a form of epilepsy. I can't recall the name but they determined that I had seizures while asleep. ok, i don't know why i just said this, or what it has to do with anything, but i'll just let it go for now..I'll try the CAT scan for the chance, as selfish as it is, to have visions.

Thank you ALL for your insights!