Peeks her head in to see if she's had any words yet. Nope!! s'ok, I'm enjoying and eagerly awaiting!!!! And like Hall said, I would love to see a reading on you Steph!!! Your energy is SO brilliant and beautiful, like a beacon for so many!! I love to bask in the warmth of your sunshine!!!
Gosh you are bright!!! *hugs* Cheers to you this beautiful day!!
Dancingstar...so many things expected of you. So many things you are supposed to be for so many people. Sometimes it feels overwhelming, exhausting even, but then all it takes is one person saying "oh! I get it!" and you get re-energized. Too bad that doesn't happen more often though, and some days it seems as if you'll never be able to break through some people's shells. There is one in particular that is a rather hard to get through to. Pity that it is the one you want to get through to the most.
Whatever you do, don't give up! It may not seem as if they are listening, but days, weeks, months even years down the road they may remember something you said, something you did, and the shell will crack.
But anyway....to your energy...
Well that's a first! I feel heat radiating off you - almost like someone with a sunburn, only this isn't physical heat but energetic heat. Your energetic furnace is turned up high and sometimes cranks out more heat than you know what to do with. And what I keep seeing in my head looks like an infrared picture of a person-shape, and the core is a white-hot heat, turning to yellow, then red, then just a pinkish-violet on the outside, but tendrils/flickers/flashes of the white hot and yellow keep breaking through, making the top layers sparkly. Every now and again, when the heat builds up too high, you have a "flash" where everything turns white/yellow and then goes back to how it was. Interesting, because it almost seems to overwhelm you! Do you get drained occasionally? Probably after a really clear insight or energetic burst, and then you feel drained? That would be why. You've got a lot of energy there - but the problem is, you're not harnessing it. Harnessing isn't restricting, so don't be afraid of the word - harnessing is putting it to use, keeping the fire steady and controllable so it doesn't consume you, or drain you.