If anybody is being followed by a secret society it would be me. I have had 3 near death experiences where I should have died. I once had 35% methanol(i beleive) in my blood. 4% can kill a person. Not only did I have it in my blood but for serveral hours and went to sleep. I wont talk about my other incidents but im being helped by someone, I can feel it. I got a weird invitation in my email from a legit person, using references from websites i posted on. He was asking me to go on his website and do a psychic aptitude test. He said he needed my help if I passed. Problem is I have 0 control over my abilities. I am strongest when I am sleeping or astral project. I never purposely astral project anymore due to some very bad experiences with evil spirits and such(trust me im not crazy). I know this is random but I love this community here! I was on a psychic website before and didnt seem to fit in. The positivity I read regarding help and just nice compliments here and there actually fills the emptiness I feel. If anybody wants to chat or here my story [email protected]. I am always seeking help with my abilities so feel free to give some pointers or advice too!