Vampire: Past Lives

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

I very much enjoyed the Sumeria and Vampires thread...but I wanted to start a new one....I personally would love to hear from others on this site who have had past lives as a vampire.....not if you're one now....that's a whole other story and thing....

My first vision was in either Egypt or Sumeria...I was looking out from my chamber at a city down below....I felt a despising disgust for everything..for the city..for the worlld...for me...for my consort at the time that sat in a big lumpy throne across the room....for the slave/servant girl that was now kneeling/presented before me....I looked at her, brought her against me, groping her breast, stroking her hair....kissing her....she loved me, i couldn't stand it...i was no God....i snapped her neck in a seconds notice...drank little....

...I remember being alive for a very long time in a lifetime as one. There are some in present day I remember from a time or two, there are some that sat with me...some that tried to destroy me...some that tried to play God to the other creatures/humans on earth...

Existence was beautiful yet bittersweet.....I remember a "war", much between ourselves....and most were destroyed. most.

Ah....anyone else want to add there experience here? I would much much appreciate it...much love to you all!

Kaitlin
Wolf

[SteveThePirate]

As I recounted to you one night, I shall again tell my story of my Aztec life.

I was viewed as a God of darkness among the people. I sat alone in a cave within the mountains. I hated being there and the fact that they saw me as a God. I wanted to be released from my "prison". There was a princess of theirs that they would send up into the mountains to speak to me. I had fallen in love with her. She was the "voice" of her people and would tell me what they would ask of me. I would drink from her and gain the visions and voices of the people. I waited years until the Spanish came and conquered them. That was my time to find release and I did.

What makes this story all the more interesting is that this same Aztec princess, I have met in this lifetime. Our "pull" towards one another carries with it great consequences.

[amunrah]

My name was Itelgor, and I was a force to be reckoned with.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

As I recounted to you one night, I shall again tell my story of my Aztec life.

I was viewed as a God of darkness among the people. I sat alone in a cave within the mountains. I hated being there and the fact that they saw me as a God. I wanted to be released from my "prison". There was a princess of theirs that they would send up into the mountains to speak to me. I had fallen in love with her. She was the "voice" of her people and would tell me what they would ask of me. I would drink from her and gain the visions and voices of the people. I waited years until the Spanish came and conquered them. That was my time to find release and I did.

What makes this story all the more interesting is that this same Aztec princess, I have met in this lifetime. Our "pull" towards one another carries with it great consequences.

so sad yet beautiful....such a plight...the beautiful beings we were, and they wanted to worship us...but we were nothing more or less...just different...abominations and damned i used to think....but ive felt that same feeling in this lifetime *shrugs* life is such art isn't it?

[SteveThePirate]

My name was Itelgor, and I was a force to be reckoned with.

That's it? That's all you can recall? There must be more to it than that.

[SteveThePirate]

so sad yet beautiful....such a plight...the beautiful beings we were, and they wanted to worship us...but we were nothing more or less...just different...abominations and damned i used to think....but ive felt that same feeling in this lifetime *shrugs* life is such art isn't it?

It sure is. The feelings follow from lifetime to lifetime. But that is for us to overcome and shine brightly. Just as you have done in recent weeks

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

....to add more of my vampire life....

if any of you have ever seen the movie Interview with a vampire i guess i could best describe my demenor as that of Louis...

i was very quiet...very in thought...loved art...love humans and just life itself...and at the same time despised the wretched actions around me...

i despised those seeking power, greed...what gain did that ever bring? and i ask those who read this that stood with me...i know you're listening.

i watched you all in all your glamour...(not ALL but u know who i speak of)...and i was silent...until they turned it upon me....one of the oldest...and why was i so old? cause i knew how to shut my mouth....ah the jealousy...tisk...one cannot live and access the "power" without respect for it...

so they turned....but it was time, time for us to go....as i did as many did....

[SteveThePirate]

....to add more of my vampire life....

if any of you have ever seen the movie Interview with a vampire i guess i could best describe my demenor as that of Louis...

i was very quiet...very in thought...loved art...love humans and just life itself...and at the same time despised the wretched actions around me...

i despised those seeking power, greed...what gain did that ever bring? and i ask those who read this that stood with me...i know you're listening.

i watched you all in all your glamour...(not ALL but u know who i speak of)...and i was silent...until they turned it upon me....one of the oldest...and why was i so old? cause i knew how to shut my mouth....ah the jealousy...tisk...one cannot live and access the "power" without respect for it...

so they turned....but it was time, time for us to go....as i did as many did....

Louis Tis I Lestat LOL Strangely enough, my "father" is nicknamed Armand. But as we have read from the Anne Rice novels, Lestat's sire was Magnus and not Marius as the movie would have us believe. Why did I even get into the Vampire Chronicles btw LOL I'm a lot like Lestat though I guess. Not afraid to challenge those in authority.

[amunrah]

That's it? That's all you can recall? There must be more to it than that.

I was born in aprox 4000 bc. I was chieftan of my district. I thirsted for power. I sold my soul to the devil. I was a tyrant... but now I have the last laugh... because I am good.



Cost of my shades = 10 bucks

Cost of my shoes = don't remember

Cost of selling my soul to the devil = my soul

expression on his face when he found out he got ripped off = priceless

[SteveThePirate]

LOL Good one amunrah.

[-LW]

was drawn to this thred because i have always liked anne rice and all the movies plus bram strokers drac - the past life thing? living a long time? redemtion? people worshiping us in other lives not necessarily this kind - but i dream of myself in a yellow flowing gown with people in masses listening to me / it was something that lots of people would come to listen to? why?

i can't put my finger on why i like these movies, think it's because i always feel sorry for their not fitting in. i normally shy away from any other movies that have to do with gore? yik i always wondered if i was just interested in the supernatural of these? all supernatural movies interest me tho. . . the sexuality of those portrayed in them is something too - i don't know why i like these movies? i do like gary oldman in bram strokers drac. liked lewie, and his dilema. queen of the damned with stewart townsend.?
also now that i left california i will wear mucho black and navy blue jeans my tan has faded - read once that people who wear black don't want anyone too too close to them, normally don't wear color until summer- i just like clean lines and to be ready for work sol black white and blueish indigo it is - sneekers are black with a little white an red stripe. and well this is quizical.? i do love color on others tho and i like white too - white ring etc. abought it. i feel bizzare posting this.

[-LW]

i just thought of this, i did a trade with a tarot card reader yesterday. she had me pull my power card after a way extensive reading and it was.

THE HIGH PRIESTESS
Basic Card Symbols

Blue, white and black colors, pomegranates, Isis moon crown, veil, solar cross, crescent moon. Black & white lotus, pillars.
All this made me think of it.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

was drawn to this thred because i have always liked ann rice and all the movies plus bram strokers drac - the past life thing? living a long time? redemtion? people worshiping us in other lives? i can't put my finger on why i like these movies, i always feel sorry for their not fitting in. i normally shy away from any other movies that have to do with gore? yik i always wondered if i was just interested in the supernatural of these? like the medium etc. the sexuality of those portrayed in them is something too - i don't know why i like these movies? i do like gary oldman in bram strokers drac. liked lewie, and his dilema. queen of the damned with stewart townsend.?
also now that i left california i will wear mucho black and navy blue jeans my tan has faded - read once that people who wear black don't want anyone too too close to them, i just thought it was proper work attire until jokingly someone said i was vampirish coz i don't normally wear color until summer- i just like clean lines and to be ready for work, and i thought her place being dark was a good thing? what? i like night. and well this link is quizical.? i do love color on others tho and i like white too - white ring etc. bought it. i feel bizzare posting this.

you're not bizarre

i agree the sexuality is what makes anne rice novels intense....

[-LW]

i never thought myself as having a life as one tho, but i do enjoy some of the feelings they portray in the movie as i have had them in myself? just especially feeling sorry for them, and i love the scene of gary olman living so long his true love comes back around looks the same remembers her life with him. then his eyes going up at the end at his death, like a christed being.

i did have a dream once that i was being chased by a suductive spirit that was attractive and once we started to engage intamately i sensed he wanted more, but i jumped on a tin roof like i could jump that high right. lol
he could not get to me. i was saying certain things to him as he walked around me in a circle, my words kept him from me - then the sun rose up and i could get down and walk through a big path of trees, and be happy in the sun. dreams are strange . . .

the duality thing.
life is a trip and so are my dreams.

[Adalis]

I'm an incarnated elf. I don't recall much of past lifetimes as an elf but I do recall that I made jewelry for my tribe. What's interesting is that I'm into jewelry making in this lifetime and have been for a few years, even before I found out what I am. I also recall having great pride in my tribe and in one memory, I recall seeing my hands and they were really white.

Also, preserving, protecting and nurturing Nature is very important to elves, not sure if this applies to all elves. I've also discovered that it seems that some elves have a higher regard for the planet than people, myself included.

[SteveThePirate]

Very interesting Adalis. You may be the first person I have ever heard say they are an incarnated elf. I'm reminded of the elf people from the Lord of the Rings trilogy when I think of elves. Are they pretty close to what you recall? I'm asking because I felt Tolkien not only created that world but seems to have an extensive knowledge about things of the elvin nature.

[Tear_of_the_WoLF]

ive met many elven many many....greeetings

...just wanted to share...im sseeeeing....and its urgent even though its past....i see....and its kinda a lot on my head.....ahhhhhh...

[SteveThePirate]

ive met many elven many many....greeetings

...just wanted to share...im sseeeeing....and its urgent even though its past....i see....and its kinda a lot on my head.....ahhhhhh...

*pounce* I'm curious now. As I lay down tonight, send your thoughts my way so that I may get a glimpse of what you are seeing.

[Rachel]

i don't have actuall memories,or visions of being a vampire,but i feel like i used to be one.and i have fangs and like to bite things.i have always feel conected and the same as vampires.i think its awsomw that you guys can remember,i can't.

[SteveThePirate]

i don't have actuall memories,or visions of being a vampire,but i feel like i used to be one.and i have fangs and like to bite things.i have always feel conected and the same as vampires.i think its awsomw that you guys can remember,i can't.

One day you might. Until then, I feel that you are doing so much to help those around you. You are showing God's light within you. They feel it too Rachel You are truly an angel among us all. If memories or visions or dreams of a vampiric existence never come to you, then I don't feel you missed anything.