I've been having some very strange developments.
As some may recall, a few years ago a dragon spirit (for lack of a better term), bonded onto my right arm, with the head on the back of my had. at first it covered the forearm, then grew to cover the whole arm, and now wraps up to my shoulder.
Now thanks to this being I was able to focus and amplify my energy much better.
Recently, I went though some metabolic changes (loss of weight and appetite but not energy for about 18 months, then the opposite for about 6 months, and now it's coming back again).
Now I've always had temper issues. My energy is volatile and tends to burn up when I upset. but lately I've has more and more trouble controling my mood and I've noticed that my dragon doens't just react to energy anymore. It's reacting directly to the anger, like it was coming alive because of it.
I don't know if it's just a reaction or not but I'm a little concerned, so any insight from you guys would help.
Also my energy has been changing. I used to have blue and red energy (blue for protection, red when taken from anger) which I merged into a purple aura. then it became gold (from the dragon). Now it's a mix of black and gold. (black base, then intensified to gold). Also I can't charge my energy anymore (I used to build it up and spread it in my body). I can still channel it easily outside my body, but I can't feel it inside of me.