school :(

[ladyluck1910]

you know thought i would just post this since i'm having a super hard time, i made the decision to go back to college and get my degree, yet i'm realizing i've never really liked school.. well the thing is i love learning and if i could sit in class all day i really wouldn't mind it, if i was intellectually stimulated that is but when it comes to home work i can't stand it . i totally procrastinate and get so easily distracted... just don't feel like doing it see don't know if this is sheer stubborness or laziness lol like for example i have 4 page paper due tommorow morning yet i'm up posting a thread on here lol what is up with that ...

[h0bby1]

well i think you can use technique somewhat close to meditation to empty your head and just get into the thing , but well it a bit boring to have nothing in the head all the day =)

[ladyluck1910]

lol yeah that would be nice!!! but enjoy thinking sometimes it's not always a good thing i hvae been practising clearing my mind, yet i just can't get in the groove of it yet lol

[h0bby1]

the problem when you go to higher degree of school is that you need to provide a great amount of work and for being successfull in this , it need that you have your mind clear for almost all the day which seems not to be easy for some of ppl here including me , that's why i failed in school and then the 'serious' guyz will tell you that the other thing you think are kinda useless and you better do you home work the best you can instead of dreaming and get your head on lots of things that look (and are) more interesting to you ...

[h0bby1]

i spoke of this matter with lots of ppl because it always interested me to know why i couldn't get well into school etc, and really the thing i think is the real goal of school is more to clear your mind and make it act as a tool for the society more than to really make it grow

[h0bby1]

this matter look really more and more obvious to me when i see the global teaching path they make you follow in school, in all the domains , its really a matter of inserting you in a certain place in the society place, not only with the real knowledege linked to your future job, but also philosophycally and spiritually ...

[h0bby1]

if i was really pissed i would call it brainwashing more that teaching

[h0bby1]

i know some math teachers too now, and i spoke a bit with them, and most teacher do not teach things the way they'd like to , and follow the school programs, and have no time to do other things

[h0bby1]

the point of getting a diploma is more to be brainwashed and shaped to fit in the hierarchy and enterprise/money/banking world

[ladyluck1910]

wow that's an interesting way of putting it no one ever worded it that way lol yeah i'm person day dreaming about something else when the teacher is talking or trying to read my teachers mind or the person sitting beside me lol, thanks ofr the advice what were u in school for ? if u don't mind me asking.. it's funny most people tell me that the reason why i have a hard time is cause i'm not concentrating hard enough but its more cause i'm thinking way too much lol

[h0bby1]

and now it just piss me off to see ppl that feel the same way i felt, because i had time to study the matter a lot now on the whole point of our life in the society with school/work/money

[h0bby1]

i followed science schooling

[h0bby1]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPAGU3o5idM i LOVE this video

[h0bby1]

but the whole way school work, but putting notes and numbers, sorting people around, you get a good aprection you get more money etc, we are so much used to it that it seem natural, but in the truespeaking, its really not. ppl are much more than money and apreciations and this way of formatting ppl is really to brainwash you for you to accept a hierarchy ... or something like that

[ScatterBrain]

Wooooooooooow you care too much about your post count...

[h0bby1]

i love the video when the kid make drawing on his paper instead of copying the course it was just me lol 'get me out of here' lol

[ScatterBrain]

And yeah, i hated school for lots of reasons. But i never did homework...

[h0bby1]

i don't give a fuck to my post count lol

[ScatterBrain]

I sort of thought liek if i go to school for six ****ing hours and learn nothing important, then they want me to go home and 'revise' all this easy as **** meaningless shit, then they can go **** themselves. I always passes every test perfect for as long as i can remember but had c average for behaviour and never doing asignments/homework. I tried to reason with the teachers and show them how rediculous it was but their conformist little faggot minds couldnt snap out of thier ignorant chained daydream and they just said i was a troublemaker!!

[ScatterBrain]

And yeah justr another quick post to boost my post count