Realisations, barriers

[Idle Thoughts]

Man it only came as a shock to me as I was driving to work in the rain and I wasnt really even thinking when a thought popped in to my mind as it does.

Who am I really, and why am not really the person I think I am (wierdly it happens while listening to one of my favourite songs on my Ipod (yes I know it is illegal to drive while listening to an Ipod)).

When I was a younger child wanting to fit into "normal" society I buried the real person who I am. No wonder I sometimes feels as if my heart is screaming out.

So since I have had this realisation I will try to become the real person I am, not this fabrication of who I am.

It means breaking down personal belief system, barrier built over the past 25+ years, understanding who I am, pursuing my ideas with passion and conviction and being happy in my life.

Anyone that is my goal for this lifetime.

[sshenry]

Idle, I hear you...at about the age of 28 I found my beliefs and support systems being pulled out from under my feet like so many rugs. It isn't easy. It isn't fun. In fact it can be darned disorienting and disconcerting. But in the end it will sort itself out.

Namaste

[h0bby1]

(yes I know it is illegal to drive while listening to an Ipod)).

i'm calling the police right now. and enligthing music ... you are in big trouble.

[Satisfiction]

Welcome welcome!!! It's a can be a tough journey to make sometimes, but so well worth it in the end! If you need some help/support/answers to questions don't hestiate to contact one of us who have been through this process