Hello ^_^

[heartcurves]

I just thought I should make one of these.

I can't really describe myself, due to my astrological make-up, but I'll do the best that I can.

Most of the time, I'm a very silly person. I love joking around with people and making them laugh. It's the best feeling in the world. When they say laughing is medicine, I truly believe it is. There's no better feeling. I love making people feel happy, or welcomed.

I joined this site so I could finally meet people like me.
I feel so brought down by the world I live in.

I have best friends, but I don't like all of them.
It's not really hate, but it's more of an annoyance that just won't quit.
No one does it for me, around my area, that I've met so far.

I only get happy when I see clairvoyants, and people interested in the occult.
I'm not sure why but normal thinking drives me insane, as does analytical minds.
I cannot stand feeling like I'm being analyzed, because I feel everything I do is "wrong" or "abnormal". I've never once fit in, so having friends was always tough.

I'm a very friendly person, but as soon as people really get to know me, they either stray or get too attached. When they do that, I feel almost totally annoyed by their existence. It's nothing to do with them personally, I just need someone who can be on my level, in a serious conversation.

My own best friend uses me for material purposes, I feel I serve no purpose other than to take pictures of her and let her use my pool. [I have a professional camera, so of course she wants me to photograph her.]

It just really annoys me, she could care less about who I am. But, of course, I must always listen and advise her. I'd rather talk to a mute or even a deaf mute than her. At least they show some compassion. From her, it's mainly about her. And I'm sick of it. She can't connect on a deeper level with me.

The only one person in my life other than my mom that's interested in the same things as me, has let life take over and boys take over. Being in a relationship means more to her than anything.

So, I'm just out here looking for new friends, even if you're just online. I need to talk to people like me. I get more and more depressed with every passing day just talking to normal, misunderstanding people. Thanks ^_^

[heartcurves]

Hi and Welcome to IS.

I've been in that boat. I feel ya.

*hugs*

*hugs* Thank you ^_^ It's great to meet you.

[Idle Thoughts]

Heartcurves welcome to IS

[heartcurves]

Heartcurves welcome to IS

Thank you ^_^

[Zen]

You sound as though you'll fit right in here at IS! Welcome!

[heartcurves]

You sound as though you'll fit right in here at IS! Welcome!

Thanks I hope to get to know you all a lot better. ^_^ I already love this place.

[sshenry]

Hello, and welcome to IS!

Please feel free to look around and make yourself at home. There is lots of good information in our archives, so the "search" tab can really come in usefull - just type in the subject you wish to look up (use quotations if you want to get specific) and watch the threads unroll

And feel free to ask questions! Jump into any thread/conversation that you find interesting, or start one of your own. If you have any questions, please, don't hesitate to ask!

Namaste

[heartcurves]

Hello, and welcome to IS!

Please feel free to look around and make yourself at home. There is lots of good information in our archives, so the "search" tab can really come in usefull - just type in the subject you wish to look up (use quotations if you want to get specific) and watch the threads unroll

And feel free to ask questions! Jump into any thread/conversation that you find interesting, or start one of your own. If you have any questions, please, don't hesitate to ask!

Namaste

Thank you very much, I'll definitely do so. ^^