expressing...........

[Rue]

to be honest, if you dont like what i have to say, then choose again.
go on , go ahead, disregard everything, scan over it, read what you like, discard what you dont, create your reality, this place, and in other places that are non internet, a-like, have always had a way of ignoring what i share.
we're supposed to be family? Family doesnt ignore other family members!
they listen, they hear, they share, they enjoy each others essence.
they throw their stuff at another person because it makes them feel better,
they take a nice deep breathe and swallow their pride and sense of self and allow the evervesent flow of everlasting life to flow through them,
they respectively tend to that which is not them, and clear themselves of it.

my feelings, oh and by the way telepathy isnt actual verbal communications with people...its communicating with feelings...a lot of you are in for a big surprise if you are an intellectual. thats just a fact..how do i know this? well because ive already been through the experience, and am contining to go through that which must be gone through with...

this board for a moment, has been very hypocritical.
ignorant too, and ill point it out...
for example, we as indigo's are not about authority, we are not about bickering back and forth with our kin, we are not about drama, we are about that which is of uttermost importance, the cleansing of the planet we live on.
a lot of beings on this board arent even indigo, yet they come here to learn perhaps about us, then they ease on in into what is taking place and just let it be because thats what they feel.or maybe its them wanting to intellectualize and compartmentalize the entire essence of it, which is rather disrespectful if you ask me.

if you are not an indigo and you are on this board, DO YOUR RESEARCH FIRST.
Have face to face conversations with a fellow brother...dont just come on here, blasting away all of your stuff, it certainly doesnt help others who are just in their early years of waking up...theyre looking for information....

when you have a thread about a subject, and you are conversing back and forth about it, dont perpetuate stupidity and ignorance on this board please, i am sure its not appreciated since people do actually want information, not intellectual conversations through a thread...they are there for informative purposes...not to just continue on the thread because theres a conversation you want to partake in...thus the thread losing all reference to what it was actually put for!
Gosh, i am very tired of seeing that, as i have been seeing it take place on here for a while, and why? because people are willing to actually choose that cycle, that pattern. and why? perhaps because they dont know any better?
and i know a lot of indigos who rely on themselves for discernment and not from others...however..there happens to be beings on here .... that hop on others backs like a monkey and follow them, support them..and support themselves in supportig them by not being who they are!@
that in and of itself perpetuates ignorance and stupidity, and surpresses your actual essence in creation...


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ive never been even looked at as a moderator for this board...why? because i am not popular maybe? i dont tell people what they want to hear..i tell them exactly what i feel ...and since ive been on here..not even a handful of people have actually unconditionally loved me...they only liked me and enjoyed speaking with me when i gave them what they want..which not only was attention..but it was the satisfaction of the egomind they sought out the most...and why would i ever do such a thing? out of my own desperation to be loved. so its a vertical learning curve for both parties,...and also

even if you arent replying to a thread...or reading the news..or any of that...
you are still a part of it all.. because we are all interconnected. intertwined..and never separate...got that?
so the moment you go to bark up my tree.....real eyes who you are barking at...not saying fear this or fear that...just suggesting you give respect where its due...and if you are dumb enough to even THINK for a second i am talking about myself...i am speaking on the behalf of others as well...on and off the board...the all.


i love you all unconditionally and i only want the best for everyone,,,,just dont come to me if you are looking for the answers because i will tell you to look inside yourself for them.....and why? because just giving them answers left and right up and own..all over out and through doesnt always help the being... yes we are all here to nurture each others growth...that i will do
but i am not anyone's wishing well...i am not coin operated!
i am totally willing to help you...you just have to be the one willing enough to help yourself and do the work,,why? because no one else can do it but you!
only you can "Save" yourself...which is to say...only you can live up to your highest potential..no one else can do it for you...

i will not cater to the egomind ....sso if suddenly me being who i am bothers you...its not my problem ..its your own...so check yourself before you get checked. which is to say examine everything about yourself that you have ever thought...and only remain true to that which is true about you...

love you
thank you

No!
no more mnind, no more intellectual conversations, no more religions, no more concepts, no more conceptualizing, no more talking in circles.
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP IT! GOD! JUST STOP IT!
JUST STOP!
geesh!
ive had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you
love
Rue

[{{d*@*b}}]

Welcome back to the posting world! Before I say anything else I don't doubt you have a wealth of information to share. Thanks and I appreciate that, but what I don't have patience for is stuff like this.

when you have a thread about a subject, and you are conversing back and forth about it, dont perpetuate stupidity and ignorance on this board please, i am sure its not appreciated since people do actually want information, not intellectual conversations through a thread...they are there for informative purposes...not to just continue on the thread because theres a conversation you want to partake in...thus the thread losing all reference to what it was actually put for!
Gosh, i am very tired of seeing that, as i have been seeing it take place on here for a while, and why? because people are willing to actually choose that cycle, that pattern. and why? perhaps because they dont know any better?
and i know a lot of indigos who rely on themselves for discernment and not from others...however..there happens to be beings on here .... that hop on others backs like a monkey and follow them, support them..and support themselves in supportig them by not being who they are!@
that in and of itself perpetuates ignorance and stupidity, and surpresses your actual essence in creation...

You tend to express a real belief in stupidity. Yes, people have moments of stupidity but even the most mentally disabled people are not stupid. If you want people to hear you do not insinuate that they might be stupid. Do not insult their inteligence or suggest that they might be lacking in inteligence. It shows a an over abundance of self importance. It comes off as if you think you know better than everyone else. It just gives your posts a hostile vibe.

This is another part that may show underlying hostility

just suggesting you give respect where its due...and if you are dumb enough to even THINK for a second i am talking about myself...i am speaking on the behalf of others as well...on and off the board...the all.

Why must you use the words dumb and stupid to make a point. It doesn't make me want to listen. Also why are you talking for everyone? How do you get the right to speak for "the all".

Please share but if we don't resonate with what you are saying that doesn't mean we are stupid.

[Hearsekid]

well, I can honestly say that I do have love for you, I love alot of various people, I love all my friends. I even love that crazy british jesus fellow. so something had you angry before you even posted this..what was it that set you off?

[Rue]

Welcome back to the posting world! Before I say anything else I don't doubt you have a wealth of information to share. Thanks and I appreciate that, but what I don't have patience for is stuff like this.

You tend to express a real belief in stupidity. Yes, people have moments of stupidity but even the most mentally disabled people are not stupid. If you want people to hear you do not insinuate that they might be stupid. Do not insult their inteligence or suggest that they might be lacking in inteligence. It shows a an over abundance of self importance. It comes off as if you think you know better than everyone else. It just gives your posts a hostile vibe.

This is another part that may show underlying hostility


Why must you use the words dumb and stupid to make a point. It doesn't make me want to listen. Also why are you talking for everyone? How do you get the right to speak for "the all".

Please share but if we don't resonate with what you are saying that doesn't mean we are stupid.

i agree and completely understand how you feel, thank you.
it wasnt that i was calling people dumb, its just how i felt in the moments which i was typing the words? okay, just as gesture of appreciation. i will discontinue the use of calling others stupid dumb or ignorant.
Thank you once again for sharing yourself with me.
speaking for the all....i guess it what happens when i get ahead of myself?
i just feel as though what i feel goes for the all...
and i guess in this experience it doesnt?
forgiveness on that, thank you.
for now on i will just speak for myself..and not for others..
thank you..
for now on i will not call others dumb stupid or ignorant, thank you.
if i feel any sort of what is known as hypocrisy, i will speak up about it..without the use of calling those beings who are hypocritical ignorant or stupid /dumb, i will simply let it go and allow them their expresion.
thank you.
not sure what else to put here so
i love you
thank you
Rue

[Hearsekid]

where's illuminati with the periods?

[Rue]

well, I can honestly say that I do have love for you, I love alot of various people, I love all my friends. I even love that crazy british jesus fellow. so something had you angry before you even posted this..what was it that set you off?

glad you asked, i was told that i wasnt being myself, that i have to suffer and feel pain in order to get into the higher dimensions , i was told that i was only being selfish and self centered and that i wasnt serving the highest good for myself or others...i was told that how i was living wasnt right...even though i dont perceive right or wrong, i was told that i either choose love or fear...
it was like i was back in society being told that how i was living isnt good enough, i was told i wasnt being the brilliance that i am....

then i started to feel tears and my throat get all locked up...like the feeling of wanting to cry but i dont because im stronger than that , so i got even more upset and hit a tree with my palm, not my first,, because thats just not intelligent in my book, unless my hand can physically go through the tree, then i would you know?

so i just sat on a bench, and went through a lot of so called pain and suffering, i felt the mind trying to trick me, i felt it trying to get me and feed off of me, and because i felt that way, i just started talking aloud telling it to go away and get off me and that i want to be left alone, i said dont touch me, dont look at me, just leave me be, let me be...stuff like that...
then after all that transformation, i came back to the laptop and decided to give indigo society a piece of myself....i basically just let it all go...feeling that i had long felt but always put aside because i have more confidence and more trust that people will come through and real eyes what i feel is actually going on...i know now that some of the words i used werent a way to properly express my feelings..especially when it comes across like belittlement or superiority complex you know?
so there you have it.
my nonchalonce
thank you for reading and responding
love you
Rue

[Hearsekid]

so who are you listening to? who told you how to feel or what to feel?

[Hearsekid]

yeah I know that throat feeling I hate that, the one thing that sucks about getting emotional and crying some, my throat starts hurting....

[Rue]

so who are you listening to? who told you how to feel or what to feel?

soul family.
turns out that through the experience of suffering you come to understand what matters most to you.

so i am happy to say that i am happy with everything that hast transpired.

[Rue]

Thanks you sister Imzadi
love
Rue

[UntoldGlory]

Sorry. Couldn't wade through that much mystical rambling with poor grammar and excessive use of periods.

Why can't "spiritual" people learn to type in complete sentences?

[Annette]

Wow, Rue!! Big hugs for you...big, unconditional, healing hugs! Thank you for sharing. I really felt that!

[bluewaterdance]

Hi Rue. I have read what you said at least 3x and really sense your frustration and hopes at the same time.

It is my particular sensitivity though - I wouldn't tend to share anything true in a family that "threw stuff at each other to make themselves feel better."

I hope you find more of what you need moving forward.

[{{d*@*b}}]

In families there are problems. People have problems, not everyone but some. That is no reason to stop sharing. What other people do, whatever their manners may be, no matter how they interact with family members has nothing to do with anything. Your'e expression is your vitality it is why we exist in the physical. We are here to express ourselves and recieve a reaction. So take it or leave it, those reactions as unpleasant as they may be are here to help you grow in your own way. To withdraw your expression from the world is to withdraw your conscious presence and to withdraw from the process of life. Express your thoughts at all cost but never be too rigid to change your mind.

[xoxos]

never be too rigid to change your mind.

self-contradictory potential spotted

[{{d*@*b}}]

Say what?

I think it may be one of those damn paradoxes again

[xoxos]

Say what?

I think it may be one of those damn paradoxes again

i expect it's a 'limitation' or function of the format of language

[lillies1978]

perhaps i just found a gem....

my feelings, oh and by the way telepathy isnt actual verbal communications with people...its communicating with feelings...a lot of you are in for a big surprise if you are an intellectual. thats just a fact..how do i know this? well because ive already been through the experience, and am contining to go through that which must be gone through with...

...i've been wondering about the "telepathy" so many describe as talking to each other, in fact just yesterday i read a post here on IS, stating it like that....and i was almost frustrated(well, not really, but in a way annoyed with myself) cause i cannot really do this......what i can do though, is connect to others via "feeling", that feeling itself is super hard to describe, but i know when i'm doing it!

So Rue, if this is "true", well than it explains a lot, a lot!!! Thank you for bringing this up here....i'm almost certain i was guided here just to read that!!!

Thank You!!!

[heartcurves]

I'm sorry you feel so strongly that people have ignored you. I haven't taken part in said ignoring but I really don't know you, either.

to be honest, if you dont like what i have to say, then choose again.
go on , go ahead, disregard everything, scan over it, read what you like, discard what you dont, create your reality, this place, and in other places that are non internet, a-like, have always had a way of ignoring what i share.
we're supposed to be family? Family doesnt ignore other family members!
they listen, they hear, they share, they enjoy each others essence.
they throw their stuff at another person because it makes them feel better,
they take a nice deep breathe and swallow their pride and sense of self and allow the evervesent flow of everlasting life to flow through them,
they respectively tend to that which is not them, and clear themselves of it.

Actually, quite often my family ignores me. Sometimes you have to do and think and breathe on your own. Family will always be there for you, but there's always going to be times where you have rough water with them. Unfortunately, friends are not family. Just because we're here for you, doesn't mean we're the same connection. Friend connections can either be stronger than family or weaker. I'm sorry that you're this hurt...what exactly happened?

my feelings, oh and by the way telepathy isnt actual verbal communications with people...its communicating with feelings...a lot of you are in for a big surprise if you are an intellectual. thats just a fact..how do i know this? well because ive already been through the experience, and am contining to go through that which must be gone through with...

Telepathy is the power to send mental images from one person to the other. Empathy is to feel what others feel. To put yourself in their position and carry their pain. That's empathy. Sympathy is to care, but not take on the problems as your own. Apathy is to not care at all. A means no, pathos means feelings or emotions. Em is together...sym is similar.

this board for a moment, has been very hypocritical.
ignorant too, and ill point it out...
for example, we as indigo's are not about authority, we are not about bickering back and forth with our kin, we are not about drama, we are about that which is of uttermost importance, the cleansing of the planet we live on.
a lot of beings on this board arent even indigo, yet they come here to learn perhaps about us, then they ease on in into what is taking place and just let it be because thats what they feel.or maybe its them wanting to intellectualize and compartmentalize the entire essence of it, which is rather disrespectful if you ask me.

To be an 'indigo' is to fight the systems of conformity. So, in a sense, it is about authority. It's about breaking authority, really.

Yeah, we shouldn't be about drama, but bickering helps in some cases. And some it doesn't. But sometimes people just need to let out their emotions. Being an indigo, some people may not understand how to cleanse themselves of the negativity they've ran through throughout the day and then they drain it here where they know people understand them and won't take it out on them for venting.

Why would them expressing their feelings be disrespectful??

if you are not an indigo and you are on this board, DO YOUR RESEARCH FIRST.
Have face to face conversations with a fellow brother...dont just come on here, blasting away all of your stuff, it certainly doesnt help others who are just in their early years of waking up...theyre looking for information....

Oh, I agree with the researching part. However, I'm said to be an indigo, and I know very little about it. I know the basic, highlighted in a sort of speak, rules that dictate whether or not you're an indigo.

I agree, people shouldn't judge or demean anything here, but dealing with other people, you will always find one or more people who do not agree and take things too far. In that you have to forgive them. They're only human, as are we. If we're all connected to God, so are they. So they have to be forgiven for their ignorance or anger towards you and leave it up to the light to cleanse your aura of the irritation that results from them in you. You have to understand maybe they won't ever get it, and that they're just people. If you can't forgive them, it only makes the situation worse.

when you have a thread about a subject, and you are conversing back and forth about it, dont perpetuate stupidity and ignorance on this board please, i am sure its not appreciated since people do actually want information, not intellectual conversations through a thread...they are there for informative purposes...not to just continue on the thread because theres a conversation you want to partake in...thus the thread losing all reference to what it was actually put for!

It is not appreciated. However, I enjoy conversations that are civil and take two sides. It's nice to see where others are coming from, where they derive their belief system and who they are as a person. Even if you don't agree with them, you can still respect them.

A lot of threads stray from the topic, although, that's to be expected. As indigos, we do kind of stray from topic to topic because we want to discuss it all. If you'd like to add to the topic, it might revive it and bring people back to the discussion on it.

Gosh, i am very tired of seeing that, as i have been seeing it take place on here for a while, and why? because people are willing to actually choose that cycle, that pattern. and why? perhaps because they dont know any better?
and i know a lot of indigos who rely on themselves for discernment and not from others...however..there happens to be beings on here .... that hop on others backs like a monkey and follow them, support them..and support themselves in supportig them by not being who they are!@
that in and of itself perpetuates ignorance and stupidity, and surpresses your actual essence in creation...

Eh, it's not so much that they don't know any better. People just like to talk, and discuss things. It's human nature. Sure, some get nasty. But that's when the other person needs to be a bigger person and just end the conversation.

Yes but sometimes people need guidance. Sometimes people need a common bond. Also, sometimes people can and will change their mind. It's not so much them being someone else, but maybe that's who they really are. We're all on this journey of self-discovery together. So it's bound to happen that people will change their minds.

ive never been even looked at as a moderator for this board...why? because i am not popular maybe? i dont tell people what they want to hear..i tell them exactly what i feel ...and since ive been on here..not even a handful of people have actually unconditionally loved me...they only liked me and enjoyed speaking with me when i gave them what they want..which not only was attention..but it was the satisfaction of the egomind they sought out the most...and why would i ever do such a thing? out of my own desperation to be loved. so its a vertical learning curve for both parties,...and also

Why do you want to moderate the message board?
I've told people what I feel, however I do it in a respectful manner. I'm not sure how you do, seeing as I've never posted with you prior to this time.

However, being a moderate is not what you think it is. It's very hard work, and you have to bite your tongue sometimes. You kind of have to make yourself unbiased. You can't really form connections. I'd rather have connections than be a sort of robotic person.

Maybe you're trying too hard? Or possibly you're not as calm and collected as the other moderators.

You can be loved, oh yes. But you see very tense right now...

even if you arent replying to a thread...or reading the news..or any of that...
you are still a part of it all.. because we are all interconnected. intertwined..and never separate...got that?
so the moment you go to bark up my tree.....real eyes who you are barking at...not saying fear this or fear that...just suggesting you give respect where its due...and if you are dumb enough to even THINK for a second i am talking about myself...i am speaking on the behalf of others as well...on and off the board...the all.

If a tree falls in a forest in the middle of nowhere, and no one heard it...did it ever fall?

It's kind of what you're saying, but on the opposing side. I'm not sure I believe collectively we can be grouped in with others opinions if we did not say them ourselves. If someone says I think a certain way, does that mean I really do? That's letting people live your life for you.

Of course we are all intertwined...but we are not the same personality. The reason god gave us a will power was to use it...to experience different aspects of life. How could we do that if we were all the same?

Yes, we're all of the same tree...however, we're not all identical leaves.

i love you all unconditionally and i only want the best for everyone,,,,just dont come to me if you are looking for the answers because i will tell you to look inside yourself for them.....and why? because just giving them answers left and right up and own..all over out and through doesnt always help the being... yes we are all here to nurture each others growth...that i will do
but i am not anyone's wishing well...i am not coin operated!

If you do love, you would understand that it is in nature to have two sides of every opinion. There will always be someone telling you that your idea is good but not the right one. You have to learn to keep your opinion up high, respect theirs in itself and just move on. It's fun to discuss them, in good spirits. However I dislike when people drag in idiotic retorts to make themselves feel better and in the end look horrible.

Sometimes other people do have the answers, though. Telling someone to look inside them self, is an answer, is it not?

i am totally willing to help you...you just have to be the one willing enough to help yourself and do the work,,why? because no one else can do it but you!
only you can "Save" yourself...which is to say...only you can live up to your highest potential..no one else can do it for you...

Well that is true, no one can live your life for you, or see through your eyes. But, it's always nice to have someone there to help you, and guide you.

i will not cater to the egomind ....sso if suddenly me being who i am bothers you...its not my problem ..its your own...so check yourself before you get checked. which is to say examine everything about yourself that you have ever thought...and only remain true to that which is true about you...

I don't find any problem in you being who you are. I may disagree with you on some topics but it's nothing personal.

love you
thank you

No!
no more mnind, no more intellectual conversations, no more religions, no more concepts, no more conceptualizing, no more talking in circles.
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP IT! GOD! JUST STOP IT!
JUST STOP!
geesh!
ive had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you
love
Rue

Intellectual conversations are fun, please don't cut them out of your life forever. You'll starve your mind.

[lillies1978]

Telepathy
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telepathy

Telepathy (Greek τηλε, tele meaning "distant" and πάθεια, patheia meaning "to be affected by",[2]) describes the purported transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the five classical senses (See Psi). [3][1] The term was coined in 1882 by the classical scholar Fredric W. H. Myers, a founder of the Society for Psychical Research,[1] specifically to replace the earlier expression thought-transference.[3][1] A person who is able to make use of telepathy is said to be able to read the minds of others. Telepathy, along with psychokinesis forms the main branches of parapsychological research, and many studies seeking to detect and understand telepathy have been done within the field.